(Paige's POV)
I feel her hand behind my neck cradling me gently, I always could see the softness in Alex. I'm sorry it has taken so long for these feelings to be realized and shared with one another, but I'm so thankful we know it now. When I first saw her I'll admit I felt a strange stirring within me. I was a little afraid, but drawn to her at the same time. Now, did it ever occur to me that there was a physical attraction, maybe more? Please, the old Paige wouldn't have spoken to her or any of the people she ran with and if I did, well it would have been less than polite. I've always been afraid to be me I guess, felt this overwhelming need to be liked, to fit the status quo or whatever, I just. Oh God, I'm sorry but how am I supposed to think about anything when I feel these hands on me. Part of me wants to completely ravage her, to yell out that I want her, I have for so long, I don't wanna wait any longer. Then again there is a part of me that wants and needs to just be held here in her arms. all of the time that I have been what you would call "popular", through all of "Paige Michalchuk's misadventures in romance " I have never , not even once, felt more wanted, needed , especially loved. I love the way she looks at me, the way she touches me, and oh how she kisses me.
"oh Alex," I let slip out burying my face in the warmth of her neck. I feel those lips graze my collarbone and my eyes close on their own a surge of heat throughout my body, I cling to her feelings I never dreamed of flooding my body. I can't be close enough, I try to pull her closer but she hesitates for just a moment. I love that she is so gentle, but wonder if she maybe feels this urgency. I feel her start to give in to my urgings slowly moving closer, I relax as she settles against me her legs coming to rest between my own,holding onto one another practically melting into this moment, into one another. My hand moves almost on its own my fingertips slip beneath the top she's wearing, I'd almost swear I felt her shiver against me as I place my hand against the small of her back. I slowly slip my other hand up,running my fingers through her hair before tangling my fingers in her hair sort of gripping loosely.
I let out a sigh,"Lex," I barely manage to whisper,and as she looks at me a tear falls from her eye landing on my cheek,she brushes it away quickly, but gently with her thumb.It takes all I have to speak , my brow wrinkling as I look into those deep gorgeous brown eyes,"Baby, are you alright?"
She sort of hesitates a moment,just long enough for me to worry how I could make her cry,then kisses me softly,before leaning back and smiling,"so much more than."
I turn my head a little and kiss the palm of her hand ,still against my face." I love you ,Alex."
She leans in kissing me tenderly,before whispering in my ear," I love YOU Paige."
k this may be a bit on the short side too, but there are things going on that require more of my attention than I would like. I promise to continue though, hope you enjoy. If you're still reading Thanks for sticking in here with me :)
