It seems like so much more than 2 weeks ago she died. I still cry when I see her room. We had just really become boyfriend and girlfriend, we had just proclaimed it. I thought the day would never come, and then she got sick. We did everything we could to help her, and when she started to die Raven tried to heal her. She wanted her to live so bad, just like me. She used up all of her power and passed out, awakening in time to say her goodbyes to Star. She was crying, for the first time in the five years she had lived with us she was crying… Not including the day Trigon took over, but that was just tears. This was full-out sobbing, yelling at Star for dying, and then apologizing. She sat there for everyday she was sick, only sleeping when Star insisted. For the last 2 days, she was at her side at all times, even when we could not be. When Star closed her eyes and the monitor gave one continuous beep, we all completely broke down. Everyone loved Star, for her happy attitude, for her hyper presence, for her way of calming everyone, making everyone laugh. She was friends with everyone, even Terra when she first attacked us. Raven even said she would only eat Starfire's pudding of sadness for the rest of her life if it would make her come back. And that's something even I couldn't do. But one small good thing came out of this. When Raven started to break down every time we were in a situation where Star could have helped, Beast Boy was the only one who could comfort her. Now they are dating, and it makes me want to laugh and cry as I remember what is was like. I will never find a girl who will replace Starfire Koriand'r in my heart, but the loss of one created the unity of 2.

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That was the saddest thing I have ever read, and I wrote it!