Chapter 13
Hey um I was listening to speed of sound by cold play when I wrote this. Just so you know.
Ryan's p.o.v
My head is pounding from where Troy hit me. I refuse to believe all of this is happening. Nope, it can't be true. I did not just start a fight and I did not just hurt Troy. When I wake up, it'll all be a dream. I laugh. I get up from the bed and walk to the bathroom, making sure not to wake the sleeping counselors. I open the door and turn on the light. I walk to the mirror and examine the damage. Not much, just a small mark, that will probably end up as a bruise. I run some cold water over my hands and close my eyes. What have you done Ryan? God, why must you fuck everything up? Troy loved you…no he didn't. He couldn't, or else he would never be able to do that to me. Then again I guess I'm not that innocent. I did tell Mark to cuddle with me. I'll admit, he kissing me was too far and I told him not to touch me too much. I just wanted troy to be jealous, not hate me. Hey, if he didn't love me, he would've let Mark have me. He wouldn't try to fight him or come looking for me! Ryan, god you just ruined a good thing! But what was up with him grabbing me like that? If that's the type of relationship he wants than this isn't gonna work out. Go figure, as soon as I decide to open up, I go right ahead and fuck it up. I love Troy, and I can't deny that anymore. I'm just gonna have to get over him and close myself up again. I hear the door shut and I open my eyes. I see Troy in the mirror. He's frowning. Fuck. I prepare my self for a fight as he walks to me. I swing at him, but he catches my arm and pulls me to him. His face is red and there are tears in his eyes. He leans in close and kisses me on the lips. A soft kiss.
"I'm still not letting you go" he says
Wow. Does this mean he forgives me and that I should forgive him?
"Look, if you're..."He cuts me off by covering my mouth with his.
He lets go of me and wraps his arms around me. I throw my arms around him and return the kiss. He lifts me onto the counter and begins taking off his shirt. I start to unbutton mine. He leans in and kisses me again. His tongue moves slowly, he's savoring the taste of me. He looks me in the eyes.
"I love you" he says
"I know" I respond.
He begins kissing my neck.
"I'm sorry, Troy" I say through heavy pants
He looks up at me.
"I know" he says and goes back to kissing my neck. I feel like screaming, not just from pleasure, but from the fact that he still loves me. I grab his hair and pull his head up. I look into his eyes. I love him. I push him away and jump off the counter. I push him into a wall and begin kissing him. We move faster now. He swings me into the shower and he both fall to the floor. He gets on top of me and rams his mouth on mine. His tongue moves wildly now. I run my fingers through his hair. He moves down and starts kissing my chest, stopping in certain places to suck or kiss. His kisses send shivers through my spine. This is different, we're both rough. Because we're both frustrated and neither one of us can get a break. But we both know that we'll always have each other. Troy moves farther down my body until he reaches my pants. He looks up at me and smiles. He slowly unbuttons my pants and slides them down to my ankles. He bites the top of my boxers and pulls them down with his teeth. I'm dying from the frustration. He comes back up and kisses me. He makes his way back down my body. He grabs my penis and slowly begins taking it in his mouth. God. He moves his mouth up and down, stopping only to take breaths. My hips begin to thrust forward on there own. He goes faster. I bit my lip to contain a scream that would wake the entire cabin. I reach out my hands to grab something...anything. I need to hold something to know that this is real. He notices my face and begins moving faster. His tongue runs smooth, like water. I'm about to yell but he throws his hand over my mouth. I come in his mouth, it's heavy. He comes back up a minute later and kisses me. He's breathing heavy and fast. He gets up. He reaches his hand out to help me up. I grab my clothes and we walk to the counter. As I get dressed Troy looks at me.
"What?" I ask
"Just looking" he says
"Not like it's your first time seeing me naked or anything." I say
"Yeah I know, you're just… I love you" he says.
He walks over to me and grabs my shirt out of my hand. He kisses me. I wrap my arms around him. He kisses me harder and begins unzipping his pants. Just then, there's a knock at the door. Troy looks down and sighs loudly.
"I have the worst luck" he whispers.
"Uh, one second" I call out.
I grab my shirt and throw it back on. I kiss troy lightly.
"Sorry" I whisper
He grabs my hand and we go back to our beds. Passing a counselor whose to sleepy to notice that we were both in the bathroom together. I lay on my bed and give Troy another kiss. That's when I notice the new stuff by the bed no one was in. its bags and clothes. I try to make out the figure in the bed. When did they get here? They must've just got here….yesterday. Oh, fuck…its Mark. Mark is in OUR cabin.
So what do you think? Do you like it? I know it's too short, but the next one will be longer. It was meant to be a shorter chapter. And no, the entire issue is not completely resolved. Luv ya
