Tears crash as i fall further into the abyss

My eyes close as the needles pierce my heart

My heart lies numb and gashed open

im plagued by the memories that return to revert my dreams into nightmares

i run but i get absorbed

i scream but all are deaf to my voice

what i thought to be for fools i now wish to receive

the only emotion i seem to see

one and one alone has gassed upon me in the faction

i thirst for

eye for one

heart for one

but i fear my soul might be done

the sorrow i see plagued across the fields of bliss

turn them to spires of hell

i seem to be alone fending off demons from those i care for

as they gouge and slice away at my heart

i stand with nothing

nothing to gain

nothing to lose

nothing to see

nothing to hear or feel

i see a light materializing from the air around me

A single hand reaches out becoming near to me

i grasp a hold as it pulls me in

i cant let go for i now have something

i finally have something to die for

only death will bring me the strength to let go

i cannot let go for this one thing keeps my past away from my dreams

and keeps my present looking forward to my future

without this

i have no future

no present

and the death i sense drawing near

I stand now trying to hold on

trying to keep all i have