So thanks for all the reviews I love them, keep reviewing and tell me ur suggestion (predictions, wat u wanna c happen.etc) and F.Y.I the shooting took place a little bit later on in the year and Brucas had been together for a while also.. Just one more note someone asked me why I wrote a story where Brooke died well it was causeI wad tired of KEITH dying everywhere (including the show)

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"Lucas did you know that Brooke was pregnant?"

Lucas felt like a truck had hit him , why was god so mean to him first his girlfriend , the love of his life dies and now he finds out she was pregnant, thoughts of Brooke and why this was happening to him kept racing through his brain when a tear fell down his face. He had totally forgotten that he was on the phone with the doctor and was snapped out of his thoughts with the sound of the doctor calling his name.

"Lucas? ...Lucas are you their? The repeated several times before Lucas even noticed

"Umm yeah...I just..I I don't know what to say or think we were so.. and--"

He said trying to say something but the truth was their weren't any words in any language to describe how Lucas was feeling just when he thought that he might finally be accepting what had happened to Brooke this has to happen.

" I know this hard Lucas and I'm sorry for your loses"

"Yeah me to -bye"

He said hanging up the phone. Was she really sorry , she acted like she knew how he felt when she probably didn't even care she just had to sound sympathic like it was in her job description. He wondered how many times a day she said that to people. But now not only was Brooke gone but his child as well , he couldn't understand why ? why it was happening.

The phone dropped out of Lucas hand and he slid to the round when tears started to fall from his eyes, at first he tried to hold them back , to be strong to show he wasn't a three year old anymore until he realized he had a right to cry his CHILD and GIRLFRIEND were dead . How is a 17 year old suppose to deal with that, how could anyone?

He sat their for what seemed like forever, when his mom and Keith walked in and saw him on the floor

"Oh god Lucas" Karen said ruining over to her son and embracing him into a tight, confronting hug . "Its gonna be okay, Lucas you're gonna be okay" Karen said trying to comfort Lucas

"No its not , and no I'm not" Lucas snapped at his mother and ripping himself away from her arms storming into his room and slamming the door. Karen took a step as to run after lucas but was stopped by Keith hand on her arm.

"Why don't you let me try to talk to him" Keith said giving Karen an assuring smile "I'll be in the kitchen if he needs me"

"Okay " with that Keith headed towards Lucas bedroom. When Keith opened the door he saw Lucas sitting in his closet wrapped in the blanket that Brooke had designed and made for him.

Flashback
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"So broody we all know you're birthday is coming up in two , countem two days"
Brooke said with a ear to ear smile plastered upon her face showing off her the dimples that could make Lucas go weak in the knees and holding up two fingers.

"Yes, I am aware of my birthday Brooke and remember what I said , No surprise parties" Lucas said with a grin across his faces

"Well, I still don't know why not i mean your lucky your birthday is on a Friday, no school the next day!" Brooke said crossing her arms like a second grade.

"Cause I rather just spend the night with you" Lucas said kissing Brooke on the lips but before it got to intimate Brooke remembered why she was their to begin with.

" well cant say would mind that anyway I cannot wait any longer to give you the first part of your gift--"

"First part?" Lucas looked up at Brooke confused

"Yea what you thought you were getting a one part thing? oh no not my boyfriend, anyway here you go" Brooke handed him a big black box with a big whit bow on top , his two favorite colors. The box was decorated with all sayings and quotes they had said to each other the biggest one being

"I'm the guy for you Brooke Davis" Lucas read aloud as he opened the box that was pure
Brooke Davis.
"That my favorite thing you've every said" she said with a smile helping him to open the box . He pulled out a black blanket that had ark blue and whit writing that said Lucas and Brooke forever along with it she had sewed on the ravens logo from her cheerleader uniform.

One that was probably old and his number 3 ,at the bottom a little note Brooke had written Lucas in class when she was bored and they had just got back together.It was a small letter but Lucas loved it cause it showed how Brooke really felt.

People who belong together always find each other in the end..

Like I found you...Like you found me

Your Always Mine...I'm always yours

Even if we ever part ways , you always have my heart .

Lucas + Brooke Brucas

-Brooke

"You made this for me?" Lucas said shocked that she have the time to do this being Brooke Davis and all.

"Yep I design it and everything , now every night you can sleep with me" Brooke said with her cute but seductive grin. Lucas grabbed Brooke and kissed her as they both fell back on the bed neither of them pulling away this time.

End flashback

That had been Lucas best birthday and thinking back to the day he received the blanket made him feel worse but it the way he felt everything time he smelt it and the scent of Brookes perfumes who bring him back to the days she was still here, whenever he had that blanket around him he felt safe.

