Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight or the characters in it. The talented Stephanie Meyer owns them. is jealous
Bella's POV
I awoke from a long three-day-dreamless-sleep. I opened my eyes to see Edward watching me. I smiled as he did the same. He helped me sit up and then we just stared at each other. I didn't know exactly what had happened to me but I figured I had become what I had wanted to become. A vampire.
"How are you feeling Bella?" He asked after a while.
"I feel weak, tired, and hungry. But I also feel happy that you're here. Where is here exactly?"
"You're in my living room Bella" He chuckled and brushed the hair out of my face. "I can't believe you are one of us. I had thought of changing you, but I had never had an intention of you becoming a vampire so young."
I was confused at the comment. "Aren't I the same age you were when you were changed?"
"Well yes, but I had wanted you to experience things as a human that I never got too experience. Bella I'm sorry, how could I have let this happen to you?"
He looked pained and confused and unsure of anything. It was nothing like the Edward I had known just a few days ago.
"Don't worry Edward we can work through this. It's not like I hadn't been begging for this to happen. I just thought it would be different. It isn't your fault so don't beat yourself up about it."
"But I could have prevented it! Don't you"-
Before he could finish I kissed him for what seemed like the first real kiss I had had with him. There was nothing to make me faint. After a while he broke off.
"Bella there is so much that has to be explained, and so much that has to be done! We can't just sit here and do nothing."
I was hurt by his words. Had the kiss meant nothing to him? He looked into my eyes understanding what he had done.
"Oh Bella, I hadn't meant it like that. You know I love you and would do anything for you. I was…and still am really worried about you. I need to go talk to Carlisle, stay here until I come back, I won't be long."
And with that he got up and walked away to leave me there alone.
Edwards' POV
I felt so wrong about everything. Bella changing had been nothing like I expected it. I had always thought if I had made her a vampire nothing would change except for us being together for eternity. I needed to talk to Carlisle. I went to his bedroom where I found him reading a book.
"Carlisle, Bella woke up and now I have no idea what to do. There is so much that needs to be done. I have to teach her about everything. It all seems so complicated! I need advice on where to start. Do you have any suggestions?"
"Well Edward, first I would start by calming down. Getting worked up over something you love will not help the situation. I'm sure Bella just wants you with her. She loves you and trusts you. Then I would start by teaching her how to hunt. She is probably hungry. Remember she loves you and it is your responsibility to help her through this."
His words made me understand I was wrong to have worried so much. Of course she needed my help. She loved me and she wanted to become what she was for me. I ran as fast as I could back to Bella.
I scooped her into my arms and kissed her. She broke off giggling.
"What was that for Edward? Minutes ago you seemed so…so unlike yourself."
"Well minutes ago I had forgotten what was really important to me. And that's you." I kissed her again. After a long time I broke off.
"First things first. I have to teach you to hunt." She looked surprised and happy as I lead her out the front door and into the forest.
A/N: Please bear with me. This was not my favorite chapter at all! It gets a lot better after this. I have a few tricks up my sleeve. Thanks for reading. Please R&R!
