Alright, as you can tell these are going a lot slower. I am also adding more details because really I feel the structure was off before because every plot hole I was filling was so "Oh yeah in a scene I didn't write here is the filling to that plot hole" instead of just writing it out in general.


I did send the Dean everything he needed. My new alias. Rachel Roth, along with the classes I am going to be taking. Mainly English courses since that is one of the easiest things for me to do while investigating. I even sent it from my official titan email to be sure he realizes he is making the right choice. He doesn't get back to me until two days later. An email confirming it all and a schedule attached. I have a tour of the campus right after I see him the day I get there. Which is set for tomorrow morning. Monday. I have already packed most of my things. Not that I knew how long to pack for. Robin is right about another thing and that is that I really have no idea how long it will take me to catch him.

Tonight we just say goodbye. Cyborg seems to be the one who doesn't want me to leave the most. He keeps asking if I am going to come visit and I want to tell him yes but I don't know. So I don't say anything. Starfire is sad because she will be the only girl here and she hates not having another girl around. Not that I ever enjoyed doing girl things with her. It makes her happy though. Even Beastboy seems to be mildly upset that I won't be in the tower to annoy. At the end of the night I find myself emotionally exhausted from feeling all of their emotions so close. My room looks strange with so much of my stuff missing and in suitcases. My door opens and Robin walks in his uniform still on and he looks around the room, even he can tell something is different.

"This isn't going to be the same without you" He says, I shrug disrobing and changing into something I can sleep in.

"You're going to come see me right? To get the updates?" I ask, he begins to disrobe as well setting his clothes in the same pile as always so he remembers to take them out tomorrow morning.

"Yeah but it is still going to be weird. I can't exactly have anyone do what I need" He jokes, I look at him with a furrowed brow as I move the covers out of the way for me to get into bed.

"Is that all you are going to miss me for?" I ask, he pauses before shaking his head.

"No, I have a lot of reasons to miss you, but I can't lie not having you here for those needs is going to suck" He explains, not that it clears anything up or makes me feel any better. I roll my eyes getting in bed and pulling the covers over my entire body. I poke a hand out to snuff the candles with my powers, and the room falls into darkness. I can feel Robin scooting closer to me in bed. Wrapping an arm around me to pull me in. Only he doesn't stop to just cuddle. He presses himself against me in the right way to let me know he is in the mood. I can feel him through his boxers and all I do is scoot away from him and turn on my back.

"Not now babe I just wanna sleep" I say, he scoffs turning away from me and pulling the covers up.

"Kay, goodnight Rae" He says I can feel his frustration but push it aside. We haven't really had sex in a long time, not too long but long for us. Long in comparison to how it used to be. We used to find every excuse to be by ourselves and explore each others bodies. If we were alone for longer than five minutes we were taking each others clothes off. Now it feels more like a chore. I hate chores. I fall asleep to the waves of his frustration rolling off of him.

The following morning was even worse with the goodbyes, I don't think Cyborg has ever hugged me this much this many days in a row. His hugs are comforting none the less. I don't reject them. I would be lying if I said I wasn't going to miss them all. Wasn't going to miss having make my tea water in the morning simply because they want to. Having someone invite me out to mall even knowing I probably won't want to go. Having someone who makes me laugh even if his jokes are trash. I am going to miss all of them. Robin takes me to the college again, my bags loaded and my bracelet on. He is in his own disguise to be sure no one sees him for who he is. He won't be taking me into the college either, just dropping me off. When we park he jumps out of the car first, taking my bags out of the trunk and putting them on the curb. I get out resting a hand on the handle of one.

"Keep your window unlocked so I can sneak in." He tells me kissing me on the forehead.

"Are you going to text me before?" I ask gesturing to the phone that they programed with an SOS button. He shakes his head.

"Why would I need to warn you? Not like you are going to be with anyone" He deadpans, I bite my inner cheek and narrow my eyes at him. "Okay okay, let's say we meet in your room every night at nine okay? That is plenty of time between your night class to do some investigating and get back to the Dorms."

"Nine, got it. It's a date" I say, he smirks at me planting a soft kiss on my lips. I kiss him back. We pull apart and he gets back into the car driving off and heading back to the tower. I sigh as soon as he gets onto the main street. I really am stuck here.

