Whether you want to
know this or not, my socks smell.
Really... bad. OH AND... They
might hook up in this chapter.
If I feel like being nice. She's at
least going to tell him. It's
been eleven chapters, she's GOING to
tell him. And for people who
may be babysitting, I'll try not to
have any swear words in this
chapter xD... I need to cut down on
my swearing anyway TT
Chapter Twelve
ARE YOU SINGLE? Could I even make myself sound more obvious? Of course he knows. I don't have to tell him now, right? ... RIGHT? (A/N: -Reviewers scream YES- xD). Of course I do. Some people are weird and hate it when you don't tell them to their face, even if they already know. Maybe they're just people who like confrontation, who knows? Maybe Johnny's that way. I have to tell him. I'll get right up in his face like I did that soc, and yell it for the world to hear.
But whenever I got him alone, someone would interrupt. Most of the interruptions being made by Two-Bit, of course. Because he's just dumb that way. For awhile, I considered telling him to tell Johnny how I felt, but he'd mess that up. Don't ask me how. He has his ways. Just like he has his ways of getting me angry when he's merely near me.
It seemed I'd never have a chance to be alone with him, let alone tell him how I feel. Have you ever had those moments when, even though someone's just annoying you, but not alot, you still want to punch them in the face? That's like me with everyone, because right now everyone kept interrupting us. I needed a plan. Let Two-Bit lock us in the bathroom again? No, I don't want to die from lack of air, let alone ask him to help me.
I don't need that idiots help. If I don't have a chance to tell him, I won't. It's not like I want to. But i'm going to make myself, because who knows, maybe he feels the same way. Sometimes it's good to take risks, you know. And then, an idea struck me.
"Johnny! Get over here, now! We are going to the lot, and NO one else is coming. You hear? NO ONE ELSE." And with that I grabbed the sleeve of his jean jacket and dragged him all the way across the street, with the rest of the gang staring at me like I was some sort of idiot. I guess I am, I'm an idiot in love. Love is blind. Love stinks. LOVE... Uh, I have no clue. I'm just random like that.
I pushed him down onto the grass and stood in front of him, my arms crossed, eyes narrowed. Yes, I was going to tell him. Well, I would if I could get words to come out of my mouth. I think I was paralyzed at the time, or something. I just stood there in that position, frozen, with him gazing up at me thorugh those gorgeous, big, black eyes. The eyes of a lost puppy. The gangs pet. The one I love. I couldn't speak. It was like when you're dreaming, and you're trying to scream but you can't. Frustrating. Then he spoke.
"Uh..."
Yeah, that's all he said; 'Uh.' I told you he didn't say much. Maybe if I kissed him he'd think we were moving too fast? Haha. I planned on doing that. Maybe I won't. But then, I could speak.
"Er... Well, I wanted to talk to you... and... uhh..."
Woah. I could see the shock on his face already. I never got nervous, never. But then again, I'd never been at a loss for words either. But once his shock had passed, he nodded his head, indicating for me to go on.
"I wanted to tell... I.. Well, the truth is... I... I THINK YOU'RE TOO QUIET."
Okay, that wasn't true. Well, maybe it was, but I didn't want to say it, it just kind of... slipped out. I could tell he was staring at me, and I could tell he thought I was an idiot. A real ditz. GREAT. If he liked me before, he probally doesn't now.
"Um... is that all?" he asked, with this unreadable expression on his face.
"Actually, no."
He blinked, and guestured with his hand for me to go on.
"JohnnyIthinkIloveyou?"
I said that all in one breath, really fast. He probally didn't understand me, but I didn't want to say it again. God, don't make me say it again!
"Sorry?"
I sighed, opened my mouth, and screamed out; "I LOVE YOU!" And ran. Yes, I ran. I booked it back to the Curtis', grinning. I couldn't get that silly grin off my face.
God, it felt good to get that out.
Oh my god. We'll see
his reaction in the next chapter.
Obviously he has to like her
back, or the story would
seriously suck TT Oh and I think I'm
changing my pen-
name to SpiderGirl. Just to let you know. xD
