The song for this chapter is a 'MUST LISTEN TO song'. As in, you'd be missing the whole point of this chapter if you don't listen to this song. As in, this song sets the whole mood and feeling for this chapter. As in…well you get the idea. Go find the song, download it, and play it on repeat whilest you read. Or find it on youtube...that works too. (The song comes from the anime NANA which I highly recommend)

Anyhow, final note before reading. You all knew this was coming…the lime/lemon scene…I wasn't exactly comfortable writing one (especially since this was my first lemon scene in general AND my first yaoi)…but it just seemed to cement the relationship. I'll need a lotta reviews and reassurance…anyhow, this chapter is really gonna live up to its rating.

CH4: Olivia inspi' Reira – A Little Pain

"…It hurts…"
"…Don't move so much."
"…But it really hurts."
"…You're the one that suggested I do it…"
"Well I didn't think you were going to be so rough!"
"Just a little more now…"
"Nnn…"
SFX: Pop!
"AH GOD I FEEL LIKE I'M GETTING RIPPED IN HALF!" screamed Hikaru.
"IT'S JUST A SPLINTER!" screamed Haruhi.
"Yeah well, you could've been more graceful and ladylike." Haruhi's eyes started twitching.
"You rich, ungrateful bastard…" muttered Haruhi as she picked up the splinter and proceeded to reinsert it into Hikaru's skin.

Indeed it was another ordinary day at the Host Club…before the doors were opened, that is. Hunny was napping in preparation for his cake-banzai, Tamaki was trying to flirt with Haruhi, Hikaru was interrupting Tamaki, and Haruhi? She was just trying to survive another day in their establishment. Kaoru sighed as he watched the trio continue their playful banter. Mori wasn't there yet. And after what happened yesterday, he couldn't wait for Mori to get there.
"Oye, you guys, I'm going to go see what's taking Mori-sempai so long" said Kaoru casually. In reality, his heart pressure was going haywire.
"Could you take these two with you?" pleaded Haruhi.
"Ah, well, you seem to be doing so well with them Haruhi!" teased Kaoru. Haruhi twitched her right eye in frustration. In reality, his hormones were raging and he'd rather that nobody see what was to happen between Mori and him. Kaoru thought of the possibilities…and chuckled to himself. 'I really am getting desperate.'

Again, Kaoru found himself sitting outside the Kendo room, waiting for Mori ever so patiently. But based on his past experiences here, Mori was bound to show up when: 1) he fell asleep or 2) he least expected it. Kaoru decided that taking a nap would be the fastest way to Mori. He laid down on the bench and shut his eyes, hoping to dream of something pleasant…like Mori. No sooner had he shut his eyes did he wake up to the foul odor of sweat. 'Shoulda known…' thought Kaoru to himself as he sat upright. This time, however, Mori was nowhere to be seen. Kaoru walked through row after row of lockers until he got to the shower stalls. A few of the showers were on so Kaoru assumed Mori was using one of them. He sat down on a bench across from the shower area and began to wait some more.

Minutes passed by and guys kept walking out, either half-naked or completely naked. Kaoru had to run to the sink over 20 times to release the stream of blood. 'Must…not…die…from…blood loss…' he thought to himself. He decided he would just wait outside the locker room to save himself from needing a blood transfusion. He turned around to head for the exit and walked right into someone…a sticky someone.
"Su-sumimasen!(1)" stuttered Kaoru as he peeled his face off the sticky chest.
"…Kaoru? Where were you?" It was Mori. Again, he was half-naked and the droplets of water (which Kaoru hoped was not sweat) on his bare body seemed to accentuate his washboard abs. Before he could recover, blood squirted out of his nose.
"…Are you alright? Did you walk into me that hard?" asked Mori, obviously clueless to Kaoru's situation.
"Ah…well, eheheh…seems so eh?" said Kaoru as he covered his nose. "I'll go clean up while you go get dressed!"
"…But I haven't showered yet…"
"…So was that…your sweat?" asked Kaoru with a horrified expression. Mori didn't answer him and continued to the shower stalls.

Kaoru had wads of paper in his nose as he waited for Mori once again. This time, he stayed clear away from the shower stalls and averted his gaze when Mori walked by.
"…Is there something wrong Kaoru?" asked Mori cluelessly.
"Of course not!" lied Kaoru weakly.
"Well…you can turn around now." Kaoru turned around before he could control himself. There stood Mori in a simple white boxer and a tank-top. It was still damn sexy, despite not being nosebleed material.
"…Are you sure you're alright?"
"I'm fine" sighed Kaoru. Mori really seemed preoccupied by something though. "You're the one that doesn't seem alright."
"…Well I was just worried about you…I thought you'd be a little more talkative…after what happened yesterday…" spoke Mori slowly and deliberately.
"…Well I could be more talkative if you want…if we―" Kaoru was cut off as Mori scooped him up in a deep and tender kiss.
"…If we kissed…was that what you were going to say?" asked Mori, smiling. Kaoru just laughed and pulled Mori into another kiss.

