Hey Guys! Sorry for not updating in ages! I feel bad. I have been busy doing other things. So I'm sorry. You have probably lost all interest in this story!

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"Sam calm down. Nothing is going to happen. Mel isn't going to hurt you." I heard Dean saying as I walked in.

"You've got to be kidding me." I said. "Since when did you become so paranoid? It was just a joke Sam. I don't know why you're so worried."

"Neither do I." He said. "God being around you guys is making me lose my mind"

"Yeah that's it. Must be us." I said sitting on the bed.

"I'm gonna have a shower" Sam said heading into the bathroom and closing the door.

I looked up at Dean. "What was that about? He got so freaked out."

"I have no idea. Sam is a freak. Possibly mentally ill, I'm not sure. Lucky you've got me to protect you. I'm perfect."

"Can't argue with that I guess." I said grabbing his shirt and pulling him down onto the bed with me.

He smiled and brushed my hair behind my ear. "I'm so lucky that I have you" he whispered. "You're so beautiful and caring. You carry the weight of the world on your shoulders and yet you always manage to put others before yourself. And I admire that about you. You're my angel."

"Dean… that was beautiful. I don't know what to say. I guess being around you has made me into a better person. I don't know what I would do if I lost you. I love you." I said staring at him.

His eyes went wide and he jumped up off the bed. "Um, you what? I can't. I mean you can't…" he said backing away from me.

I stood up. "Dean I didn't mean to say that."

"You didn't mean to tell me that you love me?" he asked.

I walked over to him and took his hands in mine. "I do love you, I just didn't mean to blurt it out like that and freak you out. I'm sorry. But can you please say something, you're starting to scare me."

"I, uh I think I'm gonna go for a walk. I just need to get some air" he said pulling his hands out of my grasp and walking out the door.

"I'm such an idiot." I said.

"Hey guys. What do you think about going out for dinner tonight?" Sam asked walking out of the bathroom while drying his hair with a towel. "Where's Dean?" he asked when he noticed I was alone.

"He said that he needed to get some air and then he left." I said.

"He left? Why? What happened while I was in the bathroom?"

"I told him that I loved him." I said softly.

"I'm sorry. I didn't catch that." Sam said sitting down on the bed.

I sighed and sat down next to him. "I told Dean that I loved and then he just flipped out and left. He didn't even say it back. I guess he doesn't care about me as much as I care about him."

"Dean has never been very good with expressing his emotions. He keeps everything inside. He has only ever loved two people. Our mother and Cassie, he was upset when he found out that a spirit was targeting her family. He was scared that she would get hurt, that he wouldn't be able to protect her. Maybe he feels the same way about you. I think he does love you, he just doesn't know how to tell you. Just give him some time."

"Thanks Sam." I said giving him a hug.

"No problem. I guess I better go and find him. Make sure he isn't doing something stupid. Are you going to be alright here?"

"Yeah. I'll be fine. Just bring him back." I said.

"Ok. We'll be back soon. I promise." He said giving me a kiss on the forehead.

I smiled as he grabbed his jacket and left. The smile quickly faulted when I realised once again that I was alone.

Well there you go. I'm sorry it took so long to put this up. It's probably bad. So once again I'M SORRY! Lol.

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