Hermione ran after him with that outburst.
"Fifteen minutes tops for what Harry?"
"Until we have to fight. I know I was just teaching you everything that I know but you're the smartest person that I know. You retain information pretty well and I'm confident that we can do this." Harry said still running.
"I'm going to go into the Great Hall and brief everyone on what's going on and what I think needs to happen. You go and get your potions supply and whatever else you need to do but hurry up."
"Everyone may I have your attention please. We have an emergency situation here I need for all kids under the 14 to go back to either your dormitories or go to the lower rooms. All of the rest of you stay here for the rest of the time remaining for battle."
"There were murmurs what are we waiting on..."
"Hermione..."
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Okay. I need to run, but not too fast that I have no strength to run back. Ah ha here we are all the potions. How many are here again? A few thousand? I need something big to carry them all.
Hermione grabbed the cauldron and magicked all the vials into it and flew it to the Great Hall running behind with it to keep up. She stood next to Harry rambling.
"These aren't drinkable just throw them and they activate. Explosives, distractions, decapitating, all you need to know is that these things are effective and dangerous make sure to use them for the dark and not, I stress not the light side."
"Are these illegal potions?" someone asked from the crowd.
"We're going to war positions in about 9 minutes so I don't give a damn what the ministry does." Harry responded slightly irritated.
"The greens take down giants and trolls ba careful to use as needed and please don't aim it at Hagrid."
At that moment the windows blew in and curses were thrown some people collapsed from both the light and the dark side and either way they could...
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Days later Hermione was looking out the window of the hospital wing silently crying to herself she'd already cried enough for those lost. There were so many and all she could do was flashback and remember all the things that happened to them all. So many people she knew and so many that she decided that she refused to make friends with she felt sorry for and cried for. The one that hit closest to her was the loss of the youngest Weasley struck by a stray curse in the middle of the fields that skirted around Hogwarts. It was a field now but a field of dead bodies all of them were strewn across a good amount of them were from the dead bodies of giants.
Yes, preparation time was key and of course there is always that person that doesn't listen to instructions...Hagrid, yes, he was gone too. McGonagall she was still there she was helping with everything the parents who were mourning their losses, getting reinforcements for healers. Hermione herself ached with all the hidden scrapes, scratches, bruises, and the medications she was taking to heal whatever was wrong with her. Everytime she saw a nurse she blanked out and just stared into the shadows hoping that they would just go away instead of reminding her of how lucky she was, that other people had it worse off than her. Some lost limbs while others had to go through the pain of regrowing them or reattaching them.
She knew how lucky she was that she lived through this she finally understood why war was so terrible. Sure you hear about it everyday, and they had been going through it everyday but the worst parts are the last moments for some its the best knowing that there is an end, that there will be peace. The worst part is finding out the cost of that peace and the worst price was lives. Some of the missing people on the numerous lists were found and that was the only thing that brought a smile to her face, that and knowing that Harry and Hayden were safe.
She looked down out of the window and saw Ron down there with everyone else looking to see if there was some chance of rescuing anyone else. More than anything she didn't want to be looking down at them she wanted to see Harry, to be with him once again. She hated the hospital wing though her parents had taught her to love everything in life. It was the hospital being so sterile to the point where it wasn't human to be this clean. She wanted so bad to see Harry however pale however broken she just wanted to see him.
This is what Harry meant. He knew that things would be like this for ever. It doesn't feel the same. It's like the world has shifted somewhere and it feels different than I know it to be.
Hermione wiped her eyes and got up and went to see Dobby. He had seen what a mess Hermione was after she was awakened and insisted that he care for Hayden.
"Is Missus Potter feeling good enough to take baby Potter?"
"Yes, I think it's time I take care of my responsibilities. You know what she looks just like Harry, she has his eyes and her hair is black..."
"Are you okay Missus?" Dobby said conjuring her a rag which she blew her nose into.
"Thank you so much."
"Your welcome."
Hermione picked up Hayden and the bag she had left with Dobby.
"Hi, Hayden I'm sorry I've been gone. Mummy had something important to do but I think we need to wish daddy were here."
Hermione stepped out of the kitchens.
"I see your getting bigger probably all that good food in there huh, huh." Hermione said tickling her lightly.
"Where is my body?" Scrimgeour demanded.
"What body are you talking about there's a whole field out there of body's as disturbing as it sounds."
