Chapter XIII

Thirteenth session

The room was submerged in penumbra. The light setting the mood came from the street, and from a nightlight near the futon, the latter being kept warmth beneath their bodies. It was the third time InuYasha entered her since they crossed the door and Kagome had to hold her head, lost in between the sensations she was going through, her body extremely sensitive to any stimulus.

He kept her embraced from behind, and she could feel him entering with the cadence of someone who has already satiated the urgency of passion. However, the thrusts were firm, with a changing rhythm, destined to make her feel in every way possible. One of InuYasha's hands held her own, extended over both of their heads, palm against back of the hand, fingers intertwined; the other, grasped her breast and dedicated some exquisite caresses to her nipple. Kagome breathed, and breathed and groaned; moaned in a whisper and at some point in the middle of that symphony of sounds, her voice would made way, showing the full extent of the pleasure she was feeling.

She heard him mutter her name, and the grip of his arm became stronger. She was learning to recognize the signs of his desire and that calmed her, as it granted her a stability which she felt lost right now. Her fingers squeezed the ones between them, and she bent slightly so that he could penetrate her better, with more precision. She wanted to find that orgasm he sought for both of them. The pressure InuYasha put on her nipple became an incentive which made her conjure blessings as if they were curses, and she comprehended he knew her as well.

She felt the pressure of his sex and the way it communicated with her womb, knowing she was about to undo herself over him, and that the humidity wetting the futon would worsen. All of her body strung up in a warning InuYasha recognized immediately, and he pushed himself inside her faster, stronger, assuring her in that way the freedom her body demanded. In the same way as the previous times, she shook between his arms, completely adrift and surrounded by a nebula of pleasure, forgetting herself.

What an extraordinary pleasure! Reasoned her mind when it became able to.

InuYasha kissed her neck and cheek. Then, turned her around and enclosed her while laying on the futon, his body supported on his knees and hands, his features waiting. She understood that waiting when she saw him moisten his lips, and knew she was lost in the moment her hands took hold of his neck and pull him near to kiss him.

Only for today. She repeated herself inside her mind. The same way she had done with every kiss and every orgasm.

The caress was demanding, as they had been all through what were now two hours; And also soft, a kiss dedicated to frolic on the futon, delighting themselves in each other. InuYasha asked and delivered as part of a synergy Kagome joined in without objection, an impulse so natural she found it incredible.

She traced his shoulders and arms slowly while kissing, and noticed how every muscle tensed under her palms. She felt his sex pressing against her flexed bare leg, and she, as an understanding woman, removed it, caressing his ass on the way. The lips kissing her, laughed.

"Don't you ever get tired?" She asked, amused.

"Of having you like this? Never." The claim sounded equally categorical and intimidating. Kagome chose to think that in the middle of such an encounter, one could say whatever came to mind and nothing should be taken seriously. And it was quite probable that InuYasha knew it too.

"Maybe I should ride you until you can't go on." The answer came with a soft bite on the lip.

"Maybe I should ride you." His tongue sank inside her mouth and drank from their next kiss, cutting the conversation.

A moment later she turned around, her mouth against the futon, and InuYasha sat on her joined thighs, opened her butt cheeks and moistened his thumbs on her entrance. Kagome could only think that was one of the most erotic caresses she had ever received until now. An instant later, she had him all inside.

"Do you notice yourself with a greater need of sex than when your addiction began?"

"Not at this moment." Kagome answered. InuYasha chuckled.

"I'm glad to hear it." He sounded quite satisfied, due to the smile he still kept.

They were sheltered by the semi-darkness of the room, both of them laying on the towel Kagome had set between them and the Futon. They were covered by with a blanket that not long ago had been resting near the bathroom's door. InuYasha had begun to play with the answers they needed to give to the therapy's survey, after the last session of sex they had in which Kagome had ended up begging him to let her rest. After that, a strange silence found nest between them, as if the encounter needed to finish, however none of them seemed to want to end their time together. In that way, they began to talk.

"Do you spend too much time in sex? Does it take time you'd spend in other activities otherwise?" InuYasha continued. A part of him felt honest curiosity about what Kagome may answer.

"Do you know them all?" She asked in disbelief, turning around sideways towards him, with her head still resting on the arm InuYasha had given her as a cushion.

"Some." He admitted, although in theory he knew them all; This wasn't his first therapy group after all. "You don't?"

"I think I'm a bad student." One of her fingers played on the chest of her companion. InuYasha begun to do the same with the ones resting on her shoulder.

