Last chapter sucked. Let's try this again.

Where am I? Am I dead? No. I know I'm not. I must just be asleep. That's not fair. I was supposed to die. Why didn't I die? Did I cut my wrists wrong? Is there a wrong way to cut them? No. I'm waking up! No! I don't want to wake! That means I'll have to leave my friends again! No! No!

Chazz flinched at the bright lights that shone down on him. He couldn't take being alive. He just wanted to leave everything behind. He looked up and saw the face of someone.

"Who are you?" he said in a low voice. He closed his eyes tightly as he spoke. He wasn't sure why it hurt him so much to talk.

"You're in the infirmary. You're lucky your friends found you. You would have died if they had waited any longer to look for you." She said.

Chazz looked at her. She didn't understand that he didn't want to be alive. He just wanted to die and be at peace.

"Where are my friends?" he said in a whisper.

"Do you want them? I'm not supposed to bring them down until you're a little better, but I guess I can make an exception. I guess you want to see them don't you?" the nurse left.

Chazz rested in the comfortable bed. He suddenly realized that he was seeing everyone again. They knew that he tried to commit suicide. What would they say to him? How was he supposed to tell them about what his brothers said? He knew that if he didn't tell them about his brothers and sent them away he would probably try to kill himself again. If he did say something then his friends would want to do something about it and talk to his brothers. Chazz knew his brothers could hurt them more then anyone and he didn't want to see his friends hurt. He tried to put his hand on his head and realized that it was hooked to an IV. He looked at his wrist and saw the pink, sensitive skin there. He shuddered as he thought of the night before. He was so close. So close.

"Chazz?" someone said in a small voice.

He looked up and saw all his friends standing at the door. Jaden stood in front of everyone with Banner next to him. Alexis was a little behind Banner with Bastion standing next to her and Syrus to his other side. There was an awkward silence between everyone.

"You idiot." Alexis said breaking the silence.

The look on Chazz's face was pure shock. He didn't expect that. Then he thought about Alexis's attitude and realized it was something she would say. He watched as everyone shuffled in the room next to his bed. Poor Syrus's face was filled with tears. Chazz was so sad to see his friend like that.

"I'm really sorry." He said.

"Sorry? That's all you have to say to us? We saw that on the wall written in your blood! We know you're sorry! Try saying something else!"

Alexis's words were a lot for Chazz to handle. He looked at his friends with a sad face.

"What else can I say? I'm sorry."

"Why don't you explain to us why you told us not to be your friends anymore?" Bastion asked him.

This was the moment Chazz was dreading. He didn't want to tell them the truth. He couldn't. His brothers would find out and hurt his friends. He was just trying to protect them but he couldn't tell them that. He knew that they would want to see his brothers. What could he do?

"I just…I can't." he said. Then he regretted saying it. He knew it was a mistake the minute it came from his mouth.

"You can't? What's going on, Chazz? Why can't we be your friends?" Banner asked.

"You…you don't need me. You'll be fine without me." Chazz said.

"You're more needed than you think, Chazz! It's not like we don't like you! Why are you doing this? You know we care about you! You said it yourself. We care about you more than your own brothers do! Your own flesh and blood! Why don't you want to be with us anymore?" Syrus begged.

He almost fell but Jaden quickly caught him. He dragged the younger boy to a chair and sat him down. Chazz's heart broke as he saw Syrus so upset. He knew they cared about him. He knew that already. He knew they wanted him and needed him. But he also knew something they didn't. If he were going to stay friends with them then his brothers would hurt them.

"I just can't! I can't!" Chazz shouted.

"Fine."

Everyone looked over at the harsh words Banner spoke.

"Fine, Chazz. I don't understand it and I don't want to. We tried our best. I guess you just don't understand the meaning of loneliness." Banner walked out of the room and stalked down the hall. The others looked at him then back at Chazz. Afterward they followed the teacher.

"No. I'm sorry." Chazz whispered into the air.

Not what Banner would say but I needed to end it somehow. Let me know what you think!