These random thoughts
When he duels he knows he's going to win. How could he not? He is The king of games after all. He stands before his opponent with a self-confident smirk, waiting for the other to do his move, so he can beat him with one simple turn.
I've seen him play, so I know. When he took over in the beginning, when I was half aware of him I watched. He knows he's always going to win. It irritates me, bugs me that he "says fair play" when he know there's no way his opponent is going to win.
I wonder, if I ask him, is he going to say he's always right? That he was and is the nameless pharaoh, now Yami, and the gods will always be on his side? What if he's wrong sometime? Will the gods be with him then?
He respects my friends in a distant way. I don't think he really sees them as his friends. Not even acquaintances, merely some ones that's around all the time. They're important to me. That he respects. He knows not to challenge them when we have disagreeings. Friends do quarrel time to time. Helps them evolve, understand each other.
When I think of it I have something else to talk about. Friendship.
Sure it's great and friends are funny and comforting. I love my friends. But Kaiba don't have friends. I've offered my friendship, he only needs to take it and give some back. He's been without friends for almost whole his life so I understand it can be hard in the beginning.
But what if he really doesn't want any friends. Do really everyone want friends? What if some people want to be… distant? Have some ones they hang with sometimes. No one can be all alone. Scientifically proved. But, when Anzu talks about shining friendship and all that, does she really think about those loners? Everybody's different.
Where do these thoughts lead me? I turn around to lie on my stomach on my bed. It's dark outside, stars sparkling but no moon.
My train of thoughts began when I saw Kaiba walk to his limo from some store. But I had no time to think, because we were going to the arcade. Me, Jou, Duke and Tristan. We had fun, playing the new games and the classics.
I really wish I had someone to talk to with these things. Not the other guys, they would stuck on Kaiba that bastard or someone else. Maybe me, since I think this about them.
I smile. Could I talk to Yami? Mou hitori no boku? That would be like discussing it with me, yet not. But I can't talk with him about him. I wonder if he would answer my questions…?
No, now these thoughts are becoming all too random.
I crawl under my sheets and snuggle comfortably on my pillow, slowly drifting to sleep.
Little do I know that Yami sits on my bed, smiling down at me.
"You shouldn't think so much, little one,"