Grabbing both my suitcases I begin my walk. I keep a lookout for any of the guys that are on my list as I have their photos in their files in my suitcase. I memorized them so that I would recognize them in person. So far I have yet to see anyone. The walk to the Deans office just like last time takes me about twenty minutes. I get stares from a couple people who seem to be confused of why someone is starting in the middle of a semester but I don't say anything to them. I don't even look in their direction. I can feel their stares I don't need to meet them. Finally I get into the office, letting the receptionist know I am here and I have an appointment. She is a beautiful young blond who looks much like what I wanted to look like for this mission. I wait only for five minutes before the Dean waves me into his office. I follow and take the same seat that I did last time.

"Good morning Rachel!" He says, overselling the new name. "Here I am your access card and your student ID, here is a map of the campus. Brittney James will be showing you around the campus just so you know where all of your classes are and where everything you will need will be located"

"Thank you, umm, will I know the hours of everything on campus? Like Cafeteria, library, and what not" I ask, he nods and pulls out another sheet of paper handing it to me.

"That should everything you need for that." He explains, I look it over and indeed it does. I suck in a deep breath and center myself before releasing it.

"Thank you so much, I will be in contact if I need anything else" I say in a hushed voice, he doesn't reply only gestures that I am welcome to.

The tour guide walks in soon after, a big smile on her face. I get up and take a suitcase and she takes the other one before I get a chance to. I don't complain. We walk out of the office and like that the tour has began. She shows me where everything is, the total tour takes about two hours as there is a lot of ground to cover. All of my classes are generally in the same area aside from my evening lit class. That one is across campus. During the tour I still keep an eyes out for anyone on the list and to my surprise see one. Xander Smith, he is walking towards the library and looks around like he thinks someone is following him. He has blonde hair and is wearing sunglasses keeping me from seeing his eyes. He is similar build. I mentally check him off in my list as someone I cannot yet scratch off my list.

The tour ends at my dorm, she walks up with me to show me the place but is just as confused as most people as to why I have a couples dorm room if I am not a couple. I have had time to think of an excuse but she talks so much I haven't been able to get a word in. I use my key card to open the door and when it swings open I am pleasantly surprised at the place. It has it's own small bathroom, and closet, the space is big enough for the queen size bed it has and a dresser, a small desk also sits in the corner of the room.

"Wow! I wish I would have known couples get this big of rooms! I would have lied on my application!" She jokes, I give her a weak smile as I set my bags down, she does the same.

"I didn't lie on my app, they just didn't have any dorms open in the other ones" I say, she smiles

"Lucky you! Well, if you need anything at all or you get lost let me know and I will be over in a jiffy" She says winking at me.

"Thanks, I will" I say

As soon as she leaves I begin to unpack, putting my clothes in the small dresser which fits my stuff but I cannot imagine sharing it with another person. The files and photos I put under the bed, being sure no one will find them if anyone else happens to be in the room. Robin already knows which room I am in, I think he asked the Dean which room before I even knew. For now though I settle in and begin going over evidence once again. I know if I go to the library right now I would have a chance at running into one person on that list. I should do so. Shoving my phone in my back pocket with my key card I walk out of the dorm. It's the middle of the day and the sun still provides some much needed warmth despite it being so damn bright, I enjoy it.

The library is more my place. It's dimly lit with dark furniture and flooring, a vast contrast to the light furniture that is everywhere else. The tables are all close together in the center while rows and rows of books surround on all sides. There has to be thousands of books in here. I go down the first row, looking at each book with eagerness to find something to read. All of this is history which doesn't uninterest me, but not what I am in the mood for right now. I feel a presence behind me but I don't react to it. I need to do my best to act normal. Even if it goes against everything I want to do. I hate people behind me.

"Business or pleasure?" a voice asks behind me, I turn and my heart drops into my stomach. It's Xander.

"Pleasure, I guess." I say he gestures to the other side of the library.

"Those are the books you will want then, everything on this side is all academic" he tells me, I look to where he is pointing and then back to him. "Do I know you from somewhere?"

"I don't think so, it's my first day here. I just transferred from online" I tell him

"I see, that's so weird I think I remember you from somewhere. I don't forget someone as hot as you" He says, I cock my head to the side and furrow my brows.

"Is that why you approached me?" I ask, he pauses and looks me up and down for a split second. Almost too fast for me to see it if I wasn't looking at his micro expressions.

"No, it is my job. I work here." He replies "It help takes price of tuition and books" He says, my lips part a little while I make a mental note of it. That wasn't on his record. If that is the case he would be working most of the time when Red X normally attacks. Doesn't meet that it is an absolute confirmation but it does narrow it down for me.

