COPYRIGHT: Inuyasha is owned by Rumiko Takahashi and Viz Media. Tokyo Ghoul is owned by Sui Ishida and Viz as well, don't sue me. ^^
-WARNING- THIS STORY CONTAINS ACTIONS OF RAPE, IF UNDER-AGE OR UNCOMFORTABLE, KNOW THAT THIS STORY CONTAINS SUCH THINGS. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.-
A.N: Hey, everyone, I am back and ready to continue this story. So let's begin.
Beta: lcoruscate123
previously on 'When I Thought I Was Broken, I Met You',
Inuyasha Taisho had just turned sixteen, but it wasn't the celebration that he would want to remember, because on that night, on the new moon, also happened to be his human night. However, because of the excitement of his 'sweet sixteen', he had completely forgotten about his 'time of weakness' and for that, the night that had SHOULD NOT have occurred was when his life completely changed.
Inuyasha was trying to get home before the transformation could begin to take effect, but it was all in vain, for the transformation had already been set in motion. Just after it finished, Inuyasha was ambushed by three of his ex-girlfriends, two girls were demons, Yura of the hair and Kagura of the wind, the third being a human, a Miko, named Kikyou.
The girls decided that this would be a good time to have some 'fun' with the hanyou turned human. So, the whole thing with Yura being a 'Hair demoness', she can control strands of hair, making them rope-like and with Inuyasha becoming human, his reflexes weren't exactly as fast as the long, dark hair shooting out of Yura's hands.
With Inuyasha bound and in all-out terror, he tried breaking the hair with his usually exceptional strength, but with no such luck this time. Then what really freaked him out more was when his exes were staring him down with lustful eyes.
Yura was the first to make an approach, pretty much ripping open Inuyasha's shirt, exposing his upper body. Yura began doing something that she or the others should not be doing to him and that was touching him in any way, they were all dirty and he DID NOT want either of them near him, but everything wasn't going as he wanted to. Probably because Yura continued on with her plan. Without his permission, she went ahead and started sucking his cock. Then, when Inuyasha demanded her to stop, she wasn't exactly too happy with that either. Inuyasha heard her say that 'He would soon change his mind.' Before leaving him confused about what she was talking about, he also heard her mumble a name that sounded something like 'Naraku'. The three girls left with the sound of their retreating steps before they took their turns to stand watch.
Inuyasha by this time, was still naked and tied-up. Naraku kicked his back so that his face was pressed down against the ground before he heard the sound of a zipper being unzipped and the sound of sadistic chuckling.
Inuyasha couldn't believe what was about to happen... He was about to have some guy's-. Some guy's dick was about to be in his ass. The words echoed deep within his consciousness. Inuyasha's mind was going overload. He was just violated by Yura and two of his other exes and now he was about to be raped by some fucking dude?
Inuyasha felt Naraku ram into him, painfully. The hanyou turned human's screams of agony disappeared into the night sky. Could no one hear him?
After what seemed like forever, Naraku was finally finished with the hanyou. Like a spider, he crept into the night and disappeared into the shadows, along with those three skanks.
When Inuyasha turned back into his normal hanyou form, all the bruises he had disappeared, immediately vanished, but the feeling was still there. The memories of that night plagued his life force, his vitality. What was the point of anything when things like that could happen to you?
He couldn't believe he was raped by a guy. How could he be? He was Inuyasha Tashio, hanyou, strong and proud! Not anymore… He had never felt so disgusted with himself.
After a reconciliation with his best friend, Miroku, he seemed to be a little more himself. However, everything seems to be getting a little better, or worse? Inuyasha can't be sure, but he met this new girl, Kagome Higurashi.
When he first saw her, he was pretty much hypnotized by her, but he instantly shook those thoughts away after what happened last night. How could he trust any woman!? Or anyone at all for that matter. But something about her made him do a double-take, and not just those curves either.
Her brown eyes held a depth of pain and betrayal. He could see her misery behind her surface.
When school was finally over, he met up with Sango, Miroku, and the new girl, Kagome, happened to be there too, with Sango it seemed. He also noticed that she smelled good, like really good, but he wasn't going to say anything. He didn't know what it was about her, but she made him feel—better? No, safe. He also noticed that she clung to Sango like they were one in the same person. It was like she was trying to keep away from him and Miroku. However, when she saw Naraku, she was ready to bolt...
NOW.
After Naraku left, Inuyasha finally relaxed.
"Inu, You good man?" Miroku whispered into the hanyou's ear.
Said hanyou nodded. Miroku knew that his best friend wasn't really ok, he was getting ready to pull him to the side and say something, but then they heard Sango talking to Kagome.
Inuyasha and Miroku looked at the poor girl, with her hands trembling and her heavy breathing, they both could say she was shaking more like a leaf.
Sango was desperately trying to get Kagome to calm down. What she didn't know though, nor did Miroku or Inuyasha, was that she was having a flashback.
"Kagome? KAGOME!" Sango grasped Kagome by the shoulders and yelled before frantically shaking said girl back into reality.
"WHAT!" Kagome snapped, the tone of her voice lashing out, but she instantly regretted it when she realized it was Sango she had snapped at.
