pretty short chapter, but im bored. T-T
Chapter Four
Mixed Feelings
Sakura smiled at the warm weather. She clapsed her hands behind her back, and smiled at everyone she met.
She saw Naruto looking at his shoes, and mumbling to himself. "Hi Naruto." Sakura said happily. Naruto looked up and blinked. "Oh hi Sakura chan! You and Sasuke just signed off. I felt so alone." he said, his eyes shinining like a puppy.
Sakura smiled, and rolled her eyes. "Hey, you know Sai, and his nicknames?" Sakura asked. Naruto nodded. "Well, I added Sai to a conversation with Sasuke. HIs nick name for Sasuke... snakey.." Sakura said. Naruto laughed. "What did Sasuke say?" Naruto asked.
"He just had to leave. Im guessing, because we told Sai, he is with Orochimaru. He knows Orochimaru is the snake type, and Sasuke is...under his training.." Sakura said, her smile now turning sad.
"Dont worry Sakura chan! Im sure from all the talking online, he will come back, with out us going to his hideout!" Naruto said happily. Sakura smiled, and nodded.
"Why dont I buy you lunch?" Naruto asked. Sakura smiled and nodded. They were quietly eating their ramen together, when it hit Sakura.
Does Naruto think we are on a date? Does he think I like him... Do I?I...Sasuke kun...but..
Sakrua looked up from her ramen bowl to Naruto. He picked up his bowl, and used his chopsticks to quickly finish his bowl. He smiled happily, and placed the bowl down, when he noticed Sakura's stare.
"Something wrong Sakura chan?" Naruto asked. She shook her head, and looked down at her bowl.
"Sakura chan?" Naruto asked. She looked up. He was looking down, a blush on his cheeks.
"I was wondering...do..you..." Naruto mumbled, yet Sakura wasnt quite paying attention.
He has been asking me to lunch for the past week...is he going to ask...
"Do you want to be my girlfriend?" Naruto mumbled quickly, and started on his next bowl fairly quickly.
Sakura's eyes widened, and she looked down.
I knew it...I knew he would ask soon..Do I love him? I...Sasuke kun...
"Naruto...I..." Sakura muttered. "Yeah?" Naruto asked, his blush staying. She looked up with tears, not falling yet, but filling up her eyes. "If you had asked me that a week ago...I would of said yes...but...recently..." Sakura said, the tears now falling. She looked down, and stood up. "Im sorry Naruto." she said, and turned to run to her home.
Naruto's blush faded, and his eyes lowered to his pant's pocket. He took out his wallet. Inside, he had a wallet sized picture of team 7. "Its him isnt it? You talked to him again, and now you love him again dont you?" Naruto muttered, and gave a sad smile.
"I understand Sakrua chan. I understand the pain that you go through because of him. But what if I had asked you last week? What if I had, and you said yes? What if you said yes, and yet you still met Sasuke online...would you leave me for him? Does he even care for you, or is it that crush you had long ago?" Naruto muttered, his sad smile, fading, and his eyes narrowing at the raven haired boy's picture.
Naruto stuffed the picture into his wallet, and slammed the money onto the tabel. He walked to his home, his head lowered the whole way.
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Once she was far enough from Naruto's view, Sakura stopped running, yet the tears still flowed. "W..hy did I d..do that? S..Sasuke kun probably d..doesnt feel t..the same way..Naruto w..wont ask me a..again.." Sakura said quietly, wiping away the tears, yet new ones fell.
"Since when have I cried so much over Naruto? Did I really love him?" Sakura asked herself. She went online, and closed her eyes. She sighed, and changed her name.
Mixed Feelings
She blocked Naruto. "I cant talk to him now...I bet he wont want to talk to me.." Sakura muttered.
Master of Hebi says: Whats with the change of name?
Mixed Feelings says: Nothing..
Master of Hebi says: Liar. What is it? Feeling guilty 'bout something?
Mixed Feelings: Bingo :(
Master of Hebi says: Hurry up slow poke. What you so guilty about?
Mixed Feelings says: Fine. I will tell you. Naruto has been really sweet since he came back
Master of Hebi says: Came back? Where did he go?
Mixed Feelings says: Too long to explain. He just left with Jiraiya. Anywyas he came back, and me and him have been more casual with each other. Not like when we were 12. Hes been asking me to eat lunch with him lately, and I have accepted. Hes really sweet and all...but...
Master of Hebi says: But..?
Mixed Feelings says: ...well...he asked me for lunch again right now. He asked me to be his girlfriend...
Master of Hebi says: You said no..
Mixed Feeligns says: Yeah...
Master of Hebi says: You said no. Then why mixed feelings?
Mixed Feelings says: Well, I cried. I cried over him. But now I dont think if it was over him, or over you
Master of Hebi says: ...?
Mixed Feelings says: I said no to Naruto, because...I met you online. I have the chance to speak with you...I miss you Sauske kun..
Sasuke's eyes widened slightly. "She rejected Naruto for me? From what I have heard...Naruto has changed...yet...shes being that girl again. Rejecting Naruto for me.."
Master of Hebi says: But how do you know if I like you or not?
Mixed Feelings says: Thats why Im mixed. I said no to Naruto, but I dont know if I love him. I love you, but I dont know if I love Naruto the same as you. I dont know if you love me back. I dont know anymore..
Master of Hebi says: You care too much about love
Mixed Feelings: You dont care enough
It was silent for a couple of minutes.
Master of Hebi says: Look Sakura. Im going to tell you now, so you dont screw your relationship with the dobe
Mixed Feelings says: ...alright
Sasuke sighed. He didnt want to hurt her. Not again. He did it once, and he couldnt bear hurting his team mates. But he had to do it. He didnt want to split up Naruto and Sakura, like he did with their bonds. No matter what this Uchiha really felt, he did it to protect Sakura and Naruto's bonds.
Master of Hebi: I dont like you that way. I love you as my team mate. I love you as Kakashi or Ino, or your friends love you. Go tell Naruto you love him. I dont love you back that way. Im here for you to talk to me. But Im not there to be loved like that. We are contacting each other by email. Do you think thats love? Go to Naruto
Sakrua's eyes widened. I love you as my team mate. Go tell Naruto you love him. I dont love you that way.
Those words hit her the most. "After all these years...why didnt he just tell me? Yeah right...I wouldnt of listened...I was his fangirl..." she said quietly, and lowered her eyes.
Master of Hebi says: Im sorry Sakura
Im sorry Sakura Im sorry Sakura Im sorry Sakura Im sorry Sakura
It rang through her head, like he shot an arrow through her heart. "He doesnt love me...I knew it...but...then why does it hurt..." Sakura muttered, tears flowing.
Sasuke knew he caused her pain by those words. He lowered his bangs.
Master of Hebi says: I...have to go...bye
Master of Hebi has signed off
Sakrua closed the msn, and walked to the door. She opened it, and stepped outside. She closed her eyes, yet the tears continued. She raised her head up, and slowly opened her eyes, into the sunlight. "I dont believe you Sauske kun...your lying...I dont know how..but I know your lying.." she said quietly.
a/n: that chapter wasnt very usefull. Sakura cried the whole time, and i think it was pretty short, but I just wanted to write something right now! im sooo bored, and yea... review pease :D
(im hoping to get more reviews that "Team Seven, My Way" cuz that was my first story, and i think i sucked!)
