Cries were heard and Manny's throat couldn't take it anymore. She cried in the dark of her room.
Have you ever felt that craving to scream as loud as you could and make the pain go away.
Manny cried harder on the ground and sucked in her breath, she chucked her gold necklace from Craig and screamed her lungs out, croaks and cries between and after it.
She pulled a stuffed animal from her bed and held for dear like to it.
She cried harder and curled in a ball "Cr-aig" she shook with tears as they stream down her face. Her heart was gone.
Emma leaned on her room bed. Her knees pulled to her chest as she stared at the wall.
Nothing else.
Nothing else seemed anymore important.
Her hand moved jesters into her palm but she ignored it.
She stared at a picture on her wall. Where were her emotions? She felt so dead. The picture was her and Craig when they were younger. Dancing. At that one wedding.
Was Craig still dancing?
Her brown eyes numbly keep staring at the wall.
Her finger nails were digging in her palm, as if punishing herself.
It should have been her…It should have been her.
Spinner choked on his cry and was sitting on his stairs, head on rail.
He covered his face and cried more, his cries echoing around the silent house.
No one thought this could ever happen.
(SCHOOL)
They all sat in their seats as if numb, not living. Why should they be?
They could feel eyes on them.
Fuck them.
Jay swallowed hard clenching his hat in his hands, Jay's way for everything was punching something.
Emma turns a bit looking to him. He tried to calm down.
Both of their eyes went to the middle.
Sean wasn't there. Where was he?
(Sean's place)
"AHH!" Sean smacked all the stuff off of a table
He picked the table up and threw it into a wall.
He breathed hard with nothing but tears blurring his vision. Didn't stop him.
He gulped the rest of his beer and smashed it on the wall making a dent, he turns to the rest of the beer case and lifts it, also crashing it into the wall.
He fell on the ground and kicked the couch as harshly and violently as he could.
(SCHOOL GYM)
Sean couldn't stop.
His punches kept going
"You're crazy!" Sean yells as Craig ran faster after the train and Craig confessing about his abuse
Sean punched harder with a glare
"Just a little test drive" Sean jokes with Craig, well…Joey left him with the car shop. Oh well right?
The guys stood around playing with the weights and Jay and Spinner share a look feeling bad for Sean.
All would go to bed, Emma trying to help Sean out while even wide awake all night, she couldn't sleep.
And those who could…cried themselves to sleep.
Craig was gone.
