Chapter 6

On Monday morning Olivia made everyone breakfast. She knew Amanda was nervous even though she continued to entertain Noah. She wasn't eating so Olivia sat down and pushed her plate closer. She knew Amanda wasn't Lucy or Noah, but she was so young. The mother's instinct was there to take care of her, but after that bold kiss, she wanted so much more. She didn't know if Amanda would resist her help or like it if she told her what to do. She didn't know Amanda at all.

Amanda gave her a look that Olivia couldn't really read. She pulled the plate closer and started eating, which prompted Noah to start eating. Olivia grabbed her things to leave and Noah clung to her leg. "Hey, come here, big boy." Olivia picked him up, "Amanda and I are going to a meeting and when we get done, we are coming straight here to swim with you." Noah's mouth and eyes smiled. He looked at Amanda for clarification and she nodded. She handed him to Lucy and they headed out.

Amanda waited until they were in the car and she kissed her without warning. Olivia felt the power behind it, like Amanda wanted all of the control. When she pulled away from Olivia's lips, she put her head back and let out a breath. Olivia could see her shoulders relax. "Amanda, do you want to tell me what that kiss was about?"

Amanda wasn't used to someone trying to take care of her, but she started by asking her for help. "I'm not used to that." Olivia thought she knew what she was talking about but waited for her to explain. "I know I asked for your help, but I'm not your kid."

Olivia smiled, "Believe me that kiss tells me you aren't, but I still want to love you and take care of you. When you're sick I want to bring you chicken noodle soup and I expect the same. It doesn't have anything to do with your age, let that go." Amanda couldn't believe what she heard. Did Olivia love her? "I know I said a lot. Let's deal with this situation and see where we stand."

Neither one had time to think about what was going on personally between them, they had a serious situation going on. Olivia watched the Commissioner look over the evidence of his crooked police officers. He passed Amanda her phone after having all transfers made. "Sadly, I don't think you're the first, Detective Rollins. You will be the last."

He wanted Amanda to agree to meet them and he wanted Olivia to run it. "I'll give you a new team, I don't trust the rest. The plan was to set up video surveillance in the hotel room while Olivia and the rest of her team would watch and take them when it was close. As much as Olivia wanted to protect her, she learned quickly and she didn't baby her.

Olivia drew up the plan while he pulled files of detectives. Amanda was terrified, but she had talked so much shit, she didn't want to tell Olivia the truth. She told her she wasn't a baby, she had to do it.

Olivia looked at the names and pulled two, Detective Reese Taymor and Detective Blake Harris. Reese looked young and when she checked, she was younger than Amanda. Olivia thought it was good she wouldn't be connected with Patton or Reynolds, that was her fear, a leak.

Harris was in a new unit with cybercrime. He was young too, but he would be great with surveillance. Olivia handed back the files, "Commissioner, I can't use the rest." He sighed and told her he wanted one more. Olivia asked him to hold on and made a phone call. "Fin, I need your help."

Olivia made dinner while Lucy and Noah changed from a day of swimming. Amanda had been quiet, too quiet. Olivia knew she was scared. Amanda was so strong willed and stubborn. When she heard the knock, she knew who it was. "Noah, get the door!"

Noah ran quickly. He loved opening the door, but he was never allowed. Lucy was right behind him, making sure he was safe. "Uncle Fin!" Olivia smiled, he loved him so much.

Fin picked him up and spun him around. "Hey buddy! You left me and didn't take me on vacation."

Noah hugged him and wiggled to get down. He showed him his toys and told him about his time so far. "Uncle Fin, fro da ball wit me." Fin tossed the ball so it went right into the mitt for a perfect catch. Olivia scolded both of them saying no ball in the house. They both frowned like kids. She noticed Amanda wasn't laughing.

They enjoyed dinner together. Amanda and Fin got along great. Fin was reading Noah a bedtime story, Lucy was on FaceTime with Peter and Olivia tried not to eavesdrop. She made a note to talk to her about boys. She wasn't sure she was ready for a hotshot baseball player.