"Oh, well I am sorry then" I reply, he shakes his head and then looks around again like he is nervous about being followed. That is something that brings him back onto my list.

"What kind of books are you into? Spicey books?" He asks, I scoff and shake my head.

"No, I do enjoy one every now and then but I mainly like to read romance, or fantasy books." I tell him, it's a lie. I love porn with a plot but I am not going to tell him that. I try to get a read on his emotions and for the most part he seems to be guilty of something and feeling sexual frustration. Much like what I get from Robin all the time. I bite my inner cheek and look to the other side of the library where the other section of books he was talking about are. "Well, I will see you around thank you for helping me with finding a book"

He walks away first, looking over his shoulder before going back out in the public eye. I do go over to the other books though, looking through for anything that looks good. I need something to make sure I am not losing my mind. I don't grab any books right now but I keep a couple titles in mind. By the time I get back to the dorm the sun has gone down and the air has cooled down. I can tell it is turning into autumn and I love it. It's my favorite season.

My first night sleeping here, by myself. Robin doesn't come tonight, not that I thought he would. I doubt he expected me to have information already. I don't take offense. I didn't think I would either. Every hour I am awake, looking at the empty side of the bed where Robin would normally be. I can't help but wonder what he is doing right now, if he is sleeping peacefully or if he is having a similar night of fitful rest. I don't know which one I hope for.


Robin's POV

I didn't think I would be able to keep all of this to myself for this long. Raven going to stay at the college might have been the best thing I could have thought of. Not just for the mission but for my own sanity. Starfire wanted to stop our little meet ups. Knowing Raven was home and the guilt was eating at her. It eats at me too but, I guess I have grown accustom to the feeling. Starfire rolls over on her bed, her clothes on the floor and mine in a little pile so I can take them out when I leave. Her naked body is covered with the blanket and she scrolls through her phone.

"Is friend Raven going to be upset with us?" She asks, I pause before answering.

"If she finds out? Yeah. She doesn't have a reason to be. She ignores me most of the time now." I tell her, she frowns looking over at me.

"If things are the bad with friend Raven why don't you do the breakup" she asks, it's a good question. One I myself have thought about. At the end of the day it comes down to connection. I have a deeper connection with Raven than I could ever have with Starfire. The sex is so much better with Starfire now though. With Raven we stopped doing things for excitement.

"I guess I am waiting for the right time, relationships are complicated sometimes Star" I say she huffs flinging her fiery red hair to the other side exposing her neck. I can feel my erection starting back up, rising from under the sheet. She is so unbelievably hot.

"Are you going to tell her about the mission as well?" She asks, she looks down noticing my erection but doesn't say anything about it.

"Yes, I promised you I would. I go to see her tomorrow night, I see her every night really but I will be back in time to spend some with you" I tell her, she smiles but I can tell it is fake. She is struggling with this. I grab her face rubbing small circles into her chin. "Hey, you aren't doing anything wrong. Sometimes when relationships start to get rough it is easier to find what you are missing elsewhere than trying to beg your person to do it. I am not a creep I am not going to beg her for sex"

"Have you done the talking?" she asks

"She's hard to talk to about my needs. She doesn't like when I bring it up. She doesn't want to talk about it" I tell her, it's not a lie. I have tried to talk to her about it before. She doesn't want to hear it. In her eyes it is me just thinking about sex and not anything else. "At least you listen to me, in all ways. You don't question me as your leader or as...anything else"

"You are a good leader" She tells me, she looks back down to my erection and I can feel her hand slide over, rubbing my inner thighs and the base. I grab her wrist pulling her closer to me and letting our lips connect. she slides over on top of me and grides lightly on my member. I release a groan. I want to be in her so bad. She wants it too, I can feel it from her as she slides on me. She moans softly and it drives me even crazier. I hold her hips up allowing space for me to get in. As soon as she slides down my length my mind is completely taken over. She feels so good I don't even feel like I am in reality. She bounces up and down on me every time she slams down I feel her pleasure mix with me own until we both erupt in moans and grips of ecstasy.

"Fuck Star" I breath, she giggle getting off and heading to her bathroom. I watch her ass as she does and let my head hit the pillow this time with the intent for sleep. We both drift off to sleep not but twenty minutes later. Despite the guild eating away at my gut.

The next morning I am awoken with a text message, my phone buzzing to life from under the pillow. Dazed I quint to read it. It's from Raven. "Got an update for tonight" I am far too tired to give her a reply of words so I send two emoji's. A winky face and a thumbs up. I fall back asleep soon after my hand still holding my phone.