((Hey everyone! Srry bout the wait. This chapter contains a poem that I wrote. I own none of the characters. Hermione is a little OOC but I made her with some of my personality. Pleaz read and review if u like my poem!))

DracoIsMyFerret

HERMIONE'S JOURNAL AND A SURPRISE

Re-Cap

Voldemort was happy she was on their side. She would have done them some good on the other side. But he had her. And no one else did. "Very well done. Now the meeting is over you may all go back to your homes. Lucius and Draco. Treat her well and make sure no harm comes her way or else you'll be blamed for it!"

Lucius bowed his head. As did Draco. They walked over to Hermione but Hermione walked up to the Dark Lord, "Good day my Lord!" He smiled at her and kissed her hand. Hermione blushed and walked back to the Malfoys. Draco wrapped his arm around her waist protectively.

Hermione smiled at the night's events. Draco was so curious about where she learned the spells that she asked, "Where did you learn all of those spells?"

Hermione looked at him and smiled, "They're ancient spells that only people in my family know and can do. They're in a different language. But I translate them so you know what they mean in English."

Draco smirked and they apparted back to Malfoy Manor.

Hermione was thinking the same thing the entire time, "It's so good to be me!"

Present

Hermione and Draco arrived back at Malfoy Manor with his father, Lucius, trailing behind them. Draco looked at Hermione as she walked ahead of him, "Hey, Hermione you want to stay over here tonight? You can stay with me in my room if you want!" As he said this he had Hermione pinned up against a wall and was kissing her neck.

Hermione smiled and pushed him off of her, "Sorry, Draco, but I really must get back to MY manor. I do need some rest." She started playing with his necklace as she pushed herself up against him. She smiled to herself as she felt something against her stomach, "I mean after our little… well… exercise this afternoon and after having to show the Dark Lord my powers does cause a woman to tire out," she started to kiss his neck but stopped after a few seconds, "Well, I must leave. Bye babe." She turned around and walked out of the library to his room where her baby tiger cubs were located.

She arrived in his room and grabbed her cubs and was about to head out when she saw a notebook on his desk. She walked over to it and picked it up as she set the cubs down on the floor. She opened it up and discovered it was his journal.

Hermione was deciding whether or not to read it, 'It is his own personal business. But what if he wrote down something about me in it? Well, it's worth the read. But what if he walks in on me?' Hermione kept thinking about it. Finally she decided to read it, but just one page.

She opened the rather large book to the first page.

JANUARY 29TH, HOGWARTS: YEAR THREE;

"I cannot believe I am actually writing in this bloody thing. It seems to be to girly for me. But oh well. Might as well, I've got nothing better to do in this sodding place. This school is a complete disaster. There is no respect here. Especially not with that saint Potter running around with that Weasel and that… stupid, bitchy mudblood! That filthy, little mudblood punched me in the nose yesterday. Father, bought the Ministry of Magic into sentencing that bloody chicken to death. But couldn't buy them out to sack that big oaf, Hagrid. But oh well that bloody chicken is to be sliced. Father said I could keep the head.

Potter will no doubt be there to give moral support to that oaf. Granger and Weasel to. Granger thinks she is so smart. My father beat me yesterday for not being as smart as her and as he says not "Leaving Her In The Dirt". Oh, well, he's just a sodding prick anyway……."

Hermione was amazed, 'Lucius beat Draco?'. She quickly flipped to another page that was near the back. It was the page when Draco and his parents first found out that SHE was the Calaway child.

JUNE 28TH;

"It is unbelievable that Hermione "MUDBLOOD" Granger, is really Hermione "Most powerful HOTT lass" Calaway. I always thought she was good looking but bloody hell now she is gorgeous. But now I can bed her without feeling ashamed of myself. She appears to be a good lay. I can't wait until I do bed her. Then I can tell everyone that I had sex with the hottest babe in England before dumping her and breaking her heart…."

Hermione couldn't believe what she just read. Draco only wanted to have sex with her then dump her. She dropped the book back on the desk. She was angry. Suddenly she felt her eyes turn eerie green as green flames shot out of her eyes. They burned a whole in the desk next to the book.

Tears fell from her eyes. She couldn't stand it. Tear after tear started falling from her cheeks. She carefully picked up Tyler and Taylor before storming out if his room to his library where the fireplace was. She was in too much grief to apparate. She grabbed some floo powder and was about to step in when Taylor started to lick away her tears. She smile and kissed her head. She raised her hand, "Calaway Mansion."

Calaway Mansion

Hermione put the cubs in their separate little beds that the house elves laid out for them at the foot of her bed and went to her bathroom.

She ran herself a shower. She was upset.

VERY upset.

She thought he loved her. But she was wrong.

Hermione hopped into the shower. The hot water fell over her body caressingly. She felt wonderful standing there. Showers always made her feel better. But she felt some tickly at her feet. She looked down and saw that Taylor had jumped in with her and had her paws on Hermione's feet. Hermione just laughed as Taylor played with her toes.

Hermione quickly washed her hair and got out of the shower and rapped her towel around her. She picked up Taylor and wrapped a little towel around her drying her off as she walked into her bedroom.

Hermione sat her down on the bed and changed into her pajamas that consisted of baggy, black spandex shorts and belly showing green tank top.

