Forbidden Love
A Kurama Fan-Fiction
Okay...this is my first fan-fiction...so just bear with me folks! I hope you like it!
His voice still echoes in the depth of my mind. His piercing green eyes are still burning into my soul. His face appears whenever I close my eyes. His aroma surrounds me. And his kiss...his delicate yet passionate kiss still lingers on my lips. Sometimes I cry myself to sleep...wondering what we could have been...But then I have nightmares of what would have happened...if I hadn't left. I tell myself every day, that he wasn't real. That it was all just a dream...a glorious dream that went horribly wrong and it's a good thing I woke up from it before it got any worse. But I know it was not a dream or a nightmare...it all happened...yet it never occurred. Does that make sense? Probably not...But to me it does. For you to understand it, you would have to hear the whole story...from glorious beginning...to tragic end.
We met almost a year ago, in early winter. There was a light snow falling from the sky and it glistened like little angels falling from heaven. I was taking my usual walk around the park. I wore my old brown leather coat, dark red gloves, matching hat, black pants and tennis shoes. I enjoyed my walks around the park. It was always so quiet and I was able to reflect on the past, present, and future. I no longer go on my walks...because it is now too painful to reflect...
Anyways, I was walking, reflecting on who-knows-what. I then heard a voice. I looked up, and searched for the voice because I was usually the only person crazy enough to walk in the freezing cold. As I looked ahead of me, there he was. He was walking towards me, but he hadn't noticed me yet; he was too busy singing. And what glorious singing it was! I loved his voice from the very beginning. It was so soothing and calm...sigh.
He had long red hair which, at the time, was in a low ponytail. He wore a red jacket, dark pants and black shoes. He had his soft hands tucked deep into his jacket pockets. (At the time I did not know if his hands were soft or not, but I had a hunch they were. He was far too pretty to have ugly and rough hands!) He walked at a relatively slow pace and was apparently enjoying the scenery. He had such a soft featured face that at first glance I thought he was a female! But only for a split second.
I didn't know what he was singing and I didn't care. I was too busy staring at his deep and piercing green eyes...which wasn't a smart idea because if I don't watch where I'm going, I can't walk in a straight line. So as I'm entranced by this man's gorgeousness, my legs decided to wake me up by running me into a light pole. Yeah...ouch.
The only good thing that came out of my moment of clumsiness was that he noticed me. But I guess anyone would notice if they hear a loud BING! Then turn and see me holding my head and making noises like a sick cow. First impressions are everything.
He quickly came over to me. "Miss? Are you alright?" He asked in his beautiful, smooth voice as he helped me stand up straight.
Am I alright? What do you think? I just ran into a METAL POLE! But I shall forgive you for your ignorance because you are the most gorgeous creature I have ever seen. Now whisk me off my feet and let us ride off into the sunset my love! "Me? Oh yeah...I'm fine." I rubbed my forehead. It felt like I had a horn growing out of it. He looked at me for a minute then smiled. Oh my gosh...his smile was what brought up the sun! Not that I didn't expect it to do so.
"My name is Suichi. What is yours?" Suichi huh?...nice name. Not going to name MY kid that though. Half of that is because it would be weird for my son to have his father's name. How confusing would THAT be! Oh, you wish to know MY name? Oh well...I would tell you my love, but my tongue has swollen to the size of a balloon. I put on cheesy smile and attempted to say my name. "M-my name is Reb-rebec-ccaaaa..." Could it GET any worse!
And was in that moment that a snowflake decided to land IN MY EYE! "AHGAK!" So whilst I had a spazzum over the snowflake in my eye, Suichi attempted to help by WATCHING ME SPAZZ! World...please end now.
He watched me for a second, and then laughed. Oh...what a GLORIOUS laugh...it's so smooth and soft...yet sexy! It would be SO much better if he wasn't laughing at me...CURSES! Well by that time, my spazzing had worked and the snowflake was now out of my eye but I was bright red from embarrassment and didn't really care. He smiled at me again. "Miss Rebecca, I must say that I have never met anyone quite like you before." What? You've never met a SPAZZTIC, RAVING LUNATIC that is MADLY in love with you before! Where have you BEEN! I once again forced a cheesy smile and said, "oh...really...heh heh..." Take me now Lord! Just take me now!
He looked around, and then looked back at me. "...well, since we are here...would you care to join me on my walk Miss Rebecca?" I nearly died with joy. Join you on a walk! I'd MARRY you if you asked! Oh, be still my heart! We will soon be wrapped in his sweet embrace...my darling Suichi! "S-sure! I'd love to!" He chuckled lightly and started walking again, with me following him like a lost, lovesick puppy.
