A/N- I was thinking about this last night so I thought that I would make it a fic.

Disclaimer-I own nothing.

Love, Hurt and Confusion

Chapter 1

Harry walked out of the library, and was heading towards his common room. I can't wait, he said he had something really special planned for me. He anxiously walked up the stairs to his common room.

"Password?"Said a familiar voice.

"Wheezing Wizard Wheezes." Harry said simply.

He walked in and saw Ron sitting on the sofa. The common room was pretty abandoned.Harry walked up to him, and sat down next to him. "Harry," Ron said. He kissed his boyfriend.

"Ron, well you said you had something special planned?" Harry said.

"Yeah, hold on." Ron ran up the stairs to the dormitries. He returned a few minutes later with a bag. "Here ya go, open it."

Harry slowly opened the bag. There was a long velvet box in it. He opened it very slowly and very catiously. It was a gold chain with a lion head on it. He flipped it over and it said. I love you with every ounce of my being. Ron.

Harry smiled. "Oh, I love it Ron." He said and jumped on him.

"I knew you would" Ron replied.

"But this must of cost you a fortune." Harry said, softly.

"Oh not that big a deal only one hundred galleons." Ron said it like it was no big deal.

"WHAT?" Harry asked in an unbelievable like tone.

"Yeah, but you were worth it." Ron said, and kissed Harry. "Go ahead put it on."

Harry clasp the chain. "Well I suspect we should be heading down for dinner don't you think?" Harry asked.

They kissed and started to head down. They were holding hands when they walked into the great hall. Everyone was over the whole 'guys shouldn't date guys' thing. Harry and Ron were now on there first year anniversary, they were in seventh year. I love him so much, I can't believe he got me this. It is so beautiful, he must have saved up all of his money from his job this summer. I can't believe this.

They walked into the hall, and sat down. Hermione was already there, "Oh Ron, you gave it to them." Hermione had loved it when she found out that Ron and Harry were gay.

Flashback

"Hermione, me and Harry have something to tell you." Ron said.

"What?" She asked impatiantly, "I have loads left to do, for this."

"Me and Ron, are gay and are in love with each other!" Harry burst out. Hermione stood there open mouth in disbelief.

"Oh my God! Are you serious? I mean...wow." She was in shock.

"Yeah, we started dating a week ago, we didn't think it fair to keep you in the dark." Harry said.

"Wow, so it is going to be like have two girlfriends." She shrieked.

"Well, no were not girlie, Hermione." Ron said.

"Oh...right, " Her cheeks flushed. "Sorry," she looked back down at her book.

Harry and Ron laughed so hard they had tears coming down their faces. "Hermione, it's okay." Ron and Harry said at the same time.

"Stop doing that that," The had turned to each other and said it at the same time again.

"Me? You are doing it." They said together. They all three started laughing.

End flashback

They both sat down. Harry looked up and saw Draco Malfoy gapping at the pair. Harry just choose to ignore it. He is probably just thinking how disguesting me and Ron are. He enjoyed his meal with Ron, and Hermione.


Draco Malfoy sat at the Slytherin table, looking enviously at Ron and Harry. Weaselby doesn't even deserve to lick the mud off of Harry's quidditch boots, but yet they are together. It's been a year, and they are still going strong, not for too much longer. Soon Harry will be mine, and he will love me not Weasley.

"Are you okay Malfoy?" It was Blaise Zabini. "I mean are you imagining what life would be like with your beloved Harry Potter?"

"Your just mad because he's more of a man than you could ever be Zabini." He said smoothly.

"Harry, won't take you which will eventually lead you straight back to me. And, because I love you so much, I will take you back." He smiled. He leaned in to Draco's ear. "You'll regret ever leaving me." he whispered and licked Draco's earlobe. Draco moaned.

"God dammit Zabini stop it." Draco said. "You only care about me, because I am a good Shag."

"Not good, the best." He said.

Draco stood up and walked out of the great hall. I don't care what he says, I will never be back with him, I will have Harry all to myself, and no one will stop me!