"Now answer, 'Do you spend too much time in sex?'" The intense gaze on her made her afraid of answering.

"Am I the only one who has to answer? That's not fair." She complained with a bit of a sneer.

"Are you sure you want me to answer this question?" His golden eyes became even more intense. Kagome discovered that when InuYasha wanted something, his eyes would close slightly, just a few millimeters, enough so that his gaze became fearful.

"I think I know what you'd reply." She admitted, her voice softened by warmth which began to nest inside her chest when he was near.

She approached InuYasha's lips and kissed them, slowly, savoring them in the middle of that subtle state of calm. The arm embracing her pulled her closer with sharp intent, and her hand that until know created drawings on his chest was then held by his. They kissed with intense quiet for a moment, until she heard him sigh and noticed how his body turned to face her.

"Tomorrow I've got to work." She warned him, completely enveloped by InuYasha.

"I do too." His answer was a mutter which didn't break the kiss, as their bodies began to seek each other.

"And I have to sleep." She insisted, caressing with the back of her hand the erection he was beginning to show.

"That doesn't help." He kissed her again.

The kiss soon left behind the calm mood and turn to be the conduct for the energy that was starting to fill them. Kagome abandoned the kiss, yet not the embrace, and sought to refuge her features on InuYasha's chest.

"I must sleep." She wanted to laugh at her fragile decision.

"Sleep." He suggested, without moving.

"I can't, I don't... No." To her mind came her third rule: never sleep with a casual partner.

"What can't you do?" He pressured her to talk, to be, to manifest herself beyond the husk she showed to everyone else, and that was incredibly uncomfortable for her, however she also allowed it.

She remained silent for a moment, and thought that maybe it would be better a bit more of sex than to be honest with her soul. So she looked at him, smiled in the middle of the penumbra, and pushed him so she could sit straddle on his thighs. She liked his legs, she had to admit; they were strong, long and soft between their thighs, which was where she was touching right now.

"Are you going to dodge the question?" InuYasha insisted.

Kagome looked at him in a way that announced every single sensation she was going to provoke in him an instant later, and that he still was ignorant of.

He felt how she caressed his thighs and testicles. He breathed in with yearning when she brushed his hard sex and saw her bent to direct it towards her mouth. Then, his eyes closed before the feeling of his member being swallowed until there was no room left inside.

"You are going to dodge it." He concluded

Kagome's tongue began to perform wonders around his sex. It wasn't the first time she did so, however today she seemed specially dedicated to it. She caressed his testicles with just about enough strength for him to notice without reaching pain. Her tongue descended to the very base of his sex, then from there ascended with a firm touch, hot and moist; and when she reached the point, InuYasha felt ready to blow. However, nothing happened, Kagome knew the time she needed to give to every caress and the pause between them, in order to keep him at the edge without ending his pleasure. For a few minutes he stayed there, watching her perform, delighting himself in the way her chest laid its weight on his thighs, brushing against his skin, and her hair opened on her back, then he would close his eyes as Kagome looked at him a moment before swallowing him again; he didn't feel capable of showing her, through a gaze, the emotions she was creating inside him.

"You like it?" He heard her ask, amused, with the usual tone of a casual encounter. He didn't only like it, right now he wanted this from her, forever.

"A lot." Was the only thing he felt up to confess.

Maybe, if he kept the satire long enough, this genre would take on another form, allowing for a deeper talk.

Kagome was fascinated with InuYasha's yielding expression and the way he let himself to be guided by her, without ever losing the will he simply placated to allow her to do what she wanted. She liked to see, to touch, the way in which his leg muscles and abdomen tensed when she took in his entire sex with her mouth. She also delighted in the way he hissed the intent of saying her name. She wanted to have him inside again and maybe it wasn't just a physical desire, she wanted to take possession of his expressions and provoke them herself, to the point of being able to see how his eyelashes trembled a second or two before the orgasm.

She felt overwhelmed by the pleasure she got from taking in more and more details about him.

Yes, she wanted him inside again.

She touched herself, as she handled the rhythm with which she licked and sucked InuYasha's erection. She became aware of her sex's sensibility as soon as her fingers reached in between her folds. A strange sensation boarded her then, a mix between lament and satisfaction. She emitted a groan.

"Something wrong?" She heard him asked, his voice darkened.

"Nothing." She attempted to continue her work, but he bent to the side, to look at her better and place his fingers on her cheeks.