"Ms. Granger that is Ministry property that you destroyed. We were going to..."
"You were going to what?" Hermione said in an even tone shifting the added weight of everything she was carrying. "That's no one's property and it should be destroyed. There is nothing more that should be said about Voldemort it will always be a part of our past and I'll accept it, we should all accept that but it's too dangerous someone could bring it to life and the last thing we needed was an inferi. Besides we don't need some reminder of everything bad that happened last week displayed to replay over and over in our heads."
"It's ministry property."
"You can't go half cocked and do whatever you want to!"
Hermione slapped him and a crack resounded through the hallways.
"How dare you. No one, and I mean no one tells who I am, who I should be, and how to act. I do whatever I damn well please. You may be minister of magic but you won't always be. I don't care how much power you have you don't go and tell someone what they should do. Do you even feel? Something terrible has happened most of our population is dwindling it used to be about 5,000 here in Britain. It's slightly lower but who cares it happened, and instead of showing support, instead of helping those that are in need the most, instead of giving and doing what needs to be done here you are arguing with me. I'm doing something with my life stop trying to ruin it."
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"Madam Pomfrey can we go in to see Harry?" Hermione said in her office.
"Of course why haven't you gone in yet I'm sure that he would like to see you and Hayden."
"Oh that new Healer Turbine won't let me past something about him needing to be cared for properly."
"I'll take care of this just give them a moment."
She returned a short while later anger shown on her face.
"Hermione I deeply apologize she says that she didn't know that you were the family."
"It's alright as long as he's doing alright and... How is he doing?"
"Well when he collapsed outside he was cut very deeply. I won't go into the details because some of them even frighten me but he's incredibly strong but very sore and he's been sleeping for about a week so he shouldn't be very tired just disoriented. She says that he's been stirring."
"Don't you usually take care of Harry?"
"I do but the thing is that I can't surpass the ministry's orders."
"Madam Pomfrey the ministry's a mess right now you don't have to listen to them. I mean I just slapped the minister and he's got to be out of his mind if he's going to do something as retaliation."
"I think you should go visit him now. He might even be awake."
"That'll be something, the miracle we need around here."
Hermione walked over to the room where he was away from everyone else away from all the questions. Hayden was squirming and reaching out her hands to let her go on top of Harry to crawl there.
"Okay, okay, I'll let you roam free."
She pulled up a chair as she watched as she stuck her hands over his nose. Hermione stopped her and pulled her off digging in the bag for a bottle.
"Hey you're alright!"
Hermione jumped at the sound of his voice.
"Shouldn't I be asking you that question?"
"Well ask me!"
"Are you alright?"
"I really don't know."
Harry moved aside on the hospital bed so that she had space.
"You want me to...?"
"Sure, if you're up to it."
Harry grabbed the bottle and helped feed her.
"So do you feel any different?"
"I think the only thing is that I feel weakerand that I know what it's like to kill someone. That's the only thing that I think comes with it for me. I know your probably feeling a lot more because you've actually been up and out of here."
They just sat there looking at each other once in a while before Hayden fell asleep and they put her in the carrier with a blanket.
"So?" Hermione asked.
"What's been going on?"
"I think that you'll find out soon enough. You should just relax."
"And how exactly would I go about that?" Harry asked with a mischievous grin.
"I don't know. You choose I don't know exactly what's going on in your head right now."
"It's my choice huh?" Harry asked leaning over and kissing her as she responded back with the same movements.
"So are you staying tonight?"
"Absolutely."
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"Hermione wake up!"
"What happened?"
"Well I figure since everyone else is leaving we might as well get ready to go as well. The healer gave me a clean bill of health and I talked to McGonagall. I told her that if she needed anything that she could call us. I packed all of our stuff and we're ready to go. I took care of Hayden all night too so she didn't starve and brought you breakfast."
"And what time did you get up again?" Hermione asked not knowing how he accomplished all this work.
"It's a miracle isn't it. I won't reveal my secrets."
"I'll just go shower and change and we can go. Harry there are some things that you should know and should be prepared for it. A lot of people died most of the we don't know but two of them that we do are Hagrid, and Ginny. I'm so sorry I just didn't know how to tell you."
"Wow." Harry said distractedly all excitement draining from his face. "No wonder when I saw Ron he looked so sad."
"It seems like the theme of today. Everyone is sad and I think that we should just get away from it all."