She saw Amanda wiping the counter. Olivia approached her, "Do you want to tell me what's wrong?" Amanda looked up. Her eyes were sad and gave away her feelings.

Amanda folded the towel, "I don't know what you're talking about, I'm fine." Amanda lied, she wasn't fine. She didn't want to be alone in the room with them. She trusted Olivia, but she worried. What if she just couldn't save her?

Olivia followed her to the family room. "I don't like you not being honest. I get it, you don't want me to coddle you. You're a strong willed person, but we can't start a relationship by lying."

Amanda's strong attitude came out, "What the fuck are you talking about? What relationship? We're not in a relationship." Olivia knew she wasn't a kid, but her mouth was awful. Her face showed disappointment.

Amanda saw Olivia's face change and welcomed the interruption from Fin. "Okay, why am I here?" Olivia smirked at Amanda and she knew she would pay for that tantrum. Olivia went through the situation. "So it's going down tomorrow night?" Olivia nodded. Fin wasn't sure about Amanda, he could even see the signals of fear.

Olivia stood up, grabbed blankets and a pillow. "Fin the couch is yours. Amanda you're with me." Amanda fake smiled and told Fin goodnight.

Fin smiled, "You like her." It wasn't a question, but the next thing was, "Liv, are you coming back?"

That was going through her mind a lot. Fin was her family. "I don't know. Everything is different. Would you still love us and be our family?" Fin couldn't believe she was even asking and hugged her, saying of course. Things were changing fast. Olivia had just asked Fin for an "okay" if she decided to stay in Atlanta.

She walked into her empty bedroom. The bathroom door was cracked just enough to see the light and she heard the shower. She opened the door slowly seeing Amanda in the glass shower, leaning forward with her hands pressed against the tile. Amanda had a small frame, but she could see the muscles in her arms and legs. She definitely had a cop's body.

She smiled at first, then she heard the crying. She tried to be so strong, but Olivia had to let her know she didn't have to hide her feelings with her. Olivia stripped and took a chance. When Olivia opened the door Amanda turned quickly wiping her eyes. She was shocked as she looked at Olivia's body. Olivia stepped forward and smiled seeing Amanda like what she saw. "You don't have to cry in the shower. You don't have to ever be afraid to cry in front of me."

Amanda wiped her eyes, "It's weak and I don't want to be weak." Olivia kissed her softly, not hard. She gently pushed her tongue parting her soft lips. She lifted her right leg and stepped in between her legs all while pushing her back against the wall.

Olivia stopped giving her a minute, "Amanda, you aren't weak. Don't ever think that." Amanda's face changed, "What are you thinking?" Amanda looked at her voluptuous breast and every curve in her body.

She felt Olivia's strength as she held her body up. She didn't need the shower wall. "I want you to fuck me." Olivia attacked her top lips and dropped Amanda's leg down. She licked her neck and moved right down the middle of her petite breast. She stopped and circled her pink nipples with her tongue making them erect and hard.

By the time she reached her stomach, Amanda was breathing so fast her stomach muscles were moving quickly. "Are you okay?" Amanda nodded and Olivia kissed the side of her belly calming her, because the next kiss would send her heart racing.

She moved to her lower lips and kissed her bare front. She used her tongue to massage her clit. Amanda's hands flew into Olivia's long brunette hair. "Fuck!" Olivia smiled as she threw her head back.

Olivia jumped up and kissed her lips hard as she pushed him one finger then two. "Shhh, it's okay. I've got you." Olivia pushed in and pulled out. Amanda grabbed Olivia's breasts and squeezed.

Olivia was getting wet watching her body react. Amanda's lower half tightened, gripping her fingers. "Hmmmm! Ahhhh! Liv! Fuck! I'm cu…!" Olivia figured out quickly that Amanda was a screamer and covered her scream with her mouth. Amanda's whole body shook uncontrollably and she wrapped her arms around her neck as her legs went limp. Olivia held her under the warm water. "Damn Liv, your fingers and tongue are magical."

Olivia kissed her and suggested they should get to bed because of the big day tomorrow. Amanda grabbed Olivia's arm, "Not until I fuck you senseless. You don't get off that easily."