They kissed passionately and affectionately, not fearing lingering eyes since all bystanders had cleared out long ago. After Kaoru came up for his third breath of air, he managed to gasp out a question.
"How…can you…hold a kiss…for so long?" he asked in between breaths of air.
"…Good lung capacity?" Kaoru laughed but started to cough midway through his laugh.
"…Alright…that's enough for today…" chuckled Mori. Kaoru looked up to meet Mori's gaze but Mori had already turned away and started to put on his shirt. Kaoru sighed. He was hoping for more…more kisses…or maybe something more than just kisses. Kaoru looked over Mori in his entirety when his eyes finally settled on…'Little Mori'. A devilish idea popped up in his mind. He sat for a moment, arguing with his inner self.

-Special Feature: Inside Kaoru's Mind-

"Should I do it?" he asked his conscience.
"HELL YEAH!" answered one voice.
"You shouldn't…" answered another voice.
"You a chicken wuss. You dunt got the balls to do it!" yelled another voice.
"Think of Mori…" replied another voice gently.
"Well…Mori would like it" answered the second voice.
"No shit!" shouted the third voice.
"HELL YEAH!" agreed the first voice.
"Then it's agreed. Go for it."

-End Special Feature-

Kaoru smiled devilishly as he got up and crept behind Mori. He leaned forward and gave Mori a loose hug and let his hand 'slip' onto 'Little Mori's' tent. Mori froze in place.
"…Kaoru, what are you doing?" he asked slowly with a long pause. Kaoru could tell Mori was getting nervous.
"Oh? What's this?" asked Kaoru playfully as he walked around to face Mori. He got down on his knees and leveled his head with 'Little Mori'.
"…Kaoru…" whispered Mori, blushing furiously. 'Now or never…' thought Kaoru to himself as he made the biggest step forward in his life…followed by the biggest literal step back. He had pulled up the courage to pull down Mori's boxers, but what was hanging there was…well, hung. He fell back and noticed that Mori was still frozen in spot.
"Well…that's not the 'Little Mori'(2) I was expecting…" chuckled Kaoru nervously. His inner mind was yelling 'Back off! You can't handle that…thing!' But his sex drive told him to go for it. He listened to his sex drive. Taking a big gulp he leaned forward and took hold of Mori's crotch. He opened his mouth and let his body take over as it did so many times before…but was stopped by Mori's firm grasp on his head.
"Kaoru…don't…" said Mori. It wasn't a request, it was a command.
"But, but Mori. I want to do this!" protested Kaoru.
"…It's…it's dirty." Kaoru looked and saw that it was clean. "…I meant the act…is dirty" stuttered Mori.
"Not if I'm willing to do it." But Mori didn't care. He picked up Kaoru and set him on his feet. Frantic, Kaoru thought of ways to fix the moment; he couldn't just leave it like this. Mori continued to put on his dress shirt.

Another idea popped into his head, and he pursued it without a moment's thought.
"I think I'll go take a shower" said Kaoru seductively as he stripped his clothes off. Mori didn't say anything. "Wanna come with me?" asked Kaoru using his sexiest voice possible. Still no response. Fully nude, Kaoru walked over to the shower stalls and turned one on. He began caressing himself, letting the water flow freely over his entire body, all the while trying to make him look as open and vulnerable as possible. His plan worked. Mori wrapped his arms around his waist drew him into his body.
"…Why?"
"Why what?"
"Why…are you doing this?" asked Mori. Kaoru noticed his shirt was still on.
"Mori, your shirt!"
"…Tell me, Kaoru." Kaoru waited in silence. In the soft rhythm of the falling water, he finally decided he'd break his silence. The silence that had bothered him since the day he met Mori.
"…I...I love you…" he whispered quietly. Mori turned him around and drew him into yet another long and loving kiss. Kaoru broke the kiss off after a moment and turned around once more. This time, he leaned forward and put his hands against the wall, making sure Mori could get a good view of what he had to offer.
"…I can't" muttered Mori.
"Yes, you can."
"…I shouldn't."
"But I want you to."
"…But―"
"I need you to" pleaded Kaoru. Mori sighed as he stood there. He seemed to be deciding on what to do, and for a moment, he really seemed like he wasn't going to go through with it. But after a while, he hesitantly left Kaoru's side and came back with one of the bottles of shampoo the school so generously offered. He prepared himself for what was to come next, all the while keeping an eye on Kaoru. Kaoru smiled back gently, as if to reassure Mori.
"…It's going to hurt, you know…" Kaoru knew. When Kaoru didn't answer, Mori moved in behind him and started to push himself in. Kaoru tried taking deep breaths but it was impossible to ignore the pain…or 'Little Mori'. After fully entering, Mori paused.
"Oye, Mori, you don't have to be so gentle…" said Kaoru through gritted teeth.
"…But I need to be…" he whispered into Kaoru's ear as he leaned over.