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"So we're really leaving this place?" Hermione said disbelievingly as they looked at it from the outside.
" I know but maybe one day we'll come back for a visit or something. Or when Hayden has to go here."
"Right I forgot about that. Now do you promise that you're going to get an apparating license."
"I promise I was planning on going there tomorrow to see what's going on with the auror department."
"I was planning on seeing about the Unspeakables to see if they have a position open. Be careful that you don't over exert yourself you just got out of the hospital wing."
"Hermione what time are you trying to go talk to this person."
"Whenever it doesn't matter."
"Okay, so we get ourselves settled and then we both head over to wherever we need to go. Since I have a apparation test you can..."
"Harry maybe it's not time for me to start working just yet. I'll stay here and take care of her at least until she's older. It's not right."
"So you're okay with me going. It's not the same thing I know that you hate doing nothing all day especially in one place."
"I'm going to see if they can owl me the applications and come in whenever they need me too just not as much as normal. Really Harry you have training and I have training and yours is just more physical. Being a Unspeakable has some physical just not a lot."
"How is your job physical?"
"Aurors of course go after the bad people and stop them from doing treacherous things. Unspeakables are supposed to do just that, remain mum about certain facts, infact even though working for the ministry some people consider it to have a dark side."
"Same goes for Aurors we kill people if we deem it necessary. It's not the nicest way to put it but there is no nice way to put the truth."
" Anyway it's physical because we sometimes go on missions to get the prophecies."
"...and how did you find out all this information?" Harry asked.
"Oh, you get it with a pamphlet when you decide on your life choices. In getting the pamphlet I kind of signed a paper saying that I was definite in my decision to become a Unspeakable and the only other thing I could ever do is to transfer more over into Auror Department."
"Isn't that a bit high staked?"
"Can we just go home so you can get to your meeting?"
"Sure." Harry said taking hold of her hand so that he could apparate them.
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"Potter, Harry."
"Here."
"Congratulations, you've passed your apparition test. Here is your license."
"Thanks, which way to go to the Auror Department."
The man pointed to the right.
"Thanks."
He walked in the door that he mentioned.
"Hello, I'm here to apply for a job."
"Are you really? Who are you?"
"Harry Potter, sir."
"Really, are you now." The man said think after every few words. "Will you please fill out these forms?"
He passed Harry quill and a large scroll of parchment. The next few minutes was filled with the scratch of a quill against the parchment.
"Here you go, sir."
"Call me Mr.Douglas. I tell you right now that I don't care who you are. I will test you right now as you are and will then gauge what missions to put you on seeing as we are short-handed."
"Thanks, I appreciate this very much."
Harry did everything that he was told and then after waiting for an hour was told to come back the next day. Apparently the Daily Prophet was back in business after their months on hiatus. They were coming back just as strong as ever managing to print articles of Harry as often. He figured that once this was all over all the stares would disappear, but no there was something else to it. Not only was he stared at more than ever in life reporters asked him numerous questions. He would always be thankful that his house was invisible so no one could locate it. Another good thing was that not every newspaper and magazine was looking for him, that was the advantage of having Luna Lovegood for a somewhat friend. Hermione had gotten approved for all the training she needed to undergo and Harry still had training but it was in mission simulation. Hermione had learned by books and paperwork that she needed to learn to fill out and how to keep it confidential. Harry was constantly frustrated with it as she was locking most of the drawers and cabinets and whenever he wanted to get something out of one of them he had to call her down to undo it as she refused to teach him and that took about 10 minutes.
"Harry how..."
"What did you need?"
"What are you doing?"
"Playing with Hayden since I don't see her so much anymore. All this training isn't long but it's so draining and I sleep most of the time."
"I know when you fall flat on your face. I remember that you have days off and you spend those days sleeping, when you wake up you look like you came out of the woods."
"Hermione is it that bad?"
"It's not bad Harry I just wish that you spent more time with her."
"Are you feeling as if it's wrong that I'm not here so much."
"No, it'll settle down a little bit in a while and besides I see too much of you."
"I feel offended."
"Would it help if I said how cute you two were together?" Hermione said pouting.
"Maybe a little." Harry said laughing. "You know what would really help?"
"What?"
"If you would stop cooking!"
"You don't like my cooking! What's wrong with my cooking?"
"Nothing at all it's just. Do you want me to do it?"
"No, you already have enough."
