Hello again! I've been feeling very proud of myself lately, for the past two days I've been able to get two chapters out in one day. I've been feeling immensely happy about this, and yesterday I wrote two chapters (one for each fanfiction) and then I started this one I'm sorry this one is a little late though, I had some bad writes block and was a little unsure of where to go with it at this point. And I guess yesterday and Sunday was my break day to gather my thoughts. But it's out know so please forgive me for getting it out a little late. Thank you for reviewing again, I love you all for reviewing!

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Justsukiy: I'm glad that you thought my marling choice interesting, it seemed most appropriate in the situation. And don't we all dream about Endymion at least once in our lives.

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Note: My boyfriend thinks that I'm being a little obsessive about my whole typing and getting two chapters out in the same day thingy. Do you guys think I'm being a little obsessive about getting two chapters out on the same day?

Chapter 13: Fears

Serenity woke up felling better than she had in her entire life. Sure her body was sore in a few places, but she was deliciously sore. Her head was resting against Endymion's chest their legs intimately entwined. She brushed his bangs away from his face, she saw by the light coming outside that they must've slept late into the day. We didn't do much sleeping last night, Serenity thought with a smile. She wiggled out of Endymion's arms and gently poked him in the shoulder.

"Wake up future husband," she cooed lovingly. He didn't respond except he turned onto his back bringing her with him. Serenity sighed then gave him a few more pokes in the forehead.

"Wake-up Endy, half the day is gone already and I'm hungry," she said. When he still didn't respond she hit him in the shoulder in frustration. Only when a knowing smile curved on his lips did she know that he was playing with her.

"Endy!" she shrieked in outrage, hitting his shoulder again. She tried to sit up, but his arms around her waist kept her in place.

"Where do you think you're going?" he asked amused.

"I'm getting away from a pig-headed male who thinks it funny to pretend he's sleeping," she said indignantly. Endymion laughed but only hugged her closer to him for a few moments.

"Well?" Serenity asked after awhile.

"Well, what?" he asked his eyes closed again.

"Are you going to let me up so we can go eat?"

"No, I think I like you right where you are, I'm not finished with you yet."

"You're definitely finished with me, I don't even know if I can walk anymore."

"I guess you'll just have to cope then Serenity,"

Serenity was about to come up with another retort but Endymion leaned up and kissed her. She glared down at him and said, "If you think I'm going to be distracted by a few willy-nilly kisses then your wrong,"

Endymion simply leaned up again and deepened the kiss making her head spin and desires flare to life. He pulled back again a smug male smile on his face.

"That's not fair," she replied.

"Alls fair in love, love." he said leaning up to kiss her again. As he pulled Serenity beneath him again Serenity was once again a non-thinking person and could only concentrate on the sensations they were creating.

When they finally left their room it was already time for dinner.

When they actually showed up for dinner they were met by the surprised faces of the girls and the generals.

"They actually appear," Malachite said with some amusement, in this case Serenity would've blushed, but she found that she wasn't embarrassed at all.

"As if you've never done the same thing with Mina," Serenity accused.

"She has a point dear," Mina said.

"And what made you release her from your clutches Endymion?" Jadeite asked.

"She kept bothering me about food," Endymion said, that got him another punch in the shoulder.

"How can you expect me to go through so much exercise without eating at least once in the day." Serenity said immediately digging into her dinner.

"She certainly doesn't eat like a Princess all the time." Raye observed, Serenity chose not to respond to that remark.

"Any news on Diamond?" Endymion asked.

"He's still searching for Serenity, but her father King Solus also has people out looking for her as well, and I doubt they'll give up anytime soon," Nephrite said.

"We'll have trouble avoiding them when we sail again," Zoicite observed.

"Yes, we will. I think we need to go and have a talk with King Solus," Endymion mused. Serenity almost chocked on her food and looked up at her fiancé in shock.

"You can't go talk to my father, especially without me there," Serenity said immediately.

"Yes, I can Serenity. You need to stay here where it's safe, Diamond has no idea of our whereabouts, but once we set sail he can find us very quickly, I don't want you on the ship if he finds us." Endymion said sternly.

