Chap16 Told you I'd be here
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Sands tried to focus on Jason but the drugs obscured his vision making the room spin violently. "How long have you been here and where the fuck have you been?" Sands asked biting back the waves of nausea searing through him.
Jason noted Sands colour had paled further since he had arrived but didn't mention it just yet but he was keeping an eye on him. "Christ baby I've missed you so much I've being going out my fucking head without you," he whispered his voice laden with his concern and worry for him.
Sands smiled then gave a slight gag. He breathed in heavily letting it pass while Jason watched in growing concern. After a few moments he spoke again. "I've missed you too but you still haven't answered my question," he stated.
"What question?" he whispered wishing he knew what Sands was feeling so he could help him. He hated not knowing how to help him.
Sands was silent and averted his gaze before whispering, "where were you why did you leave me here alone? You never came to see me like I thought you would"
Jason felt guilt sweep through him. "Christ Sands I know I keep saying it but I am so sorry. I'm sorry that it seemed like that but it was not like that not ever. I didn't know where you were no one would tell me. I swear I was going out my fucking head," he whispered.
Sands felt a little comforted when he heard this. Something about Jason's face and tone of voice told him he was telling the truth. There was a comfort in knowing there was still someone he could trust. Jason was the only thing he had clung to throughout this whole thing to stop him totally losing it. Even when he hadn't come to see him he still clung to the fine hope that he might and now he was glad he had. "So how did you find me?" he asked curiously.
Jason smirked very slightly at this. "Ah there by hangs a tale," he said.
"Oh please share," he said working very hard at trying not to be sick.
"You alright man?" Jason asked looking carefully at Sands.
"Yeah, now come on lets here this awesome story of yours," he said fondly to Jason, fuck had he missed him.
Jason nodded not really sure he believed him but he didn't want to push the issue. "Basically I was a huffy bastard for a few days then I kinda told my mom about us," he admitted omitting the part about confessing that he loved him, for now at least.
Sands laughed slightly staring at him in amusement. "Fuck me what'd she say to that?" he asked picturing the image.
"Dunno, left before she got the chance to answer. I don't think she's very pleased mind you. To be honest with you I don't really give a fuck she's not very pleased with me anyway," he said shrugging.
"Why's that then?" Sands asked softly.
He sighed slightly and told Sands about the letter from school. "Fuck them," Sands muttered.
"My very thoughts. We all went to this little meeting and let me tell you what a fucking bundle of laughs that was. To cut out all the boring bullshit basically they said I need to get my arse into gear and all the usual shit," he said shrugging again it was all so insignificant to him.
Sands sighed. He was going to say something but gave a violent gag instead. "Sands?" Jason asked urgently. "Shit," he muttered when he heard Sands cough and sit up quickly with his hand over his mouth. Jason grabbed a bowl from the bedside table and held it out for Sands. "Let it out baby," he whispered.
Sands opened his mouth and gagged vomiting violently. Jason held his hair back stroking his back. "It's ok baby…it's ok…" he whispered as Sands heaved heavily into the bowl. "Fuck," Sands muttered leaning weakly against Jason.
Jason held him close "what have those bastards done to you?" Jason asked softly.
"They doped me up the bastards," he said bitterly.
Jason sighed moving towards Sands. "Wait my mouth will taste awful," Sands said softly.
"I don't care," he whispered kissing Sands tenderly. Sands returned the kiss with just as much want in return. Slowly the kiss ended an Sands fell asleep against Jason.
Jason smiled when he saw Sands had fallen asleep. He placed him gently on the bed and just watched him closely.
"Who are you and what are you doing in here?" Doctor Ray demanded when he came into the room.
"I'm Jason and I'm here to see Sands, although I would have thought the second part would have been obvious seeing as it is his room I am in," Jason said with a shrug.
Doctor Ray didn't look amused he was not going to be spoken to like that by anybody especially not some kid. "You have no right to be here so if you could so kindly be on your way," he said crisply.
"I'm not going anywhere. I'm the only fucking person who gives a fuck about him. If you think I'm leaving him now you can think again," he said adamantly.
Doctor Ray stared at him a little surprised about his passion. "How is it that you know Sand's?" he asked.
"I'm his boyfriend," he stated. He was fed up hiding it he wanted people to know it and he would be damned if Sands felt he had to be part of some seedy little secret.
Doctor Ray stared at him. "Fine stay," he said wondering if maybe he would be able to help Sands at all.
"I intended on doing so anyway although it is a little easier with your blessing," he muttered dryly. Doctor Ray heard his comment but knew better than to rise to the bait.
Jason could have sworn he saw Sands smile slightly at his comment. Jason smiled back, "Fuck them," he whispered to him. Even although Sands appeared to be sleeping Jason had a funny feeling he was listening to him.
