October 7th, 2001

Dear Diary,

I dreamt of Riku Last night… he was dressed in black and I in white. We were like night and day, complete opposites… I called out to Riku… I wanted him to be near me… Maybe together we could find… him. I reached out farther; as far as I could… but it wasn't far enough… he just couldn't reach me.

"RIKKKKKKKUUUUU! NOOOOOOO!" I Screamed.

I woke up just then. Don't you hate it when your dreams and your life feel so similar? Not even in my dreams can I find an ounce of peace….

Poor Riku… he is in pain… so much pain….