"What's wrong? He insisted. "Will this also be a no, no ….No?"

Kagome halted the caress with her mouth and continued with her hand, with a low and soft touch. InuYasha's eyes closed for a long second, as a sign of enjoyment.

"What's going on..." She began to confess. "Is that I want you inside and I can't."

He looked at her an instant, seeking to focus his attention which was lost between sensations.

"Did I hurt you?" Worry was evident in his voice.

"No, not really. It's just that..." Suddenly she was boarded by a shyness she couldn't recall feeling in years.

"What? He insisted, his worry growing by moments. Kagome felt a caress with a full hand on her cheek.

She closed her eyes and knew she could actually fall in love with him. Crap.

"Nothing. I'm just too sensitive at the moment." She answered and halted her caress. Then, she sat at one side of the futon, all in one fast gesture with left InuYasha startled.

For a moment he didn't know what to say. He just stared at her, sitting beside him as her arms made a gesture which seemed to want to cover her nudity.

"But what...?" The hell happened. He finished the phrase inside his head.

He sat facing her.

"I think it's already too late and this... well, you know." Kagome began to say, without actually meeting his gaze.

I like you; we've shared some interesting months together. We slept together, it wasn't the best I've had, but it was alright. The words repeated themselves inside InuYasha's mind with the same fulminating, destroying capacity which they had back then, years ago. He'd want to say he had got over it, but that wasn't the case.

"Of course, of course. I know." He began to look around, in search of his clothes.

Kagome felt deeply hurt, and it was a stupid thing to feel. She herself was asking him to leave, yet the fact he had accepted it so fast... actually hurt her.

She saw him stand up and start to put the clothes on, even though his body should be covered by the fluids they shared in the hours of sex they had. A part of her wished to ask him to stay, however she knew it was a bad idea, as she couldn't have a relationship with anyone: she was broken.

Each of InuYasha's movements seemed to be reinforced by an intense calm. From her point of view, he didn't look perturbed at all by how everything was ending. She stood up and covered herself with a thin robe hanging from the coat rack where the rest of her clothes were, in that apartment of lacking decoration, the same as her capacity to love. InuYasha looked at her through the corners of his eyes when she covered herself, and she tightened the cloth to her chest.

She heard him sigh.

Once he was dressed, his steps took him to the door where he put his shoes on. Kagome didn't have a place to take them off, she simply left them at the door, unless you were to take everything off with the urgency that had possessed them when they came in. InuYasha's hand took hold of the doorknob, in a deliberately slow movement. Despite feeling angry, he didn't want to end things like that with her. However, to his surprise, it was Kagome who talked first.

"I don't want you to think... that it wasn't good or anything..." She wanted to explain herself when she saw InuYasha's back ready to leave. He turned around.

"Or anything?" He inquired, facing her in a way that made her heart pound against her chest. He came close. "It was fucking incredible, Kagome, and what you are doing now is something I don't understand, and I won't stay to find out."

Silence then made its presence known between them, ready to swallow everything around it except from the sound of their breathing, one crashing against another; one begging for the other. InuYasha's gaze fell on her lips, and she parted them in response. She closed her eyes when she felt his fingers between the strands of her hair, then taking hold of her nape. Her legs failed her, and she couldn't but support herself by grasping his arm and shoulder. She felt how her mouth was invaded by his tongue, stealing her breath in the process. That kiss held the whole of their shared passion from the last few hours and was now engraving in her the memory of what she could lose. Her hands tightened their grip and she held back the sudden urges to cry as best as she could.

When he ceased his kiss, a huffed breath came out explosive through his mouth, as for him the experience had also been vertiginous, and he wasn't about to hide it.

"I'll see you Thursday." He claimed with little gentleness. Kagome still held herself of him.

She looked at him with intent.

"Of course. You are my Thursday's boy, remember?" She wasn't about to give in all of her will after the kiss they shared.

She noticed his mouth visibly thinning, and how that subtle gesture that intensified his gaze, became even more pronounced. He bent slightly and she thought he'd kiss her again, yet he took a step back, causing her to let go.

There were no further words of goodbye.

To be continued.

A/N

This chapter has been really intense!

I think we can talk quite clearly now about the issue each one of them have.

And this fic was supposed to be only ten chapters long... xD

Which one do you think it's the main emotion stopping them?

Thanks a lot for reading and accompanying me.

Kisses,

Anyara.

This text is possible thanks to the translation of: Dezart