A/N- So sorry everyone v.v;
I know I took forever to post this, but I just started high school so I am new in the school and I barely know anyone and I have so much homework D
Because smart me decided to take all advanced classes
I'm even switching to sophomore Spanish because I already took freshman Spanish in eighth grade. Yaaay. But yes. HERE YOU GO 3 (passes out smut)
Disclaimer: I do not own Sora, Riku, Kairi (grrr), Kingdom Hearts in general, or any of the song-titles I have used in the past! Including this one by Nina Simone that I doubt any of you will have ever heard. But the lyrics are lovely. My friend showed them to me and I was like 'PERFECT'. So…yes. (rant, rant, rant).
Love Me or Leave Me
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The door slammed behind Riku, but the sound was muffled through the daily rush-hour of cars and pedestrians hurrying to go home. It may be the last few days of summer for the children of the island, but their parents had to keep food on the table; thus the work-day was ending and even in the outer neighborhood, cars were pulling into drive-ways.
'This could prove to be difficult with all the people around…' the silver-haired teen thought as he realized that it seemed every resident of the chain of islands was outside, enjoying the calm weather after the previous night's storm.
Riku decided it was best to head towards Sora house, although he didn't want to talk to him with that girl there. However upon reaching his (once) best friend's abode, the brunet's mother said politely (she obviously didn't know what had happened…yet) that Sora and Kairi had gone to get dinner in the inner-city. The elder teen calmly thanked her but once the mother had retreated a scowl took over his face and he had to hold back from punching at the closed, wooden door.
'Shit…it could take all night to find them…' he thought angrily as he stomped down through the house's lawn and began half-running down the street, heading north, into the heart of the main island. All the while, in an attempt to distract himself as his legs began to ache from the far walk, Riku went over and over the different things he could say and the various responses Sora might give him.
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'Sora's favorite restaurant…they've gotta be here. I've already been up and down Market Street…' Riku thought, defeated, as he stood in front of the quaint café that read 'Destiny Diner'; it was a modest, tuck-away place to eat, but the friendliest people worked there. No wonder Sora liked this place.
It had taken almost two hours before the elder boy had decided to check here, and the sun was starting to set, casting a reddish-orange glaze over everything and setting the shadows longer as the light of the sun waned more and more slowly. The only thing Riku could do was pray that Sora and Kairi were still in the inner-city, at least after all the trouble he had gone to to find them.
The silver-haired teen was about to open the door, but when looking through the slightly dirty he saw the spiky, brown hair of his friend approaching. And that girl was with him, talking and laughing happily together. Riku quickly pulled back from the door and slipped around the corner of the building. Luckily, Sora and Kairi exited a mere few seconds later, not noticing the elder teen at all.
Riku let out a deep breath as he watched the two quietly, saying their good-byes. He couldn't make out exactly what they were saying over the buzz of the other people on the street talking and the cars whizzing by, but Sora chuckled and did the nervous thing where he put his hand behind his head.
The elder boy felt sick but when he saw Kairi start to walk in the other direction, his heart leapt. 'C'mon Sora…walk this way…' Riku prayed to whatever gods were listening, and for once, they answered. After the auburn-haired girl disappeared into the crowd of fellow island residents, Sora turned and began to walk home, a bright smile still plastered on his face.
Just as the younger teen walked by the small space between Destiny Diner and the next building over, Riku wrapped a slender but strong arm around the other's waist and used his other hand to cover the brunet's mouth as he pulled him into the alley-way.
Sora instantly protested and attempted to wail his arms and kick his legs but the silver-haired boy pushed the other boy up against the wall, once dragging him back further until it was almost too dark to see each other in the shadow of the taller building on their left.
Riku's ice-blue eyes glared down at the slightly shorter teen, his hand still covering that of his friend. The brunet's eyes widened as he realized who was holding him captive, his muscles slightly relaxing and his limbs stopped protesting, but he gave a muffled cry that sounded something like 'Riku!'.
"Don't talk too loud, okay Sora? I don't want people coming in here to find out what we're doing…"
The brunet simply began to shake his head and try to push away from Riku, afraid now that he would try to come onto him again.
Riku inwardly smacked himself for phrasing it like that. He quickly hissed through clenched teeth, "I'm not going to do that again, Sora…! I just want to talk!"
Sora calmed once again and stared into the orbs that were Riku's, his own shining slightly in the dark alley, their outlines and faces just barely visible, even with how close the two boys were.
Riku's ice-blue eyes softened and he slowly pulled his hand from the brunet's mouth and stepped back a few inches, but he was still in a position that kept the younger teen against the wall.
"...Alright." Sora finally said quietly after a few moments of thought. Riku sighed and smiled some-what. Suddenly, he couldn't remember what he had wanted to say to the brunet. He felt as if they were back to being friends again.
"Well…uhm…about yesterday…" the silver-haired teen began slowly and awkwardly, avoiding the other's eyes now as he looked around the surroundings he had chosen.
The alleyway was barely wide enough to fit four people across and there were still small, dirty puddles from the storm the previous night. You could faintly hear the talk and chatter from inside the café and the reek of old-food was thankfully not too over-bearing. Through and through, Riku could've chosen a better place to talk to Sora.
The brunet boy stayed quiet, although he wasn't looking at the other either, his sky-blue eyes wandering the alley languidly.
Riku sighed and continue. "Okay, why are you fighting with me?"