Se got under the covers of her bed and grabbed her quill and journal from her night stand. She opened it up to a fresh page and started to write some poetry.

I knew I was great,

I knew I was strong.

But then something happened,

Something went wrong.

That day started out great,

Until I found out the news.

That I wasn't a Granger,

The name I was brought up to use.

But I was really Hermione Calaway,

I was rich and dark like my family name.

I knew from then on,

I would never be the same.

I became even more powerful,

Then I ever was before.

So I just let my spirit fly,

I just let it soar.

Then I met Malfoy,

The evil git from school.

But the one I saw wasn't too bad,

He actually appeared to be cool.

If he'll love me,

& I hope he will,

Life will be good,

Time will stand still.

I thought I had found him,

I found my true love.

And I had hoped Draco felt the same,

But if not I would have to rise above.

But I have discovered,

With one long sigh,

That he didn't love me,

And that our relationship was a lie.

But I know what I'll do,

I know what I'll say.

"You shouldn't have lied to me,

On that one beautiful day."

But I'll be fine,

As far as I can see.

The Dark Lord does love me,

So I could be the new Queen.

The Dark Lord approves,

And he does admire.

But if I become queen,

I will torture that one liar.

I know that I'm evil,

I know that I'm mean.

But you better watch out,

That's not all to be seen.

I'll help my Lord with Potter,

I'll help him with the others.

But they'll all soon be hidden,

Hidden under their covers.

Since the chance at peace is now over,

I would like to say,

"I'm sorry, Potter, the war's coming,

& we will be the ones to win that day."

JUNE 30th

HERMIONE GRANGER

Hermione read her poem over and over again hoping that what she had read in Draco's diary was a lie and that she could wake up from that nightmare. But eventually she realized the truth. She wasn't going to wake up. For she was already awake. This was the truth. She was already there.

Hermione was confused and hurt all at the same time. Sure it would an honor for a guy if he slept with her. No wonder Malfoy wanted to have sex with her then dump her just for the luxury of doing so. How could she have thought he had changed! He was Draco Lucius Malfoy for Pete's sake. No matter how much she knew that she should have realized it, it still hurt to know she fell for him and he only wanted to get in her pants. So, Hermione decided to write another poem. This was going to be about her broken heart. This was going to be how she felt. She picked her pen back up and let her hand jot down her thoughts. And Feelings.

MY HEART

Everyday I hear it beating,

The soft rhythm of my heart.

But the man I gave it to,

Just laughed and tore it all apart.

I think of him,

Day and night.

I dream of him hurting me,

And I wake up with a fright.

He said he loved me,

And I wanted to believe.

But he broke my heart,

And me he did deceive.

I can't believe he did this,

He took me all apart.

I wish I could take it back,

So I could still have my heart.

I no longer hear it beating,

Softly inside my soul.

But when I listen now,

There's nothing there but a whole.

I don't know how this happened,

To a person such as me.

But it did happen and I now know,

Life has some secrets that no one can see.

But at night,

When I am all alone,

I hear my heart slightly beating,

And the truth is to be known.

Life will go on,

This I know.

But I don't want to be alone,

That just pains me so.

I'm empty and hollow,

But I know of one thing.

That the pain of my heart,

Will always be there inside of me to sing.

Since he hurt me,

I've made a choice.

I'll talk to him,

Make him hear my own voice.

I don't need him,

I really don't.

But if he tries to get me back.

I won't listen to him, I just won't.

Now that I know this,

I hear my heart.

It tells me I'll be ok.

I won't fall part.

Now I can listen,

Without any fear.

My heart never left me,

It was always here.

JUNE 30th

HERMIONE GRANGER

Hermione smiled to herself and set her journal onto the night stand next to her bed. She rubbed her dark mark as she laid down.

As she laid in bed her thoughts went amuck. 'I don't need him. He doesn't deserve me. If all he wanted was a good lay, well he got it. Now he can leave me alone. I have other things to attend to.' Hermione thought about everything. She thought of her problems and couldn't deny one thing.

When she had problems Harry and Ron were always there to comfort her. They always told her everything was ok. She missed that. She missed them. She wanted her old life back. So she had to make a choice. Betray the Dark Lord, or go back to Dumbledore and her true friends.

Hermione sat up in her bed and walked to her window seat and sat down looking out the window. She was thinking of her choices. She didn't know what she wanted to do. But then Taylor jumped onto her lap. And soon after Tyler did as well.

They comforted her. She rubbed their heads and suddenly knew what she was to do. It was as if they had helped her figure it out. She knew what she was destined to do, "Thank you guys. I don't know how but you seemed to have helped me decide what I should do." She realized that they weren't the only thing to tell he what to do, "But, I think that inside I always knew what the right thing was for me to do."

She looked into Taylor's eyes and saw something there. She wasn't no ordinary cub, "Who or what are you?" Suddenly the cub transformed into something more.

She transformed into a…………..

((TEEHEE! SRRY! You have to wait for both the cub and the choice Hermione made. Srry. Don't mean to make you all mad LOL. Pleaz review. Srry it was so short but it wouldn't be fun if it wasn't. I'll add another chapter as soon as I can.))

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