"Don't say that we both do a lot and anything that'll make it easier on you."
"Okay you can cook."
"Thank you," Harry said kissing her lightly before getting up.
"You know what I don't like about owls?" Harry said finally regaining his train of thought.
"No matter what they are able to find you. I mean muggle post you can just say that you didn't get it or just move unexpectedly."
"So what came in the post that has you so upset?"
"Some kind of award thingy that I have to go to."
"Thingy? So am are we going to?"
"Of course, if I even go."
"Why don't you want to go?"
"I don't like being in the public eye!"
"Use this as the chance to stick it to them."
"And say what? You know what thank you for whatever the hell you're giving me but I really don't want it. I'm only up here because I was forced unwillingly by my wife Hermione. I am no hero so get over it already."
"You could be a little bit more pissed, more emotion, you can work on it a bit, but you have the basic concepts of it down."
"Hmm. When are you going to take all of those locking charms off."
"Today actually I'm going into the office. I might as well go with you because this is my first official day. I was talking to my boss Ms. Katty, Harry stop laughing, and she said that she doesn't mind me bringing a baby into the office. I don't want to stay here any longer and I think it will be interesting to juggle all these things."
"Here drink this you're going to need it."
"What is this?"
"Coffee."
"Since when have you drank coffee."
"Since the day I realized how long the hours are at the ministry."
"It's a lot easier to drink tea it's better for you too and your teeth."
"My teeth are the same color they have been and always will be. It's better than drinking that 10 cups of tea to equal what one cup of coffee does."
"I'm not arguing with you at all. I'm just going to get dressed. What do we wear at the office?"
"Well it's pretty relaxed there so you don't need to wear anything special. I've been going in muggle clothes."
"Harry!"
"Hey, as long as the boss doesn't say anything to us I'm fine."
"So what are you waiting for go get dressed. Can't be late can you."
Hermione returned a few minutes later in a netted shirt, jeans and sneakers carrying two bags one containing everything that she needed for her work and the other a diaper bag. Harry tossed her a bagel heading out the door and apparating into the ministry.
"Now which one of these is the room I was told to go to?" Hermione asked looking down at the first floors room numbers.
"I don't know what room do you have?"
"317."
"Oh that's my room I wondered why there were all this vacant space in the room. Just follow me I'll show you were it is."
Walking into the room that he called his office which was really one big room divided into cubicles and at the end of the door. Next to it was another office which was probably just added and on the frosted door window it said Ms. Sharon Katty, Head of Unspeakables.
"Well this is it.good luck." Harry said kissing her good luck.
"Hello, Potter I presume. Welcome into the world of being an Unspeakable. The reason for this change is our old offices are now both the Unspeakable and Auror training area. I understand that you are very bright and will be able to pick up the work that we do here fairly easy. There used to be a rule about wearing robes, though it is usually the wizarding attire we don't right now though it may change. I understand that you are bringing a baby onto the facility grounds. I allow you to do that because I know that it's hard your first time out but I expect for your work to be amazing since I'm allowing this to happen."
"Thank you now where am I supposed to be."
"Just pick out a desk from anywhere. We are sharing this so it's not split up by anywhere but you'll notice that Auror and Unspeakable list is posted on the wall blue is us, green is them add your name to the list. This is a schedule of events to be run over for anything that is top secret we will go down to the Department of Mysteries."
With that Hermione went back to where she left Harry. When she got there she saw him talking to one of what she assumed was his friend.
"Hey Hermione, this is my friend Paul."
"Oh hi Paul, Harry do you know of any vacancies in nearby cubicles?"
"Yes, I think there was one right next to this one. It's a corner so..."
"It's perfect."
"Hey, Hermione I know this is kind of sudden but would you like to go out some time..."
"I'm sorry but I don't date."
"I can keep trying..."
"I suggest that you don't I'm taken."
"Is it serious?"
"I should hope so! Is it serious Harry?"
"Serious blow to my ego." Paul said feigning hurt. " I would watch out for all those other guys in here though."
"What do you mean?"
"You know people check you out they notice things."
"What things do they notice?"
"I would point them out to you." Harry said then whispering. "but this isn't the time or the place. There is work to be done but maybe later."
"I accept your offer."
"You two had better start working, before the bosses come out."
"Right."
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"Hermione are you almost done, we're leaving for the day."
"Almost, I see what you meant by long ministry hours. It feels like forever."