"Why!" Sora almost yelled. The silver-haired teen instantly hissed and went to cover his mouth but the younger brunet slapped it away. Riku stared at his friend in shock.
"D-don't touch me…!" The younger boy protested and pulled as far away from the elder as he could, pressing his whole body against the brick wall.
"…Sora…" Riku whispered quietly, his eyes full of hurt. He hadn't expected him to act this way when he went over what he was going to say.
The brunet shuddered a little as the sun completely disappeared in the horizon. The only light visible now were the street lamps, but they were in too far from the street for the light to reach them.
Riku sighed heavily and gnawed on his already raw lip, blood instantly sweetening his taste-buds; nervous sweat collected on his brow.
"Please don't do this, Sora…" the elder teen pleaded, as much as he hated what he was doing, he saw no other way to remain friends with the younger boy.
"D-do this..!" The brunet spat back in his face, completely loosing it now. "You kissed me, Riku! You like me! Y-you're…we're boys!"
Riku glared and shoved the other boy a little roughly, "So!" he yelled back, "I'm sorry I like you Sora! I'm sorry t-that…I can't help but think that way…so why don't we just forget about us ever being friends…!"
Sora quickly shut up, both their breaths came rather raggedly and a short silence ensued where the two boys simply stared each other down.
"…Wait." The brunet finally said, almost inaudibly.
The silver-haired teen stayed quiet, letting the other continue.
"…I don't know what we can do…it's just…" He cut off and began to chew at a nail nervously, avoiding the other's eyes again.
Riku realized that the brunet wasn't going to continue. "What?"
Sora simply shook his head and leaned up a little so he wasn't simply slouched against the wall. The elder teen however had to find out what he was going to say and so he took a step forward and forced the younger, shorter teen back again.
"What is it, Sora…?"
The other boy mumbled something quietly and the elder teen sighed angrily.
"Sora, god-fucking-damnit, just tell me!"
"I'm confused because you kissed me and I don't know what to think anymore…!" Sora spilled out of his lips rather loudly, his words jumbled together as if it was all said with only one breath.
But Riku heard him.
And the younger brunet gasped softly as he saw the slightly feral smirk spread across the other's face.
No more words were exchanged as the silver-haired teen leaned in slowly, pausing as his breath ghosted over the lips of the other boys, their eyes locking.
Except this time, there was not only fear in the sky blue orbs of his friend's, but wonder and excitement as well. This only made the elder boy smirk more before he pressed his lips against the latter's.
Sora whimpered softly, but he slowly began to respond to the moving lips of the elder boy's, awkwardly moving his own lips back.
Riku's heart was doing flips in his chest; he had never expected to take it this far with the younger boy. The silver-haired teen decided he would take it a step further as he slowly wrapped one arm around the slender waist of his smaller friend's, pulling him a little closer. He then used the experience pink muscle of his and brushed it against the bottom lip of the brunet's; begging for entrance to the other boy's mouth.
Sora gasped softly and pulled back, looking up at the elder boy. But he didn't pull away, although he slightly fidgeted with the arm around him.
"It's okay Sora…" the elder boy whispered softly, his eyes glazed with growing lust and it made the younger teen shiver.
The brunet nodded some-what and wrapped his arms loosely around the neck of his friend, causing Riku to grin like a Cheshire cat.
"Can we keep going…?" Riku asked softly, his lips dangerously close to Sora's ear, hot breath dancing against his sensitive skin.
The younger brunet simply muttered something softly in response and shifted slightly in the other's arms. The silver-haired teen chuckled quietly before kissing his way slowly along the jaw-line of the other boy before planting a chaste kiss on his lips.
Then quickly, he pressed his lips once again harder, quicker, against those of the less experienced. Just as he expected, Sora gasped softly, opening his mouth for Riku to take advantage of; he slipped his tongue into the other boy's mouth and modestly explored the foreign cavern, every now and then flicking against the other pink muscle.
The brunet's cheeks were burning red by now, him never having been kissed, at least not like this. Not this intensely…But it just felt so good and sent a shiver of feelings straight through him every time he felt the growing arousal of the boy's against his own and that experienced tongue flicking and sliding over his own.
"Mmmmnn…" the elder boy moaned softly into the mouth of the younger teen's as Sora moved his hips awkwardly, obviously applying more pressure to the groin of the other's in the process.
"I-I'm sorry…!" The brunet squeaked breathlessly, causing the other to chuckle, breathless as well.
"No…no…do that again…" Riku said, quietly, his eyes closed and mouth half open, a small bit of saliva, not known to be from the silver-haired boy or from the brunet and forgotten as the plead of the other boy's voice sent shiver's straight to the younger boy's growing erection.
Sora felt as if his face would explode but he modestly complied, moving his hips back slowly against that of the older teen's, rewarding him with a weak groan.
The brunet had to admit the small bit of friction did feel good. He felt himself wanting and aching for more, for more friction and more Riku.
The silver-haired teen opened his eyes languidly and saw his friend panting there in front of him, pants obviously constricting a growing bulge. "Want some help, Sora…?" He said deviously, placing his hands firmly on the hips of the shorter teen.
The edges of the brunet's mind screamed at him to say no, that this was horridly wrong, but the rest of his mind was in a fog, too caught up in the moment and how great everything was feeling to consider the probable thought of denying the other boy.
The younger teen nodded a little, leaning his head back against the wall, his legs starting to feel wobbly.
Riku smirked wider and quickly went to work helping his friend.
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Okay lovelies…D Heehee, yes. It must end there. At least for D
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