Disclaimer: I only wish Voyager was mine, but Paramount owns them and it is our duty to speculate what they don't see fit to reveal in the series, and are too lazy to make a movie. If only they would see it our way...

A/N: This story is pretty much explained in the title. It's rated 'T' for language, and I hope it doesn't bore you. Please read and review.

Banned From Coffee Chapter 4 - Reflection

Kathryn Janeway walked in a trance to the Holodeck, where she had booked some time to reflect what she just found out. When the doors to Holodeck 2 opened, she found Fair Haven, a place she hadn't been for months, but where she had been truly happy. Looking around, she saw Sullivans, the train station, and in the distance, old Castle O'Dell?

"Katie!"

Kathryn turned around to see who was calling her name. Then, from the doorway to his bar, she saw her old flame, Michael O'Sullivan.

"Michael, hi," she said, nervously. "How are you?"

"Katie, I'm wonderful now that you're here. What brings you from the outskirts of the universe to Fair Haven once more?"

"Michael, I had no where else to go," Kathryn looked into the eyes of the understanding hologram. "Michael, this morning I found out that... that..." Kathryn once again fell into the outstretched arms of a friend and cried in his embrace. "I'm pregnant, Michael."

Suddenly, before he could answer, the ship suddenly shook violently. A voice came over the comm system. "Red Alert! All hands to battle stations! Captain to the Bridge!"

Kathryn looked into the eyes of the man that was lovingly holding her.

"Now, Katie, you'd better go there and fight what needs to be fought. And don't be sad, Katie, a baby is a blessing," Michael stared into the eyes of the woman he still loved. "Now, run along, your ship needs you."

Kathryn broke out of his embrace and turned to leave the Holodeck. As she reached the exit, she spun around, giving Michael a thankful look, then once again turned, an exited back to her own world.

Even though the Red Alert klaxons were flashing and the alarms were ringing throughout the ship, Captain Janeway opted to take the long way to the bridge by walking the corridors. She knew here capable senior staff were able to handle the situation nad she was only a comm call away if things went ugly.

As she strode through the corridors, Kathryn observed her able crew rushing to their duty stations ready to follow any order their superior throws at them, ready to combat any situation that may arise during this red alert.

At least I know I have capable and understanding crew, she thought. And they'll support me and Chakotay with this, they all supported Tom and B'Elanna, didn't they?

"Captain Janeway, please report to the Bridge," came another call over the comm system, this time Tuvok's cool Vulcan voice calling her back to reality.

She tapped her commbadge and replied "On my way," rushing to the nearest turbolift, ordering it to the bridge. Oh well, she thought, some things never change.