He walked down to the dungeons and went to the entrance of the Slytherin common room. "Parseltongue" He said. The stoned moved and he walked into the common room. He sat in his favorite leather recliner, next to the fire. "I mean, all it will really take is a little time." He thought aloud. The stone opened again, and Pansy, and Millicent came in.

"Draco, what's wrong?" Pansy asked.

"Nothing." He lied.

"Draco, you know you are a terrible liar, come on me and Pansy want to help just tell us what is bothering you." Millicent said.

"I'm scared, about making my move for Harry, I mean, what if Zabini is right and he DOES reject me and I end up back with him?" He said all in one breath.

"You won't end up back with him." Pansy said. "Look Draco, you control your life, if you don't want to be with Blaise then don't, do you want to know what your problem is?"

"What?" He asked dreadfully.

"You think that you always have to be witha guy when you don't, I mean, I have an idea, IF and I mean a huge IF Harry does reject you, why don't you play the single field a little, you don't always have to be with a guy." Pansy said.

"Your right." Draco said softly realizing she was right. "I really hate it when you are right."

"I know, but hey its my job." She joked.

Draco walked up to the dormitry to go to bed. I really do hate it when she is right, God I really have to stop spending time with her, she knows me way too well. And at that he fell asleep.


Harry and Ron were lying next to each other exhusted. "Wow," was all Harry could say.

"Was it that good?" Ron teased.

"It was better then good, it was perfect." He said. Ron smiled and kissed Harry on the forehead.

"I love you with all of my heart Harry, I hope you know that." Ron said.

"I know, and I love you just as much."

Ron smiled. "Can you believe it has been a year?"

"No, it doesn't seem like I could be this happy." He said.

"I know, and YOU Harry, You Make me this happy" Ron said.

"You make me happy too." Harry kissed Ron.

"Well, you know Seamus, Neville, and Dean were nice enough to let us have time alone, maybe we should let them come back in, I mean this is their room too." Ron suggested.

They both got up and got dressed. They walked out of the dormitry together hand in hand, when they walked downstairs everyone was looking at them. "Ron, why is everyone starring at us?"

"I have no idea." Ron said softly.

"What's going on here?" Harry asked.

"Nothing," everyone said in unison.

"No, Hermione, what are you holding behind your back?" Ron asked.

"Oh, um, this old thing its from um, Seamus, confessing his undying love for me." Hermione stuttered out.

"Accio" Harry waved his wand and the note and package flew over to him. Harry looked at it, there was a card. He opened it.

My dearest Harry,

For too long I have sat back and watched you and Ron together, and everyday, everytime I see you together holding hands a little bit of me dies, I know it is your one year but I can no longer sit and watch this, I need to tell you that I love you, I just wish that one day you could feel the same way about me, and say those three little words back. I know that may never happen, so I leave you will this, meet me in the astronomy tower at midnight tonight, so we can talk.

Your secret Admirer.

"Harry why are you looking that, there is nothing on it. It is just a piece of parchment." Ron said.

"NO, there is writting on it." Harry said.

"Harry, there is no writing on it." Hermione said. "Thats odd."

"Yeah." Was all Harry said. Whoever this is, I need to meet them, and tell them to back off, because I love Ron not them.

"Harry, open the gift." Ron said. He did, it was a ring, and on the inner part it said, I will love you, until forever.(a/n- I love that song...Nick Lachey the theme song to newlyweds)

"Ron, did you send that?" Seamus asked.

"No, do you know who sent that?" Ron asked.

"Probably one of my admirers, you know I have tons of them." Harry just brushed it off, but wanted to know who this mysterious guy is.

At 11:00 he snuck out of bed, after making sure Ron was totally snoring, and was in his deep sleep. He crept up to the astronomy tower.


Draco made his way up to the astronomy tower at 11:30, just to be safe, in case Harry decided to go early. I can't believe that I actually sent him that, well it is too late to not do it, I mean if I don't do it he may think it was only a prank and ignore the rest of them, when I finally do get the courage to actually do this.

