Chapp33 Dark light
This is the final chapter thank you for all the reviews please keep them coming. The sequel should be out soonish hope to see you there! Oh if you're interested the title for this fic came from HIM's song Dark Light if you haven't heard it you really should download it it's an amazing song.
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Sands couldn't believe it this was actually happening. He had been accepted into the CIA to begin training. He had been worried they would refuse him entry based on his mental health. He didn't tell anyone that of course. There were a number of reasons behind why he would confide in any one about this the main reason being personal pride he refused to show any further signs of weakness he wasn't going to give anyone anything they could use as ammunition against him either now or in the future. He didn't voice his worry as voicing it made it sound and seem all he more real to him. His thinking seemed to be holding true as it turned out it wasn't a problem infact it was the very opposite his way of thinking was what gave him entrance into the company.
The power the company gave him deeply interested him. The only thing that concerned him was the idea of teamwork which was apparently a big part of the CIA but he sought reassurance in what he believed to the most important rule of the CIA that was not written down but was followed by every agent and officer, every man for himself. When the chips were down you got out saved your own hide…
There was an intensive training programme followed by a series of exams and tests. None of this worried Sands he was determined to do this show that he was worth something soon he could have the world thinking the way he did with just a bit of influence from him.
Doctor Ray came into the room smiled, "and the end is near and here we face the final the final curtain," he half sand, half said as he came in.
Sands stared at him as if he was totally off his head. "It sings to…oh golly I do wonder what else it can do," Sands said with a very slight smirk. Sands very rarely let his guard down around anybody but Doctor Ray had helped him he felt he could trust him slightly though there was no one except perhaps Jason that he felt he could fully trust.
Doctor Ray chuckled. "Don't think you are the only one around here who can quote do you?" he asked smiling.
Sands merited Doctor Ray with a slight laugh he found he had the tiniest smidgen of respect for the man. "O, beware, my lord of jealousy; It is the green-ey'd monster which doth mock the meat it feeds on," Sands quoted in response.
"Never thought I'd say this but part of me is gonna miss you," Doctor Ray confessed.
"Be still my beating heart you'll have me blushing in a minute," Sands teased. Although Sands did like Doctor Ray he still used teasing and quips as a way of dealing with compliments as it was not something he was used to receiving and so was not sure how to deal with them.
"Still I'm sure I'll be able to cope I'll still get to see you for check ups every six months," he said still smiling.
"Well you're just going to have to cope because I sure as hell don't plan on making anymore unscheduled visits, no offence," he said to him.
"I hope so too and likewise no offence," he said. He really did mean what he said he hoped he wouldn't see Sands apart from the visits he wanted things to keep going in the direction things seemed to be going for him.
"Ready?" Jason asked slipping into the room.
"Yes now come on lets be going," he said heading towards Jason.
Doctor Ray let another throaty chuckle escape him as Sands final parting response reached his ears, "Good night, good night! Parting is such sweet sorrow."
The meat it feeds on."