"No. If you're going back to my homeland, then I'm coming with you. You can convince my father a lot easier if I'm there." Serenity insisted, she wouldn't let him go alone.

"That's true Serenity, but if you're there your farther might be more inclined to just steal you back from me. I would fight to keep you, but I don't want unnecessary bloodshed."

"If you tell him that you're the pirate who kidnapped me is going to bring bloodshed anyway!" Serenity insisted, her voice rising to a small shriek in frustration.
"It's a lovers quarrel, I've never actually seen one before," Lita whispered to Mina.

"Same here, though I'd think they would be fighting over something else, this argument seems entirely political," Amy observed amused.

"I'm willing to take that chance Serenity, I will not place you in harms way, and risk you getting taken by Diamond again," Endymion said totally ignoring the girl's little side conversation.

"No," Serenity said.

"And what are you going to about it Serenity, if I decide to just tie you up and chain you to our chamber," Endymion threatened.

"You wouldn't dare!"

"Try me," he said towering over her with his superior height.

"If you tie me up Endymion I'll never let you in my bed again, even after we're married," Serenity threatened.

"As if you could resist Serenity, all I need to do is take my shirt off."

Jadeite began to laugh, but Raye tapped him to keep him quite, of course neither Serenity or Endymion noticed this.

"You arrogant pig-headed male! You are not that irresistible, and wipe that smug look off your face."

"I have no idea what look you're talking about."

"Don't play dumb with me, you know exactly what look I'm talking about. I know what you're trying to do and it's not going to work," Serenity said pointing an accusing finger at Endymion.

"What am I trying to do Serenity?"

"You're trying to get my mind off the real subject, and I haven't forgotten. The next time you set sail I'm going to be aboard your stupid ship with you weather you like it or not!"

"Maybe we should tag along too girls, it might make things more interesting," Raye mused.

This immediately set up protests form the generals.

"Absolutely not!" Jadeite said.

"She's right it might be fun," Mina said.

"No, Mina you're staying here and that's final," Malachite said.

"I haven't been on a ship since our last honey moon," Lita said

"No," was all the Nephrite said.

"No, Amy" Zoicite said before she could say anything.

"I can't believe this!" Serenity yelled when Endymion firmly refused again.

"Believe it Serenity, you're not getting back on my ship until the threat to you has been removed."

The generals and the girls were no longer even paying attention to their argument, but having small ones of their own with their husbands. The girls were more than a little annoyed with them.

"I don't have to take this Endymion, you cannot, will not tell me what to do. You know what I don't have to hear this either." Serenity said standing up from the table preparing to storm off. Endymion stood up with her though and his expression was entirely serious.

"Oh no, Serenity. You're going to hear this weather you like it or not." Endymion said before ramming his shoulder into her stomach getting a startled squeak from her, and before she knew it she was flipped over his shoulder like a snack of potatoes and he was walking off with her.

"Endymion put me down right now!" she yelled. She began squirming and kicking and punching trying to get herself down. Endymion however had a grip of iron and was not letting her go anytime soon. When her kicking and screaming persisted, Endymion's hand that had been splayed across her bottom slipped intimately between her thighs and pressed against her most sensitive spot.

All of the breath left Serenity in a rush, and she relaxed but tensed in his arms. His hand kept up a insistent and relentless pressure; unyielding, but giving her no headway either. That kept her silent until Endymion had walked back into their chamber.

He tossed her back onto their bed her breath leaving her in a rush again. She glared up at him now with frustrated sexual tension, but Endymion just glared right back.

"You can't ask me to let you on the ship Serenity," he said with so much emotion in his voice that it made Serenity pause.

"Why Endymion? I will not be left behind," she said staring up at him.

"You cannot ask me to watch Diamond take you again. You and I have no idea what he might do to you," he said grasping her shoulders.

"We have no idea what he would do to you either Endymion, you both have years of hate on each other, he won't kill me, but he will kill you. We're not even sure he'll find your ship before you enter my country's docks." Serenity insisted.