He arrived there and sat down, and waited.

"Are you the one who sent me this note?" he heard Harry say.

"Why, your early." He said smuggly.

"Malfoy?" He asked.

"Yes, me, I sent it, and no it wasn't a joke, I made it to where only you could see, so in case you didn't want me, Weasley wouldn't know a thing" Draco said.

"Why? You know we woulda broke up if he knew." Harry said.

"Yeah, I wanted you to choose me for me and not because you and Weasel are over." He said. "Harry, I have loved for so long, and I know I could treat you better than Weasley ever could, I mean come on, he doesn't deserve you, hell, I don't even deserve you."

"Then why are you here?" Harry asked.

"To show you what you could have." Draco said smuggly, he moved in towards Harry and pressed his lips against his. Harry stayed there, he didn't move. Is he liking this, I mean he isn't moving he is letting me kiss him Draco stuck his tongue into Harry's mouth and he glady excepted. God he is a good kisser! Draco pulled apart from Harry.

Harry looked at him confused. "Why did you do that?"

"Because, if you want more you have to prove it to me." Draco said.

"What do you mean?" Harry asked.

"You have to pick a fight with Weasel tomorrow at breakfast and make it public and loud call him a bastard look at me and wink, then if you do that meet me here tomorrow night, same time." Draco said.

"Okay, deal." Harry said. He turned to leave.

"Oh, and Harry dear..." Harry turned around and looked at him. "Don't worry, I won't tell anyone, I don't want to ruin yours and Weasels relationship."

Harry smiled and left. Draco smiled. This is going to be easier than I thought.


In the morning Harry woke up and quickly got dressed. So today is the day, I have to start thinking I mean I love Ron, but Draco Malfoy would have to be the hottest guy in this entire school...no this country...no this world!

"Harry are you okay?" Ron asked.

"Yeah," Ron went to kiss Harry, but Harry just dodged it. "Lets go to breakfast, I'm starved."

They walked down. They were silent the entire way down. They walked in they were a little late getting there, because the food was already up and everyone was already eating. They sat down. "Harry, Ron your late." Hermione said.

"Sorry Mione, I was up late." Harry said.

"I know, I heard you leave the dormitory last night, say around 11" Seamus said.

"Why on earth did you leave that late?" Ron asked.

Perfect time! "Ron you don't need to know everything I do, it's not like were married or anything." Harry said.

"Well excuse me for caring." Ron said.

"Your excused." Harry said. He stood up and started to walk away. Ron chased after him.

"Harry whats gotten in to you."

"Nothing, okay just leave me alone." Harry yelled.

"Harry quit being an asshole!" Ron yelled back.

"You are such a bastard!" Harry screamed. He looked at Draco and made eye contact and winked. Draco smiled.

"At least I know my parents yours were stupid and got themselves killed" Ron said loudly. Everyone gasp. Harry walked up to Ron and punched him in the face and just walked out. Wow, that was intense. Oh my god, what have I done? I love Ron, why am I doing this? I shouldn't be. Harry turned to walk back in and was met with Draco himself.

"Nice, well played, I really didn't think you would do it." Draco said.

"Me neither, it was easier than I thought it would be." Harry smiled.

"Okay remember same place, same time." Draco said. He leaned in very quickly and kissed Harry on the cheek and walked up the stairs.

"I will be there." Harry said.

"So is that what all of this was about?" He heard a voice say.

"Whose there?" Harry asked.

Blaise Zabini stepped out into the open. "So that stupid little slut left me for you? I really didn't think that he would get youI thought that he would be begging for me to take him back...But I guess he just whored himself out to you didn't he?"

"Why don't you shut your stupid ass up, evidently you don't treat him that well or else he wouldn't be trying to getwith me would he?" he said.

"No, but what would Ron think if be knew this?" Blaise asked.

"I would deny it and he would believe me because we love each other."

"You love him, and here you are...cheating on him with the biggest slut in the entire school."

"SHUT UP!" Harry punched Zabini in the mouth as hard as he could.

