Kirsten was in the hospital. The doctors were doing everything they could, but since they didn't have a clue about what caused all this, they didn't really know what to do. Kirsten's life was slipping away, so much they knew.

"We're losing her!" one of the doctors screamed.

Kirsten was surrounded by white once again. She was alone and she was scared, where was Sandy? She had a feeling he would show up. Someone tapped her shoulder and she quickly turned around only to see her father.

"Dad!" she said surprised. He smiled at her, "Hello Kiki"

"Dad what's going on? What am I doing here? Am I dead?" she had so many questions, and Caleb put up his hand to stop her.

"No, it's not your time yet. You are lovesick." He explained.

"I am what?" she asked confused, what the hell did he mean?

"Your love for Sandy is killing you. But you're not ready to die yet, there is still so much left for you to do. You need to take care of your sons and future grandkids." Caleb said.

"Before his death I didn't know love could kill you, but now I understand. The pain, the feelings, the guilt. I brought this upon myself right? I regret what I did, I really do. Can't Sandy fix this, somehow?" she had started to cry again. Caleb had never like his daughter being with Sandy, but now when he knew how much she loved him and cared about him, he hated himself for having been the world's biggest ass towards the man.

"I just talked to him, he wanted me to tell you that…" he remembered what Sandy had told him, and he knew he had to say this.

"Tell me what?" she urged him, desperately wanting to know what Sandy had come up with.

"Tell you that he still is you guardian angel, though you can't see him no matter how hard you try to summon him. But he thought that if you knew he is still watching over you, protecting you, it would help you move on" Caleb said, feeling a little guilty when he said it.

Back at the hospital, the screen now showed a flat line, the doctors tried their hardest to bring her back…

"You have to return to your body before it's too late. I love you Kiki" Caleb said as he grabbed her shoulders and kissed her forehead, then she disappeared. Caleb stood there alone before he looked up and saw Sandy appear in front of him.

"How did it go? Did she buy it?" Sandy said sadly and Caleb nodded.

Kirsten suddenly came back to life, the doctors couldn't believe it, but she was still weak, but the worst was over.

Out in the waiting room, Seth wasn't sitting with the others. Summer decided to go over to him, but she quickly came back.

"He told me to leave him alone. Poor thing, I hope she will be ok" Summer said sadly. A doctor came walking towards them.

"Kirsten Cohen's family?" he asked and they nodded, when Seth heard his mother's name, he hurried out of his chair and ran to the doctor.

"Is she ok?" he asked with a voice full of concern. The doctor didn't smile.

"The worst is past, she's asleep and very weak. We still have no idea what caused all this, it seems like some kind of shock." The doctor explained and Julie moved closer to him.

"Kirsten has lost her husband recently, do you think it has something to do with that?" Julie asked quietly. The doctor frowned.

"Well…it's possible, but I've never heard of it before" It started to beep from his pocket and he excused himself and left to go check on a patient.

Summer put her arms around Seth's waist. "She's going to be ok" she whispered over and over again as he wrapped his arms around her and cried. Ryan turned away from the heartbreaking scene. He said he was going to get some coffee and disappeared down the hallway. Marissa looked at Summer and Seth before hurrying after Ryan. She slid her hand into his and he looked at her thankfully. They kept walking in silence.

Julie sat down, she sat there alone, Summer and Seth was still standing up and she was all alone. Julie thought back on her life. First she'd lost Jimmy, the one man she really loved, then Caleb, she hadn't really really loved him, but she hadn't hated him either. She thought about what he had said that night by the pool.

"I really did love you, Juju" he had said.

"Ooh, past time that stinks" she had answered.

"Sorry, grammatical error"

Then Sandy had died, maybe they didn't always get along, but he was a great man. But she couldn't stand losing Kirsten, the one woman that had been there for her, she was the closest of having a friend Julie had ever had in Newport, but she had no idea how Kirsten felt about her.

"Mom, coffee?" Julie snapped out of her thoughts when she heard her daughter's voice. "Mom? Are you ok?"

"Yeah, I'm fine. Thank you" Julie said and took the coffee Marissa handed her. She looked around, Summer and Seth were now sitting down, Seth was resting his head on Summer's shoulder and he was still crying. She looked at him and tried to understand what he had gone through, she stopped herself, she didn't want to know, couldn't stand to think about it. A single teardrop found its way down Julie's cheek.

Kirsten slowly opened her eyes; the first thing she saw was a white light. 'Am I dead?', she thought, then something came between her and the light, she blinked and saw a doctor leaning over her.

"Welcome back Mrs Cohen" the doctor smiled. "How are you feeling?"

Kirsten opened her mouth to talk, her lips moved but there was no sound, she coughed.

"I'm sorry, I'll get you some water." The doctor said and hurried away and came back with a glass of cold water. He helped her to sit up so she could drink it.

"Thank you" she said in a raspy voice.

"Do you need anything?" he asked. She thought for a second

"I need to see my son. Can you go and get him?" she whispered. The doctor hesitated, he thought she was still too weak for visitors, but the look in her eyes told him he didn't have a choice, so he told her to wait a second and he walked out to get her son.

Ryan saw a doctor coming towards them; it was the same doctor as earlier.

"Kirsten Cohen's son?" he asked and Seth immediately looked up "Yes?" he said.

"Your mother wants to see you. Come with me" the doctor said and started to walk, and Seth hurried after. They reached Kirsten's room and the doctor opened the door for Seth to enter, he shouts the door, knowing Kirsten wanted a moment alone with her son.

"Mom, how are you?" Seth said weakly, Kirsten looked at him and smiled.

"I'm ok" she said and took his hand.

"What happened?" he asked and looked down on his shoes. Kirsten thought for a second, then she said teary "Can't you at least look me in the eye?"

Seth's gaze moved slowly from the floor and found his mother's eyes; they looked at each other, both with tears in their eyes.

"I can no longer see your father. I told him he can't be my guardian angel anymore, cause I couldn't stand to see him. Don't get me wrong, it was just so hard. But I just found out he still is my guardian angel, though I can't see him" she said and her free hand moved up to her throat, where she knew the angel necklace would be, but all she felt was her own cold skin. She looked at the bedside table, where the doctors had put her earrings, of course they had taken off her jewellery when they tried to bring her back, but the necklace wasn't there.

Then it hit her, she felt like an ice cold hand crushed her heart. If she didn't have the necklace anymore…she realized it had been a lie; Sandy was no longer her guardian angel. He had abandoned her, lied to her, and broken her heart.