"Did you eat lunch?"
"No, not really I was called down to the Department of Mysteries. We had an accident that caused us to lock it off some of the orbs were broken but we had to fix it. Now we are learning how to file the accident report. If it hadn't taken as long as it is now I would have been done hours ago. They might send me on a retrieval mission sometime soon."
"So what's going to happen then. You know when you're gone."
"I don't know. Most likely you'll be taking care of her unless I'd be gone for a really long time."
"We need to work out something besides the one written in our heads."
"Yeah, so what's for dinner?"
"Huh."
"You insisted that you wanted to cook so I'm letting you cook. Oh yeah and remember that you wanted to show me something." Hermione said smiling at him.
"Sure, what do you want?"
"Deep fried chicken and mozzarella sticks."
Harry grimaced. "Hermione could you pick something not so..."
"Harry I've been eating carefully for nine months I think it's time for me to go back to being normal."
"But you aren't normal!" Harry retorted.
"Harry you don't want to cook right?" Hermione said giving up.
"Right!"
"Okay why don't we just stop out somewhere for a bite on the way home."
"Can you help me bring my manuals?" Hermione asked after a nod from him.
"Sorry I have more than you."
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"So what's with you mocking my comfort food?" Hermione said sitting down at one end of the big table going through the brown paper bag.
"I didn't think you would have any objections, I asked you if you wanted anything particular you said whatever."
"I learn your habits and you learn mine."
"What's that supposed to mean?"
"There was this gap between what happened outside on the grounds of Hogwarts and the first time that I visited you. That was the time where I mourned the dead and I felt lost. I didn't talk to anyone and I was just to myself and I felt like I was falling apart and Ron saw that despite everything that he was going through and is still going through with his family he deemed me incappable of taking care of Hayden and passed her off to Dobby for a while. I was mad as hell at him and I screamed how he had no right but in the end I had to let it go. I also learned that drowning myself into Chinese isn't the answer. It is really good though and that's what keeps me grounded. Harry my point in saying all of this is to let you know that it's okay to cry. I'll be here for you, you shouldn't wait until it wells up inside and you blow up at the wrong person. Yell at me if you want, blame me, but don't do what I feel you're starting already."
"I can't deal with all this pressure right now Hermione. I'm trying to deal with this the best I can but it's not working. I killed someone, it may be for the benefit of everyone, it might have helped everyone but to actually end someone's life is something that just fills you with this bitter feeling. It was for the protection for people I know but how am I supposed to deal with death, of some of the people that we care about the most especially. We might not have always agreed with them but they were in our hearts always. Now everyone wants to give me a pat on the back for doing something that disgusts me the most. They want me to keep reliving it and going over it, actually wanting to analyze it until they know every detail. We were there and no one should have to deal with that. I saw that look in his eyes just before I did it and it made me sick not because I was looking at him but because of what I had to do. How am I supposed to smile, laugh, but then replay that same moment all the time in your head."
"Do you think that it was too soon for you to start working in that same field?" Hermione asked out of concern meeting his hands in the middle of the table as she gave a gentle squeeze as he looked down at his plate.
"No, it might be too soon we might be rushing into this but I don't want to live off of my parents money and just sit here doing nothing. I don't believe that will do us any good. I just don't want to get to a state where I don't know who I am anymore and lose the little bit of sanity that I have left."
"I don't think we're all sane." Hermione said smiling for a second before observing Harry.
"How did you get over this?" Harry asked after a brief silence.
"How I got over this isn't going to help. You need to find it within yourself to forgive yourself for whatever that may be. Think about how you got over everything else." She suggested.
"You know I never got over Sirius I just learned to accept it, after going through a form of a breakdown I might add. Maybe I just need to do that again just accept it, you know deal with it but don't forget it."
"See," Hermione said getting out of her chair and putting away the leftovers. " Your halfway there. You'll make it through and if I for some reason go back to that dark place I know you'll help me through."
"Sure." Harry said following her into the kitchen scraping his plate into the bin.
"Hermione I know we had plans tonight but.."
"I know raincheck right."
"Right." Harry said leaning down and kissing her on the cheek.
"I'll go check on Hayden and then I'm going to sleep because I have to go in early tomorrow."
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"Potter."
Both Harry and Hermione turned their heads.
"Hello, I'm Hermione's boss, Hermione Potter."
"Yes?"
