A/N Hey! SO here's the 2nd chapter! It would have been faster but I'm writing 2 stories right now so it's hard. Oh and In the 1st chapter there was a typo, I wrote that Miley had been gone for 2 years but meant 2 months. And Jackson died when Miley was 14. So in my story she's still 14.

" What?" Oliver asked. Miley was staring at nothing.

" Jackson?" Miley was staring straight at Jackson.

" Miley there's nothing there." Oliver said gently.

" Yes! Look there's Jackson!" Miley said looking somewhere else. Oliver gently took her hand and said, " Come on Miley lets go and see your dad."

Miley looked again and saw nothing. She shook her head and said, " Yeah I guess your right!

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Miley stopped in front of her front door. "Oh Oliver I can't do this..." Miley started to walk away. Oliver stopped her and said, " Running away isn't going to fix anything! Your dad needs you!" Miley nodded and walked in.

Robby was sitting in front of the TV miserably. He sighed as he heard the sound of bare feet on the floor. He heard that sound every day and always looked up hopefully to see nothing. Sometimes he could still hear Miley and Jackson arguing. Robby started crying as The Hannah Montana video for " I've Got Nerves" came on.

" Daddy?" Miley called from the doorway. Robby didn't even look up. He didn't want to see the empty space again. His heart was painfully empty enough.

"Daddy? Are you awake?" Despite what he had learned, Robby looked up.

"Miley?" Robby asked. He couldn't believe it. She ran up and hugged him. He cried harder with each moment that passed.

" Daddy! I'm soooooo s-sorry! I didn't know what to do!" Miley cried.

" It's okay Miles. What matters is that were together again." Robby said.

" I missed you so much!"

" I know... I know..."Robby said. They sat down at the table and talked for hours. After a while Miley stood up and hugged him.

" Daddy I'll be back. I've got to go see Lilly." Miley said. She ran out the door and flew toward Lilly's house. Not caring that it was 10:30 she flew through the door and ran up to Lilly's room.

She blew the door open and saw Lilly sitting on her bed crying. Miley ran to her and pulled her in a hug. Lilly looked up and saw who it was.

" Miley?" Lilly asked. Miley just continued to hug her. Lilly jumped away and looked at her.

" What are you doing here?" Lilly asked.

" I came back." Miley answered

" But why did you leave in the first place?" Lilly asked.

" It was to hard. I could f-face the fact that Jackson died. All my life, I've been in control of my life. And it killed me that Something happened that I couldn't do anything about. I mean, we all new it was coming. He had been hanging on for months with Leukemia. And when he decided he was going to quit treatment and give himself a chance for a life without chemotherapy he knew he was killing himself." Miley had tears falling down her face. " And It killed me that I couldn't do anything about it. I tried to change his mind, but hospitals were never his thing. Jackson was an independent person. H-h-he knew he was dying and he never showed any change in behavior. He didn't cry once. He stayed strong. I-I-I just wish I could have been strong"

" How could you Miley?" Lilly asked.

"What?"

" YOU KNOW GOOD AND WELL WHAT! MILEY I NEEDED YOU AND YOU LEFT ME! YOU LEFT ME ALL BY MYSELF AND ALONE! HOW COULD YOU DO THAT TO ME I THOUGHT YOU WERE MY BEST FRIEND!" Lilly screamed.

Miley looked hurt and said, "I am. I just couldn't face it. Every where I looked I remembered Jackson. Lilly, memories were every where! I wanted to go someplace were there were no memories."

Lilly was crying. " Miles, I need you. I can't handle Jackson dying without you! what am I supposed to do? These last two months have been horrible! their was no one to talk to! I went over to talk to Oliver and found him drunk! Drunk Miley!"

" I know. He called Alcoholics Anonymous and hasn't drunk in a while." Miley said. " But isn't it hard Lilly? Isn't it hard to go places you two went and remembering all ya'll went through!"

" Miles, remembering isn't what hurts me, I love remembering every thing! That way I know he will never die inside me! Forgetting is what hurts. Last week I was on my way to your house to see you when it hit me that you were gone. That hurts. And then yesterday I came across a bracelet he gave me and." Lilly was crying harder now. " I didn't remember who gave it too me until I read a letter that was with it."

" Oh Lilly!" Miley pulled her into a hug. " its okay. Its all going to be okay!"

" No its not Miley. He's gone and he's never coming back. I'll never feel his strong arms around me again. I'll never feel the same again. Miley I'll never be able to hear certain songs without breaking down again. I'll never be able to walk into a hospital again without remembering all then pain he went through. So don't tell me everything's gonna be okay because I'm about damn sick of it. Everyone says it but no one believes it!" Lilly said.

Miley just stared at her broken friend. She felt tears running down her face, " I'm sorry Lilly. Your right. I ruined everything. It's my fault Jackson died. It's my fault Oliver drinks, Its my fault you hurt! Its my fault Daddy cries all the time. Heck, EVERYTHING'S MY FAULT! I RUINED EVERYONE'S LIFE!" Miley screamed.

" Miley that's not what I meant!" Lilly said.

" No I think that's what you meant."

" BUT IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT!"

" THEN WHO'S IS IT! IF IT'S NOT MINE THEN WHY IS THIS STUFF HAPPENING TO US! WHAT DID WE DO? WHAT DID I DO! JACKSON DIDN'T DESERVE TO DIE! AND OLIVER SHOULDN'T HURT SO MUCH THAT HE DRINKS! DADDY SHOULDN'T HAVE HAD HIS WIFE AND SON DIE! AND YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE HAD THE ONLY PERSON YOU EVER LOVE DIE!" Miley screamed.

" I don't know Miley... I don't know." Lilly said crying.

"Why doesn't anyone freakin' know anymore? WHY? That's all I want to know." Miley was barely whispering now. " why? We don't deserve this. We're good people Lilly. Jackson's a good person. Why?"

" You're right Miley we don't deserve this. But we took our good life for granted. We saw all the bad things on tv but never thought they would happen to us. And when they did it hit us hard."

" Lilly that's not it. I guess with Daddy and I we had already had something horrible happen and didn't expect something else to happen. We thought we had suffered enough. I guess we were wrong." Miley said.

Lilly nodded and hugged her friend. " I just can't figure it out Lilly. How are we supposed to have a good life? What are we going to do? Has our life been ruined?" Miley asked. Lilly cried harder and said, " I don't know Miley. Nothing turned out right." Lilly said.

" I guess...maybe together we can get through this?" Miley asked.

Lilly nodded. " Together we can do anything."

" Lilly, can you believe I haven't even been back for a whole day and Hannah Montana already has a concert!" Miley said wiping away some tears.

" Yeah I know, your Dad told them you were away due to a family tragedy. The audience is gonna FREAK!" Lilly said trying to get off painful subjects.

Miley laughed weakly. "Sure. I hope they still like Hannah!"

" Of course they do."

" So Lola are we okay?"

"Yeah were okay." Miley said hugging her friend.

A/N: Hey so R/R plez! i need atleast 5 reviews to continue! it would be nice to get 10... anyways much love, Rachel