I do not own SVU, Dick Wolf does.

A/N this is a big AU fic. And in the story, I'm makieng Olivia thirty, so in this chapter, shes 15

1990

"Damn this shit is hot" Rachel says inhaleing the joint Olivia had just rolled.

"Whatever just fucking pass it" Olivia said takeing it from her. The two of them had been been invioted to another one of the high school parties.

"Hey you two want some of this shit?" a tall blond hair guy said his hands full of tiny white pills.

"sure" Olivia said takeing one eagerly. Olivia and her friend took a few more hits off the joint before they got out on the dance floor. The two of them had been doing this type of stuff for a few years now. Well acturally, Rachel got her into this type of stuff.

"Damn that burnettes fine" Brian, one of the seniors, said looking at Olivia.

"Why don't you go ask her to dance, I'm sure she'll be willing to do that, and do a lot more" one of Brians friends said. Brian smiled evilly, then got out a small neddle filled with a clear substance

"lets make sure of that." He gave his friend a high five, then went over towards Olivia.

"You want some of this suger?" he said showing her the needle. Olivia smiled at him, then rolled up her shit sleeve to reveal her arm, witch was are ready filled up with needle marks and deep cuts. He grinned evily, then hid the needle behind his back

"got to do something for me first suger" he said ponting down. Olivia nodded then she led him towards one of the empty bedroms, where she gave him oral sex, twice. It wasn't the first time she did this. In fact, she was known for her tounge all over the school. She didn't mind, as long as she got what she wanted. Afterwords, they went downsairs, and he stuck the needle into her, then started to dance with her. A few minutes later, Olivia started to get dizzy. She put her hand out to steady herself and Brian grabbed her.

"Right on time" he thoght to himself evily.

"can I um, can I sit down for a bit?" she said almost falling. Brian smiled evily at her

"sure suger, theres a place right upsairs you can rest." Olivia nodded and took his hand and he led her upstairs. He passed his friend and winked at him. Olivia was almost to the room, then passed out. He carried her to the room, and layed her down on the bed. He smiled at her, then laid on top of her.

"Oh baby, tonight's your lucky night" he said taking off her clothes.

The next morning

"What happened last night?" Olivia wondered as she sat up in the bed. She looked down and noticed she had no clothes on. She looked next to her and saw a small note

"Enjoyed last night, Brian." Olivia suddenly rembered

"damn it! It fucking happened again!" It wasn't the first tme that she had been date raped. She got up and got dressed, then walked downstairs. She looked around the liveing room and spotted Rachel sleeping on the couch, with tiny pills surronding her.

"Rach, Rach wake up" she said shakeing her awake. Rachel sat up and looked around

"what time is it?" she asked rubbing he eyes

"about one. Come on get up." Rachel nodded and got off the couch and handed Olivia a small peice of paper.

"We got invited to some party next weekend. Supposed to have everything, and I mean everything there. You want to go?"

"yeah, why not" Olivia said picking up some of the small pills and popping them in her mouth. It went on like this for the rest of Olivia and Rachels hign school life. After graduation, Olivia straightened out, whale Rachel did even more crazier and wilder drugs. Olivia never mentioned her past to anyone, not even Elliot, her boyfriend. She thought she put it all behind her, and no one would ever have to know. She thought it would be over, and she would never have to face her past again, untill one day...

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