Not only was Sango taken aback by Kagome's sudden hostility, but Miroku and Inuyasha were as well.
"Oh Kami! Sango I—I, didn't mean to-. I... I'm Sorry." With that, Kagome took off running. She worked her legs hard as tears of guilt ran down her face too. Staining her. Staining her legs with fatigue and her eyes with salt. She was already stained though, so what did it matter?
"KAGOME WAIT!" Sango kicked into gear almost immediately. Miroku and Inuyasha were right behind her. They ran after Kagome as quick as they could, but Kagome must have had some real adrenaline pumping, because she managed to get out of their sight.
In the end, though, Inuyasha picked up her scent, so they knew they would find her eventually. They figured they'd walk a little slowly to give her time to calm down. If they had known what would happen, maybe they would have tried to reach her a little more quickly.
-With Kagome-
Kagome was walking around what she believed was a park, she was still new here, so she wasn't sure of anything really. Plus, she was distraught, her tears finally spent
'I can't believe that I snapped at Sango like that, all because she was trying to get my attention!' Kagome was standing near a large tree. She banged her fist against the rough bark and she continued to be devoured by her thoughts.
'All because I just saw Naraku and the flashback of what he did to me three years ago all came flooding back to the surface.' Kagome backed away from the tree for a second, her bangs falling in front of her face, hiding her eyes from the world, shielding her. She didn't see anyone approaching or anything... She took a few inhales and tried to wipe her eyes free of tears, as she began to take steps forward. She didn't really look where she was going either.
'I thought I was gonna try to move on from that. I mean it was three years ago. I should've been over it long before now, I shouldn't still be scared of the male species, but I guess that was wishful thinking. Why did I think I could handle this? 'Kagome was still so deep in thought, that she didn't pay attention and she mindlessly bumped into someone.
"Sorry about that." She mumbled as she bowed her apology, but when she rose her head to politely make eye contact with the stranger, a rather tall person, of male stature, looked down upon her with wolfish eyes and a lustful grin. Kagome could tell he was a wolf demon too, as well as the two other guys behind him. They were all wolf demons. Great...
"Well, well, well. Look what we have here, guys." The one who stood in the front of the others said. The wolf demon had ebony hair pulled back into a low ponytail. He wore a brown mesh shirt, showing off his jacked muscles and hardened sixpack. He also had on dark brown cargos, black combats, and a brown wolf tail.
The way they looked at her, Kagome didn't like it, not one bit. So she mumbled a sorry and tried to walk the other way. She thought it was working, but was proven wrong when she was grabbed by the black-haired wolf demon.
"And just where do you think you're going, sexy?" The wolf called out huskily. He swept her up close to him, his lips brushing against her ear.
"We're just getting started." As he said it, he reached for her wrists and she stood there almost as if in a daze. She couldn't believe this was happening. This couldn't be happening, not here, not now.
"Let me go!" Kagome let out weepily as her voice began to fail her.
Kagome struggled even harder as she continued to beg him to let her go but instead, he threw her to the ground. The sudden impact of hitting the ground knocked the air out of Kagome. A gasp of pain left her lips and just when she was finally getting her breath back, she found herself being pinned down by the wolf guy as he straddled her.
Kagome began squirming as she kicked her legs and tried to fight him off, but he just looked over at his buddies and called one of them over to hold her arms down. Probably because she was throwing as many slaps and punches, however weak they were, as she could at him.
The wolf demon with a white mohawk got up and began over from where the two stupid demons had seated themselves. Kagome got a good look at him too as he came over, she burnt his image in her mind's eye, both of them. How could she not?
He was wearing a similar shirt to the guy holding her down, light brown in color as well, showing off his muscles and abs. Instead of cargos, he wore black shorts and white trainers.
The other wolf with white hair with a tuft of black at the top went to stand watch. Kagome kept trying to struggle but he had a good hold on her wrists. She tried to open her mouth again, but when she went to scream, her voice died on it's way out of her throat. Kagome felt the guy's rough kisses up her stomach while he moved his hands up her torso, pulling up her shirt in the process and reaching under her bra. Kagome felt him fondle her breasts roughly, uncomfortable as she let out a noise of helplessness, a plea for help that was muffled by her lips being pressed tightly together. What really got her the most though was when he brought his face to hers and tried to mash his open mouth against her lips. she really started to freak out then.
When his tongue finally assaulted her mouth and she could no longer hold her own lips sealed, she bit the wolf's tongue.
"OUCH, YOU LITTLE SLUT!" The wolf demon yipped out, surprising his friend who were still holding her down. With the small amount of free reign, Kagome tried to break free. However, they still held her down, but she took in a deep breath of air and proceeded to let loose the sound of her lungs. However, she felt herself get popped hard in the face, taking her aback as she tried to gain her senses again. As she had emptied her lungs, she was suddenly pounded in the side of the face, by a fist or open hand, she wasn't too sure. That is what she gathered as she tried to make sense of everything. She was just positive it would bruise, but what was new?
"Quiet, do you want someone to find us?" The black-haired male hissed.
