Hello my readers!

This chapter for me is very sweet and very hot. So, prepare yourselves ladies, this chapter is not for kids.

I hope you like it!

As always, I don't own A Song of Ice and Fire books and GOT show, except for my OCs and part of the story. English is my second (foreign) language, Spanish is my first. Sorry for the typos.

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Chapter 19

The feast was celebrated on the Great Hall of the Red Keep. Most of the people who were there I didn't know them, but I could recognize several of the Lannister family because of their obvious physical features. Everybody was drinking, chatting and laughing happily, but not me. I was trying to be really happy, all the wedding stress finally ended, but again my mind was in another place.

I was going to marry with someone that I loved so much, with a man called Peter. And now I was marrying with another man, a man who I barely know.

What's wrong with me?

If I have a new life here, why those images of my past life keep appearing on my head?

"You've had enough, Lily." Jaime whispered on my ear as he was stopping my hand from drinking more wine, leaving my goblet over the table. He look at me worried. "Something's wrong? I've heard you were screaming when you wake up, and you were absent since we declared husband and wife."

I shook my head. "Don't worry, is just…" What I'm going to say to him?

"You wish that the rest of your family were here." I nodded. Lie. "I will take you to Winterfell to visit your family, once we get established on Casterly Rock. I promise you that." He kissed my hand in assurance and I smiled to him. I will never return home. "Try to eat something."

And I did what he asked me, promising myself to be happy for a moment, trying to not thinking about my previous life, but in the present. My newly husband was by my side trying to make me laugh and teaching me how to eat certain plates I've never eat before. After five plates of ten I didn't eat, I stopped eating and Jaime lift me from my seat to dance.

With his arm around my waist, he pulled me closer and I rest my head on his chest at the rhythm of a ballad. After two songs, my father asked me to dance with me and Jaime went to dance with his sister. Soon, my dancing partner changed to Tywin, and then to Joffrey, both of them caused me certain surprise because they enjoyed dancing with me. And again, my partner was changed to Loras.

"You look beautiful, Lily." Commented Loras with his beautiful smile.

"Thank you, Loras." I said smiling happily. "It pains me to not sharing more time with you."

"Don't worry, Lily. Like I've told you before, you are my friend and you are welcome in Highgarden." he assured me.

"It is not in my right to tell you this but if anything happens to you, something bad, I will defend you no matter what. Don't doubt about it." Told me serious. "You've just entered to the game of thrones, and I want to protect you from any harm."

"Nothing will happen to me, Loras." I assured him.

"In any case, I offer you my sword." He said firmly. "You are a good friend, Lily. It will pain me to see you hurt." His comment melted my heart. My brothers were miles away from me, but without noticing, I gain a new brother.

"Thank you, Loras." I said before hugging him.

After a few dances with Loras, I danced with my father again, my sisters… Jaime reclaim me again to dance with him again.

"We should go to bedding before-" Jaime began to say, but the King was faster.

"Let's get on with the bedding!" The King shouted.

I didn't know what happened, but Jaime was pulled away from me and I was surrounded several ladies I didn't know, and pulled me outside the Great Hall, taking me to Jaime's chambers.

The ladies left me outside Jaime's- my new chamber alone, luckily wearing still my gown and the Lannister cloak. The room was really big, bigger than my chamber on the Tower's Hand and all the decoration was red, gold and black. It had a balcony, but this one was slightly bigger than my old room and had translucent curtains; there was a large four posted bed, painted in gold with crimson silk around it, the sheets were embroider crimson silk with silk fluffy pillows, and below the bed it was surrounded by an animal fur; also, far from the bed, there was a dark wooden desk with stacks of papers and red wax, and near to it there was a dark table and the chairs were decorated by a beautiful dark red velvet. Some of my things were here, my gowns, the trunk and the vanity table which was on the corner, almost near to the big bed.

I was shivering from the nerves as I was seeing the whole room. I was nervous for what it will going to happen next. I could not remember my previous life, but I knew inside me that I wasn't a virgin at all; however, in this world I was and I knew that my first time is going to be really painful.

I took off my cloak and leave it on one of the chairs. I served myself some wine from the pitcher of iron to relax myself or at least sedating myself for the act. With a goblet full of wine in my hand, I went to the balcony to see the landscape.

There was a chill breeze passing by, also I could see the beautiful stars on the sky and everything was so quiet. I closed my eyes to enjoy the silence.

…I was painting when it sounded one of my favorite song and lyrics, played by the group Muse, and I began to dance slowly without stopping from what I was doing. "You're just too good to be true, can't take my eyes off of you…" I began to articulate without making any noise, just enjoying Matt Bellamy voice.

As the song was continue, involuntary my voice was increasing. But when it came the chorus, I began to shout…

"I love you baby! And if it's quite all right, I need you baby, to warm the lonely nights, I love you baby! Trust in me when I saaay… Oh pretty baby, don't bring me down I pray, oh pretty baby… now that I've found you let me love you baby, let me love yoooou…" then I continue in almost whispers. "You're just too good to be true, can't take my eyes off of you. You feel like heaven to touch…" as I was still singing, images of Jaime with me appeared on my mind. "…you're just good to be true, can't take my eyes off of you…" I said stopping myself before singing the chorus again.

