" Well well you don't look like a guy who just lost his girlfriend and child" Lucas looked up to see Dan , how did he know she was pregnant. The smile quickly left Lucas face.
" What are you doing here,and how the hell do you know about that?" Lucas retorted the look in his eyes had gone from joy to anger within the last seconds.
"What you don't think i have my ways of finding out?" Dan stood in front of Lucas with a smirk across his face. At that moment Lucas wanted to jump out of his seat and beat the crap out of his father.
"Its not like you and Brooke were exactly "friends" and I know she didn't tell you so ill ask you again , how do you know?" Lucas stood up now facing Dan straight in the face.
"Come on , I'm the mayor butI saw her coming out of the clinic so i went in and requested to see the file"
"The mayor doesn't have that kind of power, you couldn't just go in and take her file It violates of her rights so try one more time and this time DONT LIE!" Every word that came out of Dan's mouth infuriated Lucas more and more.
"Okay you're right I don't , they wouldn't give me her file so when the clerk left her desk I stole it and read what was inside which was a like looking through a window into Brookes past, you would be surprise what those doctors write down , especially her therapist."
"What are you talking about why would she go to a therapist if she was pregnant?"
"Oh she didn't but I took her file from their to I just had to know what went on in that pretty little head of hers, I mean she told her therapist everything, every guy she slept with what it was like. What it was like with you"
"Why the hell do you even care about her you pervert. what do you get your jollies off of being a total ass all the time and having people hate you? And whatever she said is none of business"
"Well I did it for you. I had to look out for my son. and plus I just had to know who she put down as the father I mean it could've been anyone , she might've been dating you but---"
"But nothing Brooke wouldn't go behind my back and sleep with someone else, and now is a little late to play the "caring daddy card"
"Maybe so but we all the type Brooke Davis was"
"No, what type was she?" Lucas couldn't believe what was happening , he knew Dan was sick but he didn't think he would violate Brooke like that.
"Well for a lack of a better word, a slut, or if that is to harsh lets say a free spirit when it came to getting in bed. which ever one you prefer." Dan said smirking and laughing while looking Lucas straight in the face
"You evil bastard" Lucas went to turn around and just walk away but stopped when he heard Dan calling his name .Turing around he heard him say
"Lucas, don't you want the files , I mean to know what really went on between her legs"
Lucas had, had enough with Dan and his remarks Brooke wasn't the girl she used to be and he wasn't gonna stand back and listen to his father tear her apart. Walking over to Dan he looked like he was gonna take the files from Dan's hands but instead threw a punch that went to Dan's jaw causing him to almost fall back and drop the files.
"Brooke was right all you are is a evil conniving bastard who should burn in hell. You re the reason she is dead , you knew he had a gun and said for nobody to come into the school but no you being the no it all ass you are came in and he shot her. I was so close to getting him to let her go and you came and screwed it up"
Lucas could feel tears start to build up but he wasn't gonna give Dan the satisfaction of seeing him cry because of him but the truth was he took Brooke anyway from him it was His fault and that was something Lucas would never forgive.
"You only hurt people, you always have and always will"
Lucas picked up the files and walked away before he go into his car he turned and saw Dan spiting blood out of his mouth and holding onto his mouth.
"I wish it was you who was shot that day, who died cause if it was you nobody would've cared and we all would still be happy" Lucas getting in his car and driving off leaving Dan to stand their alone. To think about the words Lucas had just said or rather screamed at him.
Lucas felt like he was driving around for ever and every corner he turned, every stop light he stopped out had a memory of Brooke written all over it.
Flashback
"Brooke I'm sorry, I didn't mean to say that you were crazy, maybe wired a bit wrong but really , Brooke just come back" Lucas yelled to Brooke who about a block ahead of him
"No! I'm not your dog Lucas I don't come back whenever you want or call!" Brooke screamed back towards Lucas.
"Brooke , don't be like this you know its not what I meant, can you please Atlas tell me what i did wrong?" Lucas yelled to Brooke.
Brooke stopped in the middle of street, turned around so that she was facing Lucas.
"What you did wrong , you cant be serious Lucas . You shoul---"
"Brooke watch out" Brooke didn't even hear the car approaching her and was frozen in fear but anyone could react Lucas ran into the street and grab Brooke but loosing his balance in the process casing Lucas to fall on top of Brooke on the sidewalk.
"Lucas , you could've just died" Brooke said looking straight into Lucas crystal blue eyes. Lucas stood up , and reached out his hand for Brooke when she did he grabbed her and pulled her close to him so that their was no space between them at all.
"Did you think I would really let something happen to you?" ..." Brooke I ---"
Before Lucas could finish his thought Brooke pulled him into a kiss, neither one of them wanting to pull away. They could both stay like this forever if they could.
"Lucas, I love you too" Brooke said with her famous Brooke Davis smile . dimples showing full force. That night Brooke had spent the whole night at Lucas they stood up just talking about anything and everything. That was what Brooke loved the most about Lucas he actually cared about what she had to say, he just want to go to bed with her.
End Flashback
Lucas was snapped of out his memory by a car honking at him, he had been sitting at a green light and the others drivers were beginning to get mad at him just sitting their and not driving. Lucas started to drive not knowing exactly where he was going and remembered that he never really did find out why she was mad at him but it didn't really matter now.