Blaise fell back and looked up in shock. "Are you actually getting mad over what I am saying...Did you actually punch me? DID YOU ACTUALLY PUNCH ME?" Blaise stood up and launched himself at Harry

Harry moved and pushed him to the ground by then people were starting to come out, so all the Gryffindors and Slytherins were crowding around them. "FIGHT, FIGHT, FIGHT." Everyone was chanting.

Harry was on top of Blaise beating him. Blaise pushed Harry off of him and punched him in the nose. OUCH! God dammit, what if he tells everyone what is going on would Ron believe me? Of course he would I mean I would just tell him that Blaise came on to me and that he was going to tell Ron, and I thought that he would be mad, makes sense doesn't it?

By then there were professors using various spells to get the two boys apart. They were both sent up to Dumbledore's office. They both sat in chairs next to each other silent. Professor Dumbledore walked in.

"What just happend you two?" He asked.

"Nothing." Was all both of them said they were both given detentions and sent back to there rooms.


Draco sat in his regular recliner and waited he had heard about Harry's and Zabini's fight. Blaise walked in. He jumped up.

"What are you playing at?" He yelled.

"You know, he is taken, but yet it isn't too late to come back to me." Blaise said.

"I will never go back to you don't you get that? I don't love you, and you have never loved me!"

"Draco, come on you know that is not true! You should know that I will always love you."

"You don't love me. You just love getting a fantastic lay every night."

"I can't argue with that."

Draco started walking up to the dormitory.

"Draco, please Harry is never going to leave Ron, I will change."

"I don't believe you, you have told me that plenty of times, and you always go back on your word, always. You don't care about me, and you can't sit here and say that you do."

"Your right, I never have cared about you." He said and walked up the rest of the way.

The words had hurt Dracobecause he had very muchloved Blaise and it aboutkilled him to tell him he wouldn't go back with him. Draco left. It was almost 11 so he walked up to the tower.

He sat down. "God, this is getting more and more complicated. What am I going to do?" He said softly.


Harry walked up to the common room. When he got in Ron was sitting in the arm chair. "Harry..."

"Stay away from me." He said.

"Harry, I'm sorry."

"Save it Ron. I get sick of you always asking where I am it is like you don't trust me. Then what you said..." He sat down.

"Harry, I didn't mean it. You have to believe me."

"I can't Ron, that was the most harsh thing you have ever said." Harry stood up to leave.

"Harry, I love you."

"Ron, at the moment I am having a hard time believing that." He left. He started making his way up to the atronomy tower.

When he got there Draco was already there. "What am I going to do?" He heard him say.

"Draco. What's wrong?" Harry asked.

"Nothing, I'm sorry, I have gotten you in to all of this I understand if you just want to leave it at this."

"Draco, no, I can't lie, I do like you and I don't know."

"Well, lets just see where things take us for now."

Just then Ron came in. "Harry look I'm-" He stopped. "What are you doing up here with him?"

"We are talking." Draco said.

"Why?" Ron spat.

"Because we are friends." Harry said.

"He's the reason why you did what you did today isn't he?" Ron asked.

"No, what I told you was the truth!" Harry said.

"Liar, you love Malfoy, you've been fucking him behind my back haven't you?" Ron yelled.

"NO! Ron you have it all wrong." Harry tried to reason. Ron walked out. "Ron listen to me."

"NO, go back to your boyfriend!"

"Ron you know perfectly damn well that I love you not him" Harry said.

"LIAR!" Ron turned around andhit Harry so hard it sent him to the ground. Harry looked up at him terrified.

"Ron." Harry said tears threatening to fall from his eyes.

"Save it, were over!" Ron walked away without looking back. OMG, what just happend? Ron hit me. He actually hit me. He broke up with me, he yelled at me. He...I lost him. Harry started crying.

Draco came out and hugged him. "Harry, I'm sorry, I didn't want it to happen like this."

"I know," Harry clung onto Draco.

"Come on Harry, lets go back into the astronomy tower, we can talk there." Draco helped carry Harry in there.


