Chapter 9

Ryan's p.o.v

Troy is silent all through the day, except for the occasional, "are you o.k." or "how ya doing". He's treating me like a baby and I don't know weather to be upset or grateful. When lunch comes, I decide to sneak off to the cabin, while troy is getting our food. As I walk through the grass, I look around at my favorite places to try to get an ounce of happiness for the day. But nothing works; I'm stuck in this black hole for the day. Did I make the right decision to tell Troy? I mean, if we're gonna have this relationship, then he should know about it, but maybe I scared him. He has been checking on me constantly, maybe if I didn't tell him then …. I don't know. That's the problem, I don't know anything. And to make matters worse I see Nicole walking towards me in the distant. O.k., maybe if I dodge off into one of these bunks then she won't see me….she waves….Fuck. Pretty soon, we meet up. She's smiling, oblivious to the pain on my face. She turns to walk my way.

"Hey Bryan" she says

"It's Ryan" I say in a cold dead voice. She doesn't get the hint

"Oh, whatever." She shrugs "look, I need you to tell me something. Do you think Troy's into me?" she ask

Oh my god, does she not see that now is not a good time? And to top it off, she's asking me if my boyfriend is "in" to her? Hell no he's not into you, bitch. Wait, wait, I can't get angry with her. For all she knows, troy is single. There is no way she can know about me or Gabbi, or else she wouldn't be hitting on him, would she?

"You know he has a girlfriend back home, right?" I ask

"Oh, yeah…Francesca" she says as she rolls her eyes

"Gabriella" I correct her

"Whatever. Back to the main point, is troy interested?" she ask

God, she is such a little slut!

"He has a girlfriend!" I state

"So what, I'm never gonna see him again! It's not like anything that happens here, will ever turn into anything serious!" she says

Before I have time to respond, she walks away towards the lake. Maybe she's right. Nothing that happens here will ever be serious. I'm almost at the cabin, when I feel Troy's arms wrap around me. He kisses the back of my neck.

"Where you going?" he ask as he moves to my side.

"I'm just gonna go lay down" I say, feeling a little frustrated

"Oh, great." He says "do you mind if I lay down too?" he ask, putting emphasis on the words 'lay down'.

Was he insane? Did he really think I would want to be touched at a time like this? Calm down, it's no way he can know how this feels and you've gotta learn how to move on. Troy loves you and would never hurt you. Just then, troy grabs my chin and turns my head to his, so that we're eye to eye.

"I love you and would never hurt you" he says.

I cant' help but laugh; it was like he was reading my mind. He looks like he's waiting for a response.

"I know." I say

And with those words, he presses his lips to mine. And right before I close my eyes, I see Nicole, behind troy, staring directly at us. FUCK. Before I can tell troy, he grabs my hand and runs to the cabin, dragging me along.

Troy's p.o.v

As soon as we get in the cabin, I throw Ryan on the nearest bed and begin taking his clothes off. I can't wait any longer. Screw the clothes, I crawl on top of him and slowly kiss his lips. Stop breath. You can't be rough this time, Troy. If you push too hard, Ryan could break. So I slowly kiss his lips and then his forehead and then his neck. After about two minutes Ryan grabs my hair.

"You don't have to treat me like a child. I can take more then you think" he whispers.

"Thank god" I say with relief. I didn't know how much longer I could do the whole 'slow and soft' routine.

I go back to ripping off his clothes, and for the first time, he starts to rip mine off to. He begins pulling my closer to him and sticking his hand in my boxers. I don't know if this is his way of letting off steam or what… but I'm definitely not complaining. He rolls on top of my and places his hand on my bare chest. He has a sly grin on his face, as he pulls out my cock and starts pumping it. He's hard and fast this time. I need something to touch, so I squeeze his shoulders and let him have me, for right now. He keeps moving his hand up and down, as he leans in and kisses me, hard. This is not my Ryan. I push him up.

"Ryan" I say through hard breaths and gasp

But he doesn't wanna hear it, so I keep my mouth shut. Why ruin the fun, I never can say when he'll be like this again. He keeps going until, my eyes roll and my toes curl. And I let out as much voice as I can muster and say his name. Once I'm back down to earth. I see his face, smiling at me. I yank his head down to me and show him how it's done. My tongue tastes every part of his mouth. Our bare chests are on fire when they touch. Ryan breaks away and gets up. He pulls me boxers and pants down to my ankles and spreads my legs. He slowly licks up and down my legs until he gets to my hottest spot between my legs. He slowly licks around my penis and begins, nibbling around my balls. I can't contain it and I let out a loud

"FUCK!"

I hear Ryan laugh and he goes back to sucking and licking me in places that I never thought pleasure could come from. I don't know what's up with Ryan, but at the moment, I love it. I pull his entire body back on top of me

"Round two" I say

I'm about to return the favor to Ryan, when the door swings open.