IZON SHŌ
Chapter XLI
Forty first session
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"We should do this more often." InuYasha's mutter was sinuous, right on Kagome's ear. He held her facing the tiles on the bathroom's wall, the warm water falling on his shoulders, regulating somehow the temperature of their bodies. "It's fast, hygienic..."
"And dangerous." She panted, her eyes nearly closed because of the feeling of InuYasha's touch between her legs.
He was behind her, and she could feel the pressure, the movement, and the exquisite hard shape of his erection on the curve of her buttocks, as his arm, around her, descended across her belly until it began to caress, slowly, the folds of her sex.
"I won't let you fall; you know it." His voice drowned as he took her earlobe between his teeth.
Kagome noted the heat coming from InuYasha's breath, and from the touch of his hand over hers, holding her weight against the white tile as her body shook in response to the stimulus he created through his kisses and soft bites, his fingers caressing her, full of confidence, knowing exactly how she liked it. He had invested time in it, Kagome knew. In each of their encounters, he would explore her, the focus inside his golden eyes quite evident, and his touch, full of intent.
"Oh, please. Just do it." Her intention was to demand, yet her voice came as a plea, her body seeking that union with InuYasha.
"What do you want?" He asked her, too sure of himself for her own well-being. Kagome moaned almost involuntarily. "This?" The hand that until now had been caressing her between the legs, was placed fully in the space between them, and from there he lifted her a few centimeters, allowing his erection to slip in.
Next, it was InuYasha's sex what was brushing against her folds, back and forth, becoming wet with the fluids coming from her, then she felt his teeth on her shoulder, and her back vibrated in response, inmediately, and that vibration focused completely on her clitoris. She felt that protuberance react and harden every time it was grazed by InuYasha's sex, which seemed to fight against gravity, rising in strength and firmness.
"InuYasha." She pleaded his name, bending a bit more towards him, resting her cheek on the hand that kept hers against the wet tile.
Through her ears came his huffing, right before licking the zone he'd just pressed between his teeth, his swaying undeterred, back and forth, her senses heightening to a point that could only be broken by having him inside; hot, hard and his, just like her mind was telling her emotions.
For a moment, she allowed herself to ponder if the real magic of sex was in being able to skip one's mind filter, and experience every frenetic instant from deep within one's emotions.
"I swear I want to be gentler." With a sigh, InuYasha declared, as the tip of his penis sought the slit of her sex.
Kagome panted out of excitement, and curved her back slightly, delivering the right angle, helping him find her entrance. In one thrust, she had him inside, and she couldn't but wish she could watch him like she usually did; The show of InuYasha's features as he entered her was striking, and could only be surpassed by the way in which he'd look at her at the moment of climax.
She felt him push himself inside her, holding her with one open palm against her abdomen. Her fear of falling was now lost, floating on a thought in the middle of a limbo to which she now could not access, her mind completely disconnected from general ideas, and only repeating her ongoing sensations. The slapping of InuYasha's thrusts against her were so intense, she just wasn't able to hold back her moans. There was also something unique to his rhythm, a fast sway at first, only to slow down amidst caresses coming from his hands, body and mouth, to once again steal her breath with his speed and intensity.
She didn't realize the way she began to bend more and more, focused as she was in feeling, and feeling him, her body becoming more sensitive by the second, to the point the drops of water that before were only but a light rain, were now hammering against her skin.
"More, more." Her drowned voice came through, amidst the water's fall, the anxiety and the need that was consuming her.
"Like this?" Came his question, not without a shade of his own desire, yet instead of speeding up his rhythm, he barely moved in circles while inside her.
She huffed, out of angst and unrest.
"Stop playing." She weakly retorted, reaching back with one hand to touch his hips, trying to show him a faster rhythm.
