Disclaimer: I do not own Gravitation.

Sera: I don't know why I wrote this.

Warning: OOC-nessisity, mutilation, unrequited love.

Eiri Yuki had really done it this time. He had finally done what was impossible to do…he made Shuichi leave him for good.

It had all started as a petty argument that escalated into Shuichi smacking him in the face and shutting himself in their room.

Yuki didn't think to much about it, after all they had fought so many times before. He was just surprised that Shuichi would hit him.

He slept in his office that night and when the sun came up and he awoke he expected for Shuichi to apologize but no. He didn't get that, nor did he see him. He went to their bedroom and found it the same but eerily different.

Where were the boxes of pocky?

Where were the Nittle Grasper posters?

Where was the annoyingly tacky Hello Kitty clock that Shuichi had bought?

Where was his Shuichi?

Yuki walked to the closet, expecting the normal clutter of Shuichi's clothes but found nothing. Barren, all except for his own things.

"Shuichi!" He had shouted over and over again as he searched the apartment for his Shuichi. Finally, unable to find him he ran outside. He went to Hiroshi's house only to find that Hiroshi was gone as well. Then to Sakuma, to Shuichi's mother's only to fine Shuichi's sister glaring daggers at him.

"I don't know you bastard! I just hope he wises up and never goes back to you!"

The door was slammed and Yuki's search continued.

He had finally made it to the park where they had first met.

He sat on the bench nearest him and just stared off into space reliving that time. He had just meant to be an ass, to hurt someone he didn't know only because he could. He never thought that they would be together for so long and love one another.

For he truly loved Shuichi.

After hours of thinking about everything he decided to go back home. When he reached his apartment, hoping that Shuichi would be there waiting, he found nothing.

Locking himself in his house he striped himself of his sticky sweaty clothing and made his way to his shower where he stood under the hot water becoming numb.

"Shuichi…" he said.

An hour later he made his way, now dressed to his bedroom and laid down noticing for the first time, the letter Shuichi had left him.

Yuki,

I know that I'm not perfect, I know that I get you mad. I just wanted to say, that after all these years, I'm leaving you.

You've probably noticed that Hiroshi wasn't home. Well I have a tour in Europe, also I've decided that when I do return to Japan, it wont be to you. I'm moving with my life. I hop that you can do the same. I can't pretend that you love me, I can love for the both of us. It's just too much….it hurts to much to be with you.

Sayonara forever my love.

-Shuichi Shindou.

Yuki stared at he letter and finally broke down.

He had really done the impossible…Shuichi had really left him forever.

He was all alone again due to his own arrogance…he was never ever able to Shuichi what he so wished to say.

"But…I love you to."

END

Sera: Wow depressing! Comment!