Chapter15 Look me in the eyes
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"I'm sorry Miss Watson but you have just proved to me that you are unable to deal with Sheldon's behaviour. Please don't take that the wrong way or see it as an attack towards you. What I simply mean is that neither you nor infact anyone of us is able to deal with Sheldon's behaviour not without putting him on the necessary medication," he said adamantly.
Emma sighed. "Doctor I simply lost my temper. No wait that wasn't quite what I meant what I meant was I was a little shocked by her outburst. I simply over reacted. Please doctor you can't just give up one on one mistake made by me. Can't we just stick to the number of days that we agreed before?" she as good as begged.
Doctor Ray continued to shake his head firmly. "What you are still failing to see Miss Watson is this, we are not giving up on Sheldon. We are infact doing just the opposite of that, we are helping him," he answered.
"By turning him into a zombie, is that how you intend to solve his problems by doping him up on God knows what so he has no idea where or who he is?" she demanded boldly.
Doctor Ray sighed inwardly. "I am going to stop you right there Miss Watson. I do believe we have had this very argument before and I refuse to renter into it again. All I am going to say is this, the pills I wish to start Sheldon on will help Sheldon talk about his past. Believe it or not Mrs Watson I want to help Sheldon as much as you do.
He then went on to describe the effects the pills would have on him and how and why they would help him. Emma understood very little of what he was saying but nodded anyway. She didn't really care how the pills worked so long as they helped him she really couldn't care less.
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Emma came into the room with Sheldon when the doctors came to give him the first dose of medication. Due to his family situation Emma was the one who had to sign the form saying she agreed to him receiving the medication. "I'm so sorry Sheldon but they promised me it will help…" she said silently to him as she signed the form.
"What's going on?" Sheldon demanded when he came to discovering doctors and Emma surrounding his bed.
"It's alright Sheldon calm down," Emma said in as calm a voice as she could muster.
"I wont calm the fuck down until someone tells me what the fuck is going on," he growled.
"Were just giving you medication that will help you," a doctor answered.
A pang of guilt struck Emma as she saw Sheldon's face pale. "Dope me up you mean. You aint giving me shit you hear me? Get the fuck away from me with your drugs," he yelled.
The Doctor sighed. "Come on now Sheldon I haven't got time for your games," he stated coming closer to him.
"I'm not playing a game you are not doping me up...no way," he yelled attempting to struggle. The doctor ignored his struggling. He held him down and injected him.
Emma could hardly bear to look. "You said you were using pills," she managed to say.
The doctor rolled his eyes. "It's the same drug only this is in injection form," he said dully.
Sheldon's eyes fell on her before he passed out.
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Jason entered the hospital nerves fluttering inside him as he headed towards the reception desk. "Excuse me I am looking for a Sheldon Jeffery Sands,"
The woman gave him a ward number. Jason was a little surprised at just how easy that had been. He would have thought there was some kind of security check or series he would have to go through first. He guessed she just couldn't be bothered not that he was complaining.
He nodded his thanks to the woman behind reception who didn't even bother to acknowledge it before making his way to Sand's ward. He stood nervously outside it for a moment unsure of what to do. He finally took a deep breath and stepped inside.
He felt a chill run through him when his eyes fell on Sands. He looked so pale and was hooked up to a few beeping machines. He went slowly towards him sitting next to him on the bed. "Sand's?" he whispered taking his hand and brushing the hair from his face.
"Jas?" Sands muttered.
"I'm here my God I'm here baby and I'm staying here, right here," Jason whispered his eyes stinging with tears as he silently vowed to help him all he could.