InuYasha leaned towards her then, over her body, leaving kisses on her neck as one hand cupped and squeezed one of her breasts, stopping at the nipple. Next, with a close, heard breath, he pulled himself out of her, drawing a protest and causing pain to flare as her nails dug into his thigh, in a failed attempt to keep him inside. Placing his hands on her hips, he led her to turn around, and soon realized he would probably never be prepared to see Kagome's features when she was filled by desire. She was voluptuous, but in a way that reminded him of that which is beautiful and complements the world. Her cheeks were rosy, her lips were of a passionate red, and her eyes, nearly closed out of pleasure, were shining from her emotions and sensations. He could see the reddened mark of his teeth on her neck, and on her shoulders, and on her hardened and rosy nipples, and the sight made him lean to take one of them in his mouth, drawing a cry of yearning from her, rippling through the air and the tiles of the shower. He delighted himself in the firm and excited peak, pulling at it with his teeth, to then soothe it with his tongue, and he just knew the caress wouldn't be complete if he didn't do the same with other one, his hand soon cupping the breast, rising it slightly, loving its weight, feeling its soft shape. Kagome, on her part, took the opportunity to measure his erection, caressing it with both hands, stripping him of his sense of self for an instant, forcing him to let go of her nipple and sigh out of anxiety. His gaze found hers, and he sunk his fingers into her wet hair, just by the side of her head so that he could better look into her eyes, and so that she could too read in his, how much she aroused him.
The sway of his hips was in search of Kagome's constant caress, both of her hands pressing, possessing him, and soon their shared heat, both inside and outside reached such heights, the time for foreplay suddenly ended. With a hand on her waist, and the other leaving the previous caress to get a hold of her thigh and lifting it to better position himself, a hint of his mind and sanity reminded him of her reticence to certain poses while in the shower. Such a thought made him let go of her leg, right before leaving a kiss on the edge of her lips, then on her jaw, then on her neck. He played with a nipple, then went down, biting at her ribs, delighted in Kagome's indications that were asking him to stop and to continue almost at the same time. Holding her by the waist, his tongue soon began to explore between her legs until it found her clitoris, then caressed it, pulled at it, sucked it, allowing him to delight himself in the moans she was unable to hold back. He tightened his grip on her waist, and Kagome opened up a bit more for him.
What at first was just a caress, meant to bring her down to the shower's floor, straddle on him, ended up being a session of oral sex that was now leading her straight to an orgasm.
He felt the way she tensed up, both her hands holding her tight from his shoulders, and a hint of his consciousness knew she'd leave him nail marks on some part of his upper back, yet he couldn't say he cared. The clitoris was hardening more and more before the insistence of his mouth, tongue and lips, as the fluids coming from her sex were moistening his chin, his own sex pulsing at the air before the yearning of being in that hot and lubricated space. For a moment he weighted whether to keep pleasuring her with his mouth, or just guide her open legs to him.
Probably, there were no more thoughts before action.
He separated from Kagome, just a few centimeters, and let all of his weight fall on his heels, then lowered her despite her complains, which soon faded when she understood his purpose, her reticences broken together with her sanity. He felt himself inside her then, deeply inside her, as Kagome rested her weight on her knees and let out a cry.
"Finally!"
He didn't know if it were her words, their tone, or the sway Kagome began at the same time she cried them, what heightened his emotions. He could feel her moving, back and forth, as he embraced her body. Taking a deep breath, or as deep as his own excitement, and the galloping pounding of his heart allowed, he began to lift his own hips in force, knowing that of the two of them, she was the closest to climax. As the water kept falling around them, marking a constant rhythm that defined their intimate moment, he licked her neck and transmuted the caress into a wet kiss, which was meant to draw her near him, and her own orgasm.
"You charm me to no end." He whispered on her hot skin, his thrusts undeterred. He heard her release a loud moan, and the pressure on his legs took him to hold the weight of both on one of his hands, extended backwards.
He kept her close with an arm around her waist, while his sex entered her at a merciless rhythm, hearing Kagome mutter something, deliriously and out of pleasure, as he slipped smoothly inside her, until her voice got stuck inside her throat, and his erection was suddenly pressed, and literally milked. His partner's climax was there, and when he thought of it, he realized she had long ceased to be a mere companion for sex.
"Yes, Kagome. Just like that." He said, knowing his words would stimulate her. "I like it when you tighten around me."
She didn't need much more, and he soon saw her chest swell, and her neck stretch up high in the middle of a muted, yet freeing cry that reflected the tension of climax. He held her, thrusting time and time again, making sure to grant Kagome as much pleasure as she could handle.