Lucas decided he needed someone to talk to so he drove to the on person he knew he could talk to and someone who kind of knew what he was going through.
"Lucas?" Lucas turned around to Haley standing their confused.
"Hey, I'm not interrupting or anything am I?"
"No not at all , what's up?"
"I just needed someone to talk to"
"Sure come in"
Lucas and Haley walked into the house and Haley led him to the coach to sit. It was hard being in hales apartment after what happened. Seeing the walls she decorated, the bed that use to be hers, everything in the apartment screamed "Brooke" to Lucas.
"I'm sorry I've haven't been around lately Haley, its just... just this place and everything. I just I don't know what to do. Did you know she was pregnant?"
"Wh--What?" Haley screamed in complete shock he didn't mean for it to come out as loud as it did but being Haley sometimes she just couldn't control the herself. Haley's little outburst cause Nathan to wake up and come running into the room.
"Haley are you okay what happened?" Nathan came running in the room holding a bat in his hands , when he saw Lucas and Haley sitting on the coach he looked at them with a very confused look on his face.
"Sorry babe nothings wrong , I just was a bit shocked"
"About what?" Nathan sat down on the chair that was across from the coach where Lucas and Haley was.
"Hey man you okay?" Nathan said acknowledging the fact that Lucas was their , Lucas just gave him a look and shook he said to show he was doing okay.
"Umm Brooke was pregnant , that what I was shocked about" Haley said to Nathan giving him a look to say something to Lucas.
"Oh man I'm so sorry" .
"Lucas you're strong you're gonna get through this, you might not think so now but just think of Brooke she wouldn't want you to be a mess all the time" Haley said to Lucas trying to consol him.
"Actually I have something for you."Haley said exiting the room and walking into the bedroom that she once shared with Brooke, but now belonged to Nathan and Haley.
"So... How you find out?" Nathan asked Lucas trying not to say the wrong thing to him.
"The doctor who did the autopsy or something called me and told" ..." In her journal she wrote that she was gonna ask me to marry her, do you believe that?"
"Her diary?"
"Yeah its a long story her mom gave them to me and told me she wanted me to have them and so would Brooke"
"You know Dan stole her files from her theraphist and doctor" Lucas said with a light chuckle of disbelife
"What - why?" Nathan asked with anger grwoing on his expression
"Because he sick, He came to me at the river court and basically called her a slut, that the baby might not be mine.Their is something seriouly wrong with that man"
"What did you do?"
"I punched him and then told him that I wish it was him that died and not Brooke because nobody wouldve cared if it was him."
"Ouch, he desvered it. I cant belive he would do that, he wonders why hes all alone. Its like he cant stand to see us happy. First he pays Keller to get with Haley, Now this ." Nathan said , Lucas could see the hate and anger in Nathans building up.
"I know. If Brooke finds out I think shell kill hm" Lucas said.
"You mean if Brooke woudldve ever found out-?" Nathan said
"Yea thats what I said , didnt I" Lucas looked up at nathan with a confused face.
"No , you said if Brooke ever Finds out"
"Oh, sorry I guess im not se to talking about her in past tense really yet.
"Dont worry about it, it will get easier you just gotta take it a step at a time"
"Yea..." Lucas started to trail off.
"Oh. So school starts up in a few days , do you think you're ready to go back?" Nathan asked trying to keep the conversation going.
"Yea , you know Haley was right I gotta keep going. I mean so much has happened in this week off everything I've found out ,been given. But its what Brooke "
"Actually this what Brooke wanted" Haley said coming back into the room and handing Lucas a envelope.
"What is this?" Lucas and Nathan said at the same time looking at Haley with a dazed look.
"Its a letter our writing class made us right it, We had to write one to everyone that meant something to us." Lucas and Nathan still looked at Haley with the same look
"Its a letter, I don't know why we had to do we didn't ask but the assignment was if something happened to us tomorrow what would we want to say. Brooke made me promise that if anything happened to her I was to give her letters to everyone.
"Thanks " Lucas said finally understanding. Lucas thought their probably wasn't anything new in the letter that he didn't know but still he was gonna read it.
"I think I'm gonna head home my mom is probably worried."
"Okay be careful" Haley said walking Lucas to door.
"Lucas, You're gonna be okay, and dont worry Dan is gonna ge whats coming to him I promise you that."
Nathan said waving him good-bye and leaving the room, Leaving Haley with a confused face anbd Lucas with a smile on his face but also a worry of what nathan meant.
On the drive home Lucas noticed it was only 7:30 but because he hadn't gotten any sleep really in the past few days it felt like one in the morning. Everytime he fell asleep , he hadf the same nightmare of being in the school with Brooke they day of the shooting and watching her die and their was nothing he could do. The dream always frustated Lucas because their was nothing he could do , he couldnt push her out the way and he couldnt re-write history.
Pulling up to the back of his house by his bedroom door lucas saw a familar face sitting on the porch waiting for him.
"Hey, Luke"
So thanks again for the reviews keep it up I love em! So this chaapter isnt the best and the next chapter they go back to school, so its gonna get better! Review plzsay what u want t happen or how the story can be better. Whatever you think.
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