Chap31 this is what it is
A nice quick update for a change. As always thank you for the reviews please keep them coming I really need to know what you think and also just to let you know this story is just about over but there will be a sequel.
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Most people who looked at Jason saw him as a bit of a waste of space in all honestly. Most people saw him as someone who wouldn't really amount to much. He wasn't really a bad kid so to speak so he was pretty much left alone. People never really saw the point in paying him much attention he pretty much just existed.
That never really bothered Jason much infact in many respects he liked it. He didn't like being the centre of attention. He liked that no one had any great expectations of him it meant he could never let any one down because they never really expected anything from him in the first place.
The only person who was the exception to this way of life was Sands. He wanted to do the best that he could for Sands. He wanted to be the best that he could for Sands. He was the only person whose opinions mattered to him.
"What about you, what are your plans for the future?" Sands asked pulling Jason from his thoughts.
"I…I don't really know I've never really thought about it to be honest," he said truthfully.
Sands nodded. "Weird I always had you down as someone who would have had their future all mapped out for them by that darling mother of yours," he mused.
"Oh she did have plans for my future infact you might say my plans for the future is to do anything that is the furthest thing from what my mother dearest had planned," he said with a smile.
"Ah now there's that amazing stubbornness I like so much about you. Now tell me what your future plans are that you have every intention to deviate from," he said with a coy smirk.
"She basically planned for me to go into further education get a good job and a family basically everything I have no interest in or any desire to want to do and the fact that she kept pushing that shit on me made me all the more sure that it's not what I want," he said seriously.
"What is it that you do want?" he asked looking deep into his eyes.
"I…I don't want you to forget about me," he blurted out before he could stop himself.
Sands looked totally taken aback. He wasn't sure what response he was expecting to his question but he knew that wasn't it. He couldn't believe that he honestly meant that much to Jason that he was worried he would forget about him. He had never meant that much infact before Jason he had never really meant anything to anyone.
It took him a few moments before he realized that he still hadn't answered Jason. "Jas you know how much you mean to me. You are the only person who has ever given a damn about me. You know I'm not very good at all this soppy stuff so that in itself has got to tell you how I feel about you. I will never forget about you. I don't ever really want to be in a situation where you're not there so to give me the chance to forget about you. Now like I said you know I don't sit well with the mushy stuff so I hope that has put you at ease a bit because I don't think I could say all that again," he said honestly to him. Although it had been a very difficult thing for Sands to say it was clear from his tone that he meant every word he said and that meant more to Jason than Sands could ever know.
"I'm very glad to hear that," Jason said softly as he leaned in to kiss Sands. Sands responded passionately as his hands explored his body.
"Seems having a private room has its advantages," Sands breathed as his hand moved downward caressing Jason's crotch feeling his pulsing errection under his fingertips. "Is that a-" Sands cut himself short this was no time for gentle quips or wisecracks. He wanted to savour and have Jason know the strong effect he had on him and have him know that this was in a seriousness no games or attempts at finding a balance.