"I'll take my chances Serenity, I will not let him catch you on my ship if he dose catch you. You cannot ask me to place you in harms way."

"Would you ask me to do the same?" she asked tears welling up in her eyes. "He will kill you Endymion! And where will that leave me, here, alone. I am no longer able to live without you, if you die I will follow you Endymion. If I am with you I can at least make sure that he won't kill you. He wants he alive, but he would rather have you dead."

By the end of her rant Serenity was clinging to him tears spilling down her cheeks. Her shoulders trembled with her sobs as she cried into his shirt. If she lost him now she didn't know what she would do. How could she finally have him, but there was the possibility that someone might take him from her. She'd had a taste of happiness and she couldn't do without it now.

"Serenity,' he said hugging her to him. He rocked her gently back and forth bring her comfort like he always did. "Then, I'm afraid I must ask you Serenity. I'm able to defend myself in battle Diamond will not defeat me so easily, and he will not find my ship so easily either. You have to have faith in me Serenity that I'll come back."

"I have faith in you Endymion, but I can still worry. You want to leave me here wondering what's become of you."

"The girl's do the same thing every time when the generals set sail with me. But the generals have come back every time, because they have their wives to live for. Now I have you to live for Serenity, you and I have been engaged by the Goddess and I made a promise to you. I promised that I would have a home to give you where we can raise our children. I have ,y kingdom to save and I would not leave you tied to a dead man." he said hugging her to him tightly. "So please Serenity, stay here where it is safe. I know you haven't considered it Serenity, but we didn't use anything you might even be pregnant now. If your are you cannot jeopardize our baby, and I wouldn't let you have our baby out of wedlock."

That gave Serenity pause, she hadn't considered that she might be pregnant. She pressed a hand to her stomach as if she could feel the baby, and she knew Endymion was right. She wouldn't jeopardize their child, not for anything in the world. Though she was still uncertain to as if she was actually pregnant she had to give into him now.

"Alright Endymion," she whispered, "I'll stay behind."

"Thank you Serenity, you have no idea what that mean to me." he said finding her lips with his. It gave Serenity hope that what he said was true, and that he would come back to her unscathed.

Endymion wasn't planning to leave for a couple more days, so in those days Serenity spent all of her time with him, and Endymion was only too happy to be in his constant company. Serenity did go to Amy to have her check if she was pregnant, but Amy was unable to give her any answers because it was too soon to tell.

One night Serenity was lying in his arms when a strange dream over took her. And it was not a good one.

She saw Endymion and his crew sailing on a usual day, but near the afternoon another ship pulled up along side them. The ship had dark sails and a foreboding presence. When it finally was parallel to Endymion's ship and great battle ensued, and many were killed. Serenity saw a familiar flash of silver hair and she saw Endymion fighting with Diamond.

But Endymion was ill prepared to fight him, Diamond had waited until Endymion was tried form fighting other adversaries and already had several injuries. Serenity didn't know how long the battle went on. However instead of playing fair Diamond pulled out a pistol and before Endymion could react Diamond shot him, and Endymion went down.

Serenity scream in sorrow and anguish as she saw the blood seeping form the wound. She tried to help him. But this was in a dream, and she could only hear Diamond laughing, and blood, there was blood everywhere.

She heard someone calling her name and she realized that she had been screaming aloud as well. Endymion was above her string down at her with worried eyes.

"What's wrong Serenity?" he asked checking her over for any injuries.

"It-it was just ad ream Endy. Just a bad dream." she stuttered the aftermaths of the dream still lingering with her. Endymion looked relieved but hugged her close, but Serenity's mind was still churning. And while Endymion's presence gave her comfort she couldn't shake the feeling that what she'd dreamed would come true. She knew now that she couldn't keep her promise to Endymion, she couldn't let him sail alone now that she new his life was in jeopardy. She would have to sneak aboard the ship, she would rather have him alive and hating her, than dead and not feeling anything at all. Oh, Endy please forgive me!