"Hey Luke whatcha got their" Keith said not sure how to start the conversation and not wanting to make him feel any worse then he already did.

" Brooke made me this blanket for my birthday...It was the first part at least" Luke chuckled remember what the others were.

"So how you holding up?" Keith asked in a soft soothing voice

"Not , good I don't understand---I don't know what to do, how to deal with this" Lucas said now more calm down but was talking as if he had no life left in him.

"You will get through--"

"She was pregnant!"

"Wha--"

"Brooke she was pregnant"

"How? I mean I know how but, did you know?"

"No i had no clue, she didn't tell me but she must've wrote something about it in her journal" Keith looked at Lucas confused as Lucas looked like he has just figured out the secret to life

"Um Keith if you don't mind I , I think I need to be alone for now"

"Okay but I'm here for you if you need me you know that right? we all are Luke we just need you not to shut us out."

"I know and im sorry i just need to figure something's out , ill be ok"

"Ok, if you need to go for a walk or anything just leave a note so you're mom doesn't go crazy ok?" Keith said with a smile , Lucas just nodded, Keith went to walk out of Lucas room but when he got to the door way he heard Lucas call out his name

"Keith , thank you. For everything I know I don't say it enough but i am really grateful so everything you've done."

"It was nothing , I couldn't leave you're mom alone to raise you . It just didn't seem right you know?"

"Yea I know" Lucas gave Keith a smile and as soon as he left Lucas ran to the door to close it when he heard Keith tell his mom about Brooke and immediately Karen started to cry

"Oh my poor baby, what he must be going through" She went to go talk too him but Keith pulled her into a hug and told her he needed to be alone and that he wasn't even probably in his room anymore.

When Lucas turned around he found his eyes turning right to his dresser where the pile of Brookes journal sat all in the same order they had been in when he them out of the box. Skimming he picked out the one he left off on he figured that it should be the one with the most recent entries. He decided he would go down to the river court and read.

To be sure he had the right one Luke decided to take all of them he grabbed Brookes Black lather bag that she had left their one night when she stayed over, she called it her

" Everything you need to look as great as Brooke Davis bag" But it was really just an overnight bag. He put the journals into the bag but not before memorizing the order they were in. When he got to the river court he saw mouth sitting on the same picnic table he had sat the night before.

"Hey mouth , how you doing?" Lucas asked knowing mouth must've been crushed.

"I'm doing good , I should be asking you that though. I'm sorry I haven't come to see you but i thought you would need some time to think and stuff" He said looking at Lucas with concern.

"Its okay and I'm doing better"

"Isn't that Brookes " Everything you need to look as great as Brooke Davis bag" ?" Mouth said with a smile on his face.

"Yeah..." Lucas said wondering how he knew about it.

"I saw her once when she was going to you're house" Mouth explained when he saw the weird look on Lucas face.

"Oh , its just some of her stuff I was gonna go through. Her Journals actually"

"Anything about me in their?" Mouth said putting on his imitation of a stud and smiling which cause Lucas to laugh.

"Ill let you know if their is" Lucas said

"So have you've learned anything about you?" Mouth asked wondering what Brookes real feeling where

"Yea, but just how I hurt her really and that she was pregnant"

"What?" Mouth was totally taken off guard with that.

"Omg , Luke I'm so sorry. well ill let you read"

"Mouth you don't have to go"

"No, really I'm here for you Luke if you need someone to talk to" Mouth said wanting to make sure Lucas knew he was their for him.

"Thanks mouth" Mouth gave his famous reassuring smile and walked off . Lucas pulled out Brookes journal and flipped through until he found the last entry

March 24 2006

Omg I'm pregnant I don't know what I'm gonna tell Lucas , I cant believe this is happening again you would think we would've learned from last time. I dunno I think apart of me is happy but I don't know what I'm going to do . I love Lucas more than anything but I'm 17 and what he doesn't want to be with me . I went to the doctors yesterday to make sure , I didn't want to scare him with another false alarm but now I think I'm just gonna scare him off . Even though I know Lucas would never do anything like that still. I know what I'm gonna do its the only thing I can do , I wanna be with Lucas and this is the only way I can be...And I know it isn't how things should be done and it might not be the RIGHT thing to do but i gotta go with my heart and my heart is Lucas so I guess its what I'm gonna do and I don't think I've ever been more scared in my life.

I am gonna ask Lucas to marry me!

-Brooke

Lucas couldn't believe it he thought at first she was talking about abortion.

"She wanted to marry me" Lucas whispered to himself , and a smile spread across his face.

" Well well you don't look like a guy who just lost his girlfriend and child" Lucas looked up to see Dan , how did he know she was pregnant. The smile quickly left Lucass face.

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