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"Are you sure Jas? You seem a little off are you sure everything's cool?" Sands asked meeting him straight in the eye.
"Yes...yes fine…I...I...I am just worried about you," he said. That much was true he was worried about Sands but he wasn't telling him the whole truth. He didn't want to phone Doctor Ray but there really was no other choice was there?
"Oh Jason you really do worry to much. Trust me I'm totally fine, now shut up and come here," he said shooting Jason a reassuring smile as he beckoned him towards him. Jason moved into Sands arms kissing him softly but deepening it as his hands worked their way through Sand's damp hair. "You worry too much baby," Sands murmured. Maybe Sands was right Jason thought as he scooted closer to Sands. He had spoken in the heat of the moment. He was stupid to have taken him so seriously he thought scolding himself.
"Better baby?" Sands asked still holding Jason close as their lips finally parted.
"Yeah…but can I ask you something?" Jason asked he just had to put his mind at rest. He knew he wouldn't be able to fully relax until he had asked this.
"Ask away," Sands said calmly flashing him another smile.
"You weren't being serious when you said you were going to hunt down your parents and kill them were you?" he asked.
Sands pulled back from him slightly sitting on the arm of the couch. "Of course I was. Cowards die many times before their deaths; The valiant never taste of death but once. Of all the wonders that I yet have heard, It seems to me most strange that men should fear; Seeing that death, a necessary end, Will come when it will come," he said the Shakespearean quote rolling off his tongue with ease as he brushed his damp hair back from his face.
Jason just about managed to suppress a sigh by those very words Sands had as good as sighed his fate. Jason had to phone the hospital. He had to get Sands the help he needed. What was that saying, cruel to be kind? He just hoped there was some way Sands could forgive him for this although part of him didn't think he ever could. He was the one person who knew more than anyone just how much he hated hospitals yet he was the one sending him back.
"Come lie with me," Sands muttered sleepily from the bed. Jason could see the cold dagger he felt he was pushing into Sand's back go in deeper as he approached Sands and got into bed with him. "That's better," he muttered as he drifted to sleep. Jason gently stroked Sands hair as he slept. "I'm so sorry baby…I just want to help you baby…this is the only way I can think of…Christ thank God you are sleeping you'd fucking kill me for being so soppy," he whispered as he placed a gentle kiss on Sand's lips careful not to wake him.
Jason slipped carefully from the bed and crept into the living the room shutting the door quietly behind him. He felt tears sting his eyes, he couldn't believe he was about to do this. All he could think about was Sands the last time he was in the hospital. He felt tears spilling over as Sand's words echoed in his mind.
"I fucking hate hospitals…they make you feel so trapped…"
"I know baby…I know…you're doing great I'll get you out of here baby,"
He forced himself to calm down as he picked up the phone and dialled the number of the hospital. He was so tempted to hang up but he some how forced himself not to. "Can I speak to Doctor Ray please?" he asked quietly his voice shaking slightly.
"Of course sir, a few moments please," she said. Jason bit his lip as he waited.
"Hello?" Doctor Ray's voice came through the phone.
"Hi…it's Jason I'm phoning about…Sheldon…" he whispered as tears stung his eyes.
Doctor Ray sighed slightly he knew this was going to happen at some stage. "What's happened?" he asked carefully so he could have as clear an idea of the situation before he arrived. Jason drew in a shaky breath as he began to tell him what had happened. Doctor Ray sucked in breath, this wasn't good. "Alright son…just stay calm I'll be there as soon as I can,"
"Thank you…" he whispered.
"Oh and Jason, you did the right thing, even if it doesn't feel like that right now," Doctor Ray said before he hung up.
Jason hung the phone up and shaky lit a cigarette jumping slightly when he heard footsteps behind him just how long had he been there, how much did he know? "Hey baby what you doing down here?" he asked as he came towards him his tone calm unreadable, maybe he hadn't heard anything he told himself. Sands wrapped his arms around him pulling him close to him kissing his neck. "You're so tense baby," he whispered to him.
"Headache," he lied.
Sands nodded. "Poor baby," he murmured to him as he massaged his shoulders then wrapped his arms around him pulling him very close. "You fucking lying bastard!" he hissed pressing the knife to his throat. "Don't even fucking deny it Jason. I thought I could fucking trust you but you betray me," he yelled pressing the dagger deeper into his throat almost drawing blood.
"No Sands it's not like that…" Jason whispered looking nervously at the blade.
"Shut up…just shut up," he growled keeping the dagger close to Jason's neck.
Jason tensed slightly when he heard people enter he house. "Oh look send in the clowns," he said as the medical staff came to the door. "Ok this is going to sound very clichéd but you see I wasn't exactly planning on this seeing as I didn't quite plan on old Jason here betraying me so you'll just have to go on me with this. Take one step closer and I'll kill him. Yeah sounds like a lame line out of some low budget gangster film but let me assure you this is hardly the type of statement I would come out with if I didn't mean it now is it?" he asked calmly looking Doctor Ray dead in the eyes.