"I've missed you singing." Said Jaime behind me, making me flinch and stop what I was doing.

What…?

I turned around and I found Jaime smiling at me. He was wearing only a fluffy crimson shirt and his breeches. He get closed to me and wrapped his arms to my waist, he kissed me on my forehead and then a small kiss on my lips. "Come inside." Jaime pulled me to the room.

I left my goblet on the table as heard Jaime shutting and locking the door that led to the balcony. I went to my vanity table to take off the pins, flowers and braids from my hair. Soon, I saw Jaime from the mirror, he positioned behind me and began to help me with my hair.

When my hair was already free from everything, Jaime brushed my hair with his fingers. His touch was relaxing my body and I was feeling aroused when his fingers began to undid the laces of my dress. Once he took off my dress and leave it on the floor, he began to unlace my corset as he was beginning to kiss my shoulder and neck, releasing myself sighs of pleasure.

When my corset fall, I was wearing only my smallclothes and below that… Jaime turn me around to face him, one of his hands grab my chin gently and make me to look at him. His eyes looked full of love and lust "I'm not going to hurt you, wife." He whispered near my face and his eyes lock on mines. His thumb brush my lower lip and finally he leaned to my lips, giving me a sweet kiss.

At the beginning my kisses were clumsy because of the nerves, but sooner I got relaxed and our lips were synchronized and the intensity was increasing. Jaime took me off my smallclothes and lift me from the ground, I wrapped my legs around his waist and took me to the bed.

Jaime laid me down and I saw how he was taking off his fluffy shirt. I saw his muscular bare chest full of scars, from tiny nicks to largest and bulge ones. I didn't gave him the opportunity to get close to me, I decided to turn us around, making him sat on the bed and I was over his lap.

I kissed him over his neck and shoulders, Jaime moaned and stroke where his hand could get from my body. "Lily… let take off my…" he moaned again, but this time was because I began to move my hips over his bulge.

Jaime could found his strength to turn us around. When I saw him take off his trousers and saw his manhood, I gasped and look at him to his eyes. He give that smirk of his. "Don't be ashamed to looking at me. We're married." I looked how he was examined my body and when Jaime saw my embarrassment of hiding my body from his intense gaze, he grab gently my wrists. "You have a beautiful body, Lily." He almost whispered while he was keep looking at my body.

Jaime began to kiss me again. My fingers were grabbing his golden locks as he was going down with kisses, licks and soft bites. Jaime separate my legs and kiss my inner thighs, and soon I felt his tongue on my wet center. I look at him with a mix of surprise and confusion, I was going to say something to Jaime, but moans got out from my mouth.

His lips and tongue on me, were sending a sort of intense electricity full of pleasure over my whole body. My moans filled the whole room as my hands were gripping the bed sheets and my husband's golden locks, and Jaime was gripping with force my hips to control my movements.

"Jaime I-I…" I couldn't say anything because that exquisite explosion came over me, releasing almost a scream.

I felt my body turns into liquid as I was trying to catch a breath. I felt Jaime moving me over the bed and then crawling over my body. He began to kissing me again, tasting myself on his lips, but I stopped returning his kisses when I felt his cock over my entrance. "Stay calm." Jaime said as he was slowly began to push inside me. "I will try to be gentle." His voice sounded croaky from pleasure.

Jaime kiss me gently as he was pushing, and I was feeling a sharp pain tearing me in two between my legs. I shut my eyes tightly and began to cry because of the unbearable pain. "I'm sorry. I'm trying to be gentle." Whispered sorrowfully, cleaning my tears with his thumbs and kisses.

He didn't move, waiting for me until my pain decrease. I began to move my hips slowly and the pain appeared again slightly, Jaime began to move too but carefully and kissing me over my neck and lips. Sooner, the speed increase, I wrapped my legs firmly around his waist and he was grabbing with one of his hands the bed's headboard and the other supporting himself. The bed began to shook violently back and forth, our moans and the scent of sex and sweat fill the room.

With my legs and arms firm on his body, I made us rolled over the bed. Jaime look at me with curiosity. "My turn." I said with a raspy and lustful voice. I began to ride him, moving my hips over his manhood.

Jaime was groaning and his face was twisted with pleasure and grab my hips with such force that if I wasn't aroused like right now, it would hurt. He leaned up and wrap my body with his arms, we attack our lips eagerly. Jaime and I groaned so loudly when we climaxed together, scratching his back in the process.

Now my limps were like gelatin, I couldn't move, I was too tired and I needed air, but I felt serene and whole. Jaime laid us and we were like that what seems for hours, I was still over his haired chest making patterns and he was doing the same in my shoulder blades.

I didn't know when I was covered by the sheets or when I began to fallen asleep, but in the middle of my sleep, I feel arms pulling me tightly to other body and a whisper near my ears. "I love you."