It was unbelievable…the pain, that is. All the doujinshis he had ever read, the hentai he had watched, were sadly, sadly mistaken. There was no way in hell that this could feel good, let alone orgasmic. But true to his word, Mori was as gentle as he could be…and a bit lost too.
"Oye Mori, you sure you aren't lost?" joked Kaoru through a shaky voice. Mori didn't answer. He seemed to be probing about Kaoru's insides. Finally, he seemed to settle on a certain position…and thrust in hard. Kaoru felt an uncontrollable spasm that coursed through his entire body…and it felt damn good. Sensing Kaoru's convulsions, Mori continued pushing against the spot. Kaoru tried to let out his moans of pleasure, but his voice seemed to be lost inbetween his gasps. But he didn't mind the silence…he had already broken the true silence.

Mori continued, but at an irregular rhythm. He would slow down, then speed up and catch Kaoru off guard, and then he'd settle into sporadic thrusts. Kaoru didn't mind. In fact, he enjoyed it. It sent mixed feelings throughout his entire body. One second, there'd be a short jolt of pleasure, the next there'd be a long wave of bliss. And the whole act was done in silence. Roaming hands, nipping mouths, Mori reached just about every nook and corner of Kaoru's body possible…except for Kaoru's own erection. In the end, Mori proved that he didn't need to. After several minutes, Kaoru could no longer hold off his urge. Even though Mori had done nothing to directly pleasure Kaoru, he could feel the heat building in his erection, screaming for release(3). Mori began to quicken his pace, sensing and anticipating Kaoru's release. After a few more deep thrusts from Mori, Kaoru could no longer hold it within him and spilled his cum all over the floor in a strangled scream of ecstasy. Mori pulled himself out afterwards. "…Did…did you cum already?" asked Kaoru. He was panting heavily and could barely stand straight. Mori didn't answer. Kaoru looked down to find Mori still hard.
"Why'd…why'd you stop?"
"…Because you're already finished."
"…So what? Get…back inside of me…" he commanded, trying to calm his breathing. But Mori started to back away. But before he could turn around, Kaoru pulled Mori back into the water and pushed him to the ground. As Mori lied down on the floor, Kaoru positioned himself directly above Mori's member.
"…Kaoru…you don't have to do this…I don't want to hurt you anymore" gasped Mori as Kaoru took hold of him.
"It's just a little pain…" smiled Kaoru. "Besides…it actually feels…good." Kaoru slid down onto Mori with ease. Mori opened his mouth and let out the faintest moan…but a moan nonetheless. Kaoru leaned over and caught Mori in a kiss as he rode Mori's erection. Again, the sensation sent him to a whole new level of bliss. He stared up at the ceiling as he continued moving back and forth, grinding against Mori's member. The light at the top of the ceiling was somewhat dimmed, and gave the impression of a full moon, and the shower was drizzling little drops on him, reminding him of the rain. 'This truly is the best way to make love' he thought to himself. Without a warning, Mori suddenly sat up and hugged Kaoru tight. He continued to thrust up into Kaoru, but only this time he seemed more frantic. Kaoru held onto Mori's body tightly as he tried to help Mori get closer to his release.
"…S-Sorry..." whispered Mori. Kaoru's entire body tightened as Mori finally found release. He thrust up into Kaoru as he clung onto the little body with all his might, shivering at the enlightening sensation. Both of them could feel wave after wave, surge after surge, and pulse after pulse of pleasure as Mori spilled his entire self into Kaoru. Kaoru felt himself dribble more of his cum even though he had just came a few minutes ago. He tightened at the height of his sensation, causing Mori to double over in pleasure. They cried out each other's name as their bodies spasmed in unison and let their cum find escape once more.

They laid on the shower floor, letting the water drizzle away the evidence of their love-making.
"Did that feel good?" asked Kaoru weakly.
"Mhm" voiced a barely inaudible Mori. "…Are you sure you're alright? You're…crying again." Kaoru laughed. Mori could tell, even though the shower washed away the tears as quickly as they formed.
"You can always tell, huh." Mori nodded, as guilt started to spread across his face. "I cried yesterday outta frustration…and sadness" spoke Kaoru slowly. He stared straight in Mori's eyes. "But now I'm crying cause of satisfaction…and happiness" sighed Kaoru as he crawled back onto Mori's chest.
"…No need to cry…" sighed Mori, as he hugged Kaoru.

They were still in the shower 10 minutes later.
"…You're going to get sick if you stay like this."
"…Then keep me warm." Without another word, Mori pulled Kaoru into a deep embrace, and kissed him tenderly.

TBC

Nifty notes for the notable mind:

1) Japanese for "excuse me"

2) For the visually driven mind, a whopping 9 inches. Ain't so lil after all.

3) For the sake of the point of this story, let's just that this is physically possible.

Wow. That was considerably longer than the other chapters. Anyhow, PLEASE PLEASE R&R. Remember, it was a first for me…I'll be needing all the tips I can get.

And if you didn't listen to the song while reading this chapter, shame on you. I disown you.