"When I asked for you to sit somewhere I meant to do it somewhere near someone in your position."
"I do but they don't seem to mind it at all. I've already met someone from the department Katrina Gavins if I'm not mistaken."
"Okay, I figure that since your coming in early to put in your hours that you want to leave early today."
"Yes, I have something important that I wanted to do today."
"Okay just make sure I have those forms on my desk before you leave."
"Sure thing boss."
Hermione set to work no disruptions since Harry was still home with Hayden. By the time she was finished with everything that she had to do. Harry had arrived with Hayden.
"Wow, you're here late."
"They didn't want me until about now."
"Well it's to bad because I'm about to go I have to pick up the lasagna to take over to the Weasley's."
"Which lasagna?"
"You know the one that I told you not to touch repeatedly. The one on the right to shelf in the aluminum pan."
"Oh, that one. Nevermind then."
"You have everything ready to take care of her right."
"I'm the dad I think that I can handle taking care of her for a few hours. What I can't handle is the fact that everyone is in my life and by default in hers when we bring her over here, worst of all they're armed with cameras which make her cry."
"She'll make it through, she'll be tough after all. Anyway I have to go."
"Okay so I'll see you later?"
"Of course."
"Bye Harry, Bye Hayden."
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"Hi Mrs. Weasley."
"Hi Hermione dear."
"How are you doing?"
"We're holding up okay."
"I brought lasagna, you know in case you don't feel like cooking." Hermione said producing two industrial aluminum pans of food."
"That's so thoughtful."
Before going into an uncomfortable silence.
"It's alright it's the least I could do since I'm not coming to the funeral."
"What?"
"Harry's coming."
"It just doesn't seem like a good thing for me to be here and where would I be with Hayden."
"Bring her of course."
"It doesn't seem right to bring a baby to a funeral. I mean a baby's a happy and a funeral is sad but.."
"But nothing... a funeral may be sad but it's open to everyone no matter what and you were Ginny's closest friend and I insist that you come there and speak."
"Okay." Hermione said weakly.
"Did you want to say anything else?"
"No thank you just tell Ron that I'll talk to him later."
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"Harry, we're going to that funeral no matter what together all of us."
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Morning of the funeral, November 3, 2006:
"I can't go up there."
"Yes, you can. We're considered part of this family and Ginny is our family."
"I just feel so bad about all of this. I was so mean and evil to her during the last months I knew her. I just can't do this."
"Then just stand here. No one can force you to go up there and to speak just say it in your heart, to yourself, she'll always be your sister in your heart and don't sister's argue."
"I'll just meet you downstairs, once I finish with my robes."
"Okay." Harry said kissing her on the forehead.
"All I have to do is tell myself in my head that I'm okay that I will be okay. She doesn't want for us to mourn her death.
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"I'm never doing that again." Hermione said.
"Funerals are a part of life." Harry said looking over at her.
"I mean wearing these heels." she said getting up and limping to the freezer where she got some ice.
I guess now would be a good time to tell you that I'm not continuing on with the story instead I will just do an epilogue in ten now fifteen year old Hayden's eyes.
September 1, 2021
Today I'm going off to Hogwarts and this morning when I woke up I saw my brother standing up over me. I woke up because my dad had called me down for breakfast. Little Nathan is always over me when I wake up and usually he's always going down with me to anywhere my mum has always been there for me but most of the time she's working at the school. How she got there is a long story that she says she can't talk about, it goes along with their job. I know that my parents love me a lot but there are a lot of secrets in my family things that I know my mum keeps from dad, and likewise with my father. A lot of those things will never be known, but there is still love. We always have these family vacations every summer and no matter how much my parents have on their plate they are there for us. We move around a lot too but you get used to it after a while. In this family you have to get used to a lot of things. I have almost no privacy as it is I'm the only girl besides two other boys but thankfully I'm the older one. There is Nathan (Nathaniel), Donny(Donovan), and then there's me Hayden. I always hear these stories about how lucky I am to be in this family. Other people say how our family is cursed because we are considered to be neutral not on either side but sometimes the balanced is tipped. Like one time my dad told me this story about how mum and him kind of helped overthrow him from office using his secrets (undiscloseable). It caused a lot of controversy I hear but that doesn't matter.
Sorry got to go now mum's calling me.
I'd like to thank all my readers and reviewers for reading and taking the time to contribute to the story.
Alexzangel