When they got in there Draco lit a lamp. He finally saw Harry's eye. "Did Ron do that?" He asked. Harry didn't say anything. "Harry, did he do that to you?" Harry nodded.

How dare Weasley hit him. How dare he touch him like that! Harry didn't do anything. I will make him pay if it is the last thing I do.

"Has he ever hit you before?" Draco asked.

"No, it was the first time, I didn't think he would, I mean I never thought that he would hit me." Harry started crying. Draco held him.

"Don't worry, if he could hit you then he isn't even worth your time, don't you even worry about him for a second." He said. He looked at Harry. He was looking at the necklace Ron had gotten for him. He started crying harder.

"It doesn't seem like just yesterday we were celebrating our one year anniversary. I can't believe I did this, I can't believe he hit me."

"Harry stop it. It will be okay. I promise. I am here for you." Draco Stopped. "I will be I love you!"

He held Harry all night just holding him and letting him cry on his shoulder.

In the morning, they walked down to the Great Hall. "Harry, are you okay?" Draco asked.

"I don't know" Harry said.

God, I guess I really didn't realize how much he actually cared about him. I need to fix this. NO, if Weasley can hit him then they don't need to be together.

They walked in Harry went and sat by Hermione and Seamus. Draco went and sat next to Crabbe, and Goyle. The tables were right next to each other.

"Draco where were you last night?" Pansy asked.

"Oh with Harry, I was working on him and Weasley came in he hit Harry and then broke up with him." Draco said. "He was crying all night."

"Oh, so now you have a fightings chance." She shreiked.

"Yeah, now hush, I'm trying to listen to them."

Draco listened intently. "-Harry Ron told me, I don't need to hear it. He is upstairs just go talk to him"

"He hit me Hermione, I can't just tell him Oh its okay."

"Just go." Harry stood up.

"That's my cue to leave." Draco said. He caught up with Harry.

"Where are you going?"

"I don't know." He said. "Draco, I'm not going to class today, would you mind staying with me?"

"Not at all." They were in a bathroom all day just talking.

"Harry, can I ask you a question."

"Yeah, ask away."

"Was last night really the first time, Weasley hit you?" Draco asked.

"Yeah, I don't know, I just wish last night would have never happend."

"I know, me too, I was thinking if Weasley really makes you that happy I will help you get him back." Harry's eyes lit up. "That was until I remembered that he hit you. Honestly Harry, You don't deserve that, you deserve so much better. I promise if me and you are ever together, I would treat you like you should."

"Draco, I know you care and I know that your heart is in the right place but I still love Ron, I just need to get over him, then maybe we could be together, but i don't know how long that may be." Harry said.

"I understand." Draco said. "Listen Harry, I was in a bad relationship for over two years, if you hold on for love too long it disappers and is no longer there. That is what happend to me and it may start happening to you and Ron now."

Harry started crying again. The door opened. Ron and Seamus walked in. Ron and Harry just looked at each other.


"Ron, may I please have a word?" Harry asked his voice shaky.

"No, you may not I have nothing to say to you."

NO he has to hear me out, I love him and I need him he can't just throw everything away.

"Ron, please just hear me out." Ron just walked out. Harry ran after him. "Ron, I love you not Draco, I want you not Draco."

"No, or else you wouldn't have been there with him."

"NO he is letting me cry on his shoulder. He's my friend nothing more."

"I doubt that."

"Ron, I love you. How could you even think I don't"

"Harry, just go back to Malfoy you both deserve each other."

Harry was getting annoyed and mad. "Yeah, at least HE would never hit me, like you did, HE would hear me out. I guess I don't know what ever." Harry walked back in. He fell to his knees and cried.

I can't believe this, my world is falling apart, I can't believe that we are over and he is just walking by and ignoring me. I just want us to go back to normal. i want everything to go back to normal. I just want Ron back.

Harry just sat there and cried the rest of the day...


A/N- Finally done, I wanted this to be a one shot but I don't think it will be let me know.

if you want another chapter or not.

Mary