When she went soft in his arms, he noted two things: one, his legs hurt so much he could barely hold the pose, so his own climax would have to wait; and two, he didn't care.
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"I think I'm taking everything." Kagome said as she went through the small suitcase she had prepared for the three-day trip to InuYasha's natal town. She made a mental recount of the contents, and reminded herself she shouldn't forget bringing personal things like a toothbrush, hairbrush, and some make up in case she may need it.
"We are going to a city, so if you need anything, we can just buy it." InuYasha tried to calm her. The trip clearly has her feeling restless despite her attempts to hide it.
"Yes, you are right." She nodded, then made a particular gesture with her hands, shaking them in the air, as if she were getting rid of some drops of water.
InuYasha thought it best not to ask about it: he didn't want to draw more attention to her.
Kagome looked at him through the corner of her eyes then, maybe trying to discern how much could he read of the emotions that were invading her. She didn't want him to feel pressured by her need of keeping everything under control, granting her a solid floor to step on. It felt almost unbelievable to her to have regained so much of the tension she had freed during their time in the shower, through that impressive orgasm she had. Kibou had already warned her about it. The therapist said, during their last session together, that she should start wondering what was really the cause of her sex addiction, for such behavior acted in the same way a drug or compulsive work does: it was a means to escape.
"Of what?" Was her thought, which took her, quite instantly, to see a picture of that event, years ago. After thinking about it, she put it away as something useless. She had already overcome it. The proof was in the number of men she had been with since then.
"Ready?" InuYasha asked as he hung his backpack on one shoulder.
"You have everything you need... there?" She inquired, looking at the bag. He smiled.
"It's my mother's house. I always have some change of clothes there, just in case." He explained.
Kagome nodded before that logic, and stared at her suitcase once again, her mind recounting for the umpteen time the contents, checking them one by one, and when she found herself doing it, she couldn't but shake her head and close the suitcase in an act of self-preservation.
A strange sensation filled her when they crossed her own door to visit his family. She knew there were only two: his mother, and an elderly neighbor who was also his friend, and that by what he told her, was like family. She watched him put the key in the lock of her door, her key, and her door, and that made her take a deep breath to calm the sudden anxiety she began to feel. A part of her was excited before this new experience, but the other just wanted to crawl under the sheets and grow old in there.
"It's done." InuYasha voiced once the door was closed, and handed her the keys. Maybe she should think about getting him a copy.
The idea, however, made her stomach turn in a new fit of anxiety, forcing her to decide it was not yet the time to ponder about such things.
She'd revisit it once they were back.
"Are you alright?" InuYasha inquired, and Kagome forced a smile as to not show the swirl of emotions assaulting her.
"Yes, quite alright." Was her standard answer.
They way to the elevator was made in complete silence; InuYasha seemed to be aware of her own restlessness, and she felt grateful that he would always give her the space she needed, and the time for her to be the one to shorten it. Once they were out of the building, she noted the cold air of a Tuesday in the morning, yet the streets were already crowded by people going from one place to another; it was the usual, and that everydayness helped with her nerves somewhat. Once again, she wondered if she was bringing enough warm clothing, yet she halted that train of thought, not wanting to worry about such matters anymore.
They took the shortest route towards the train station that would take them to Shibuya's, where they'd need to change to another train made for long distances; three hours of travel were waiting for them, or so InuYasha had told her. Her gaze found him then, as they walked.
"Want me to carry it?" He asked her, referring to the suitcase she was dragging behind her. The four wheels made it quite easy to handle.
"No, I'm alright. Thanks." Her answer was practically tender, and by the way he suddenly looked at her, she noted the sensation even more.
She extended her hand towards his free one, and InuYasha played with the idea of intertwining their fingers, to which Kagome answered with a docile naturality, their hands soon linked as they walked.
She found it incredible; that ease with which she had gotten used to having him by her side.
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To be continued.
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A/N
I like how these two are understanding each other more and more. Many times, as I finish a chapter, I think this story didn't think it would be what it is; I just wanted a catalyst for a dark energy I had for a few days, and now here we are, at the end of chapter 41 xD, which once more, confirms that in life, one needs to be flexible.
Thank you for reading, and leaving a comment.
Kisses,
Anyara.
This text is possible thanks to the translation of: Dezart
