Walking inside, Paige reached over flipping the light switch, and shivered,"Damn Dylan must have been here with the air blasting,"
I smiled.
She bit her bottom lip as she wrapped me in her arms once more,"warm me up?"
No one has ever gotten to me the way that she does, I felt the warmth of her lips against mine. First my top lip then bottom,moving painfully slow driving me crazy with every single touch.Kissing one another so very deeply, I can hardly tell me from her anymore,so incredibly lost in this moment in this woman,this feeling, hell THESE feelings. I just
"hun," Paige breaks away momentarily,giving just one last peck of a kiss ,then licking her own,"as much as I am so loving this it is cold and we are soaked so come up to my room and let's get changed k?"
I nod, I can't find the words. She smiles taking my hand in her own again and leading me upstairs. There is nowhere I wouldn't follow her,through burning desert sands,crawl through shards of glass and swim through a lake of alcohol, just to look upon her face.
We get upstairs,I'm still speechless,breathing is was too fast and hard to come by,as we stop in front of Paige's closet."Oh here hon, Dylan left this but it would be so cute on you," She hands me an oversized hoody and I start to pull it on,"Wait,hun,"She reaches her hand to stop me and I shiver as her fingers tuck beneath my tank,"don't put it on over this wet thing"
I smile a little thinking she's right, but before I can even move she begins to lift my shirt,I take in a deep breath thinking to myself,"Oh. My ...Sweet mother of. Pearl.' I instinctively raise my arms up letting her lift my top completely off me. I hear a gasp," Oh Lex,"
I wrinkle my brow ,confused. I tremble very hard as I feel her fingertips on my abs.
"You are . Ale..Lex. You. I you're I mean. damn."She takes on step closer to me and breathes deep as her fingers trail over my stomach near my belly button,"You look, you're oh . I "
Our eyes look in each others stare, I reach and slowly lift the little shirt that Paige is wearing,she slowly takes her hands from my waist to lift them over head allowing me to remove,"and Paige," I manage to breath.
"Yeh?" There was a hitch in her breath.
Now the first and almost only thing I can think is to pull her gorgeous body close to mind and ravish her mouth with my own,feeling everything that we CAN.Something stopped me, telling me this was too important. I put an arm around her waist and give her a soft slow kiss,and grab the hoody and another shirt that Paige was getting out for herself and all the while kissing her begin to walk toward the bed,she puts her arms around me and walks backwards moving in sync with me til we reach the bed. She sits carefully on the edge, and I hesitantly pull out of the kiss,placing another on her lips,before sitting down next to her. I pull the hoody on and it pains me to see the look of disappointment in her eyes as she somewhat reluctantly pulls on her own shirt,I can see question and possible worry behind those beautiful eyes.
I gently held her hands in mine, trying to slow my breathing,"Paige."
"Alex are you upset with me?"
"What? Oh Paige no nononononoo I just wanted to talk to you for a second k?"
"I was worrying because like,"
"Um Paige,did it feel like was upset or anything remotely close to a bad thing?"
She shook her head slowly.
"I don't know exactly how or where to start but, obviously there is something other than feelings of friendship between us."I pause only to breath and she gives me a kinda 'well duh' look,"anyway I have been wanting to tell you this for so long, but well since you pretty well probably know and ," I swallow hard practically a gulp,"Well. shit. alright look. I love you ."
Silence.
Just before I freak out, she leans over kissing me softly," I couldn't be happier about that Lex."
'Shit, I think, soo I was hoping for an I love you , but at least this is going well and ya know maybe just maybe this is new to her, you've been thinking and dreaming about Paige for what feels like forever but maybe ya know she just started thinking about you like this or maybe just..'
"you , Alex."
"HUH?" I wrinkle my brow did she say something, k I was a bit lost in my own thoughts but.
She giggled a little.
"C'mon Paige what did you say?"
"I love YOU Alex."
"Youlove Me?" I clear my throat,"You um you love me?"
"yes my adorable lil squeaky voiced lover, I do."
I nudged her with my shoulder over the whole squeaky voice thing, but smiled as she wrinkled her cute little nose and placed her forehead to mine.
"I mean hon, don;t get me wrong this wasn't exactly an easy decision to come to , because I debated all over the place with myself over my sexuality ,reputation,the squad,and you,every single thing I thought about Lex ended with you,no matter what I thought about it came down to you,and I realized that is all that matters,you and I love you, and when we kissed earlier, I felt absolute confirmation that nothing mattered beyond this. You're way more than my co-worker and friend, I love you Alex Nunez and I don't really give a shit who knows."
I was at once speechless,lovestruck , impressed and so proud of Paige, normally other people's opinions meant a lot to her. Then almost as though she'd read my mind,"umm hon your opinion is it, and you love me so that means the world."
"I can't even begin to tell you Paige,I just. damn it's .. I love you Paige Michalchuk and YOU are MY world."
She smiled so sweetly as she took my face in her hands,"So come here and love me baby,"as she leans back on the bed kissing me so softly.
