alright before i begin please know that i dont have a rough draft or even an outline put together for this one like i normally do. When i sat down i planned on writing only a oneshot, but ive now decided other wise. So i am as clueless as the rest of you where this story is headed. I have an idea of what i want to have happen but, hey we'll see. I rated it M because again im not sure where this story will go, so just to be safe. couplings are StarfireXRaven RobinXStarfire RavenXBeastBoy.
Also i really can't write Cyborgs character well so in this fan fic we will use our minds and pretend he is helping out at Titans East. ok with out any more delay:
I know it's not right but I love you
Chapter 1: 'His, not yours!'
Laugher reached her half demon ears. Sweet soft laugher that made her smile to herself, but it was a sad smile. A pleading, needy smile. Looking up from the pages of her book Raven caught sight of the rich red hair she often dreamed of.
Again the alien teenager laughed in her girlish way, and Raven could not help but notice the way the Boy Wonder whispered in her ear. The smile faded away again when she saw this. The two had been dating for seven months now, and it was near imposable to see the two, not together. It hurt Raven deeply to see how close her Starfire had grown to Robin.
'Don't you mean Boy Blunder?' She found herself thinking. 'Besides she was never yours to begin with…Is it possible she's not even interested in girls? Is it possible she'd think it sick if you ever told her?'
Raven sighed and went back to her book just as Robin leaned in for a lip lock. She stared down at the pages but nothing ever computed. Raven had never told any of the Titans her feelings for girls. She thought they would think it sick, think it wrong. She had started feeling for her alien girl 'Robins, not yours' years ago, but had only just accepted it as loving feeling when Robin finally asked Starfire out. The jealousy is what really got Raven realizing that she was indeed in love with Starfire.
When again the angelic laughter reached her ears Raven decided it was best she left the room 'Yes and leave them alone to do the nasties' Raven found herself think as the sliding door to the living room closed behind her. She frowned remembering-very unwillingly-the night she left her room for some herbal tea only to enter the living room and find Robin straddling her Starfire.
"Robins! Not yours!" Raven shouted out. She covered her mouth with her pale hand in surprise from the jealousy leaking from her our lips. Slowly she lowered her hand again and proceeded down the hall to her own room where she replaced the book on its shelf and collapsed on her bed. She rolled over and sighed as her violet eyes reflected the time on her alarm clock. 8:30 pm. It was still early but Raven rolled over and without bothering to change or even remove her cloak she closed her eyes and curled up into a small ball. With in minutes she was sound asleep.
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"Azarath Metrion Zenthois…Azarath Metr-" Raven broke off to the sound of a knock on her door. She knew who it was right away. "Yes Garfield?" She called "you can come in."
The door slid open and the green boy entered the room to see Raven levitating and cross legged just over her bed. He smiled his fanged little grin before coming in. He was still very unsure about being aloud in her room. She never let anyone in, until about seven months ago. But it was still only BB she aloud in. He assumed it had something to do with Starfire and Robin dating as it was around that same time that this started, but he was still confused as to what about Starfire and Robin it was.
Shrugging he crossed the room and sat down at the foot of her bed and watched as she floated there her eyes closed once more. "Hey Rae, you know I hate to be called Garfield." He told her looking around her room as he always did. No matter how many times he'd been in her room he never bored from exploring. There was always so many strange and bazaar things. True most were very dark and sinister, but they were also….well, cool!
"Yes," Raven replied "And I truly despise being called 'Rae'" She smirked and looked at him through one eye before closing it again. The smile faded though and she continued "So, can I help you or did you just come in her to stare at me as usual?" She asked her voice returning to monotone.
It was true; Beast Boy had picked up a habit of just gazing at her. It was visible to everyone in the tower that Beast Boy had a rather large crush on the Azarathian half demon. Even she knew, but BB seemed blind to how noticeable his attraction to her had become. He asked her out on a date almost twice a month but seemed to be convinced that next time would be a 'yes'.
"Huh?" Beast Boy asked "Oh, um….yes. I mean no! I just came up to see if you wanted to I don't know…go get some dinner tonight." He looked at his feet his green cheeks looking pale. No matter how many times he asked her he was still jumpy and clumsy about it every time.
Raven opened her eyes and looked down at the changeling. She sighed and relaxed her meditation pose. "Gar…Beast Boy" She replied "Why is it you want to go out with me so much? I'm nothing special. I don't have bright beautiful skin, and long hair like the models. I am dark and cold. I'm not kind and sweet like Starfire." She saw the beautiful alien dancing playfully in her minds eye.
Beast Boy looked back up at her "I think you are beautiful. I like your hair, and if you hadn't noticed I don't have bright sexy skin either." He laughed slightly as he felt his face knowing the skin was still green as ever. "And I don't think your dark and cold….ok, maybe a little but it's who you are. I just don't think you'd be you if you were perky like Star." He grinned up at her nervously. "….so…?"
Raven sighed and came down landing softly on her bed. Beast Boy was just slightly taller now. He had had a growth spurt or two last month. "Beast Boy, I'll think about it ok?"
This seemed to be good enough for Beast Boy because he jumped up off the bed immediately as if bitten on the butt by some unseen creature. He smiled broadly "Alright! Awesome! I'll see ya later Rae!" And with that he left the room a bounce in his step.
Raven sighed before also leaving the room. She wasn't sure she would say yes. She knew if she said yes to this date there'd be more to fallow. And those ones would be harder to get out of. She liked BB. He was a great friend, but she didn't like him that way. But once she entered the living room and saw Robin all over Starfire she made up her mind that she'd give Beast Boy the chance. She never knew. She might actually like it.