"THAT'S THE IDEA! YOU FUCKING BASTARD, NOW GET OFF ME!" Kagome screamed as she finally found her voice. She didn't stop trying to struggle, she only continued to struggle more, she would try everything just to get these guys off her. Even with no success, she wouldn't stop.
The male lifted up her shirt and bra again so that her breasts were easily visible for the world to see. He and The other wolf were drooling. Kagome could feel bile rising in her throat.
The black-haired wolf started his assault again, he bit Kagome's left nipple hard, puncturing it, and he started sucking roughly on that breast while his other hand slipped past both her pants and her underwear, she could feel him rubbing her 'Forbidden area'.
"NO, STOP IT, PLEASE!" Kagome's cries fell on deaf ears. Without any warning, Kagome felt him shove three fingers deep inside of her. When this happened, it was her breaking point, a Blood-curdling scream was ripped straight out of her throat. The sound of her torment and agony was thrusted heavily into the crisp autumn air.
"STOP, STOP TAKE THEM OUT TAKE THEM OUT!" Kagome sobbed out, but the wolf kept thrusting his fingers into her again and again. It was so painful. Kagome knew she was gonna be bleeding because of his claws. Her struggle was becoming more desperate now.
The wolf Kept sucking and biting at her breasts, which were starting to bleed because of his long, sharp fangs. He was using his other hand to fondle her other breast which was gonna be bruised and bleeding from his claws and his roughness, his other hand violently fingering her 'maidenhood'
Kagome heard fabric rip and tear and knew he ripped her pants to shreds, she knew what was about to come when she heard him unzip his zipper. At this Kagome really began screaming.
"NO, STOP! LEAVE ME ALONE! PLEASE GET OFF ME!" Kagome closed her eyes as she screamed, she sobbed and struggled she tried just about everything that she could do. She wasn't strong enough. Why was she never strong enough?
The male was about to enter her when all of a sudden, he wasn't there anymore. Kagome was a little confused, but she could no longer see past her tears or hear past her sobs.
She also felt the other wolf let go of her wrists, she caught him running through blurry eyes before she looked at the grassy ground and let herself drown away in despair. She took the time to slowly curl up into a ball so that she could cover up her body and her shame. Without even realizing, she rocked herself ever so slightly in a small effort to calm herself.
Kagome heard a familiar, feminine voice. It sounded kinda like Sango, but Kagome was to shaken up, she didn't even bother to look up. When she felt comforting arms wrapped around her and heard the soft weeping and words of comfort though, she knew it was Sango. Sango was crying and she couldn't understand why. Kagome then heard another voice, a male one and he sounded pissed off, she knew it wasn't Miroku but after a moment, she realized it was Inuyasha.
-Before, with the others-
Inuyasha, Sango, and Miroku were still trying to find Kagome, Inuyasha was getting close. He could smell her sweet cherry blossom scent, but with a hint of fear. Something was wrong. He raised his nose to the air to get a better whiff when both him and his two companions heard a Blood-curdling scream. They all thought the same thing.
'KAGOME'
Inuyasha was in a full-blown sprint with Miroku and Sango trying to catch up.
Five minutes went by in a whirl, giving Inuyasha time to arrive at the park. He immediately began sniffing out Kagome.
He was quick to find her scent, but there was another smell. A pungent and repulsive smell, and he didn't like that all too much. He knew that smell and it was male arousal and wolf. To make matters worse, he knew just who that wolf was. Inuyasha growled and ran straight to the source, he finally got there and what he saw made him sick. What he saw made his eyes bleed red.
There was Koga on top of a struggling, sobbing, nearly-half-naked Kagome.
"NO, STOP! LEAVE ME ALONE, GET OFF ME!"Her screams and sobs reminded him of what Naraku did to him, but hearing this from a sweet girl like Kagome really threw him over the edge.
As fast as his legs could take him, he finally got to them. Just when Koga was about to enter Kagome in a not so pleasant way, Inuyasha grabbed him and threw him towards the tree behind him. Inuyasha then started towards the wolf with a dangerous look on his face as he let out a low growl.
That's when Sango and Miroku arrived on the scene. Sango was the first to see Kagome curled up into a ball. She ran up to the frightened girl and started saying words of comfort, throwing her arms around her, just holding her, Sango couldn't help her own tears from flowing.
Koga was knocked out due to the force of hitting the tree, so with him out of commission, Inuyasha turned to look at Kagome and walked up to Sango and Miroku. Sango was holding a curled up and sobbing Kagome.
One look at her shattered form broke what little sanity he had left, Inuyasha growled and walked back towards the wolf who was slowly gaining consciousness.
As Koga came to and saw Inuyasha approaching him, he realized that the hanyou was pissed as ALL HELL!
"KOGA, YOU FUCKING BASTARD!" Inuyasha Screamed as he grabbed the wolf by the neck and held him up against the tree, making sure to rub his exposed skin against the rough bark.
Sango and Miroku looked up, realizing what Inuyasha was doing. They watched as the hanyou grabbed Koga by the neck and began yelling at him.
"Miroku, you gotta go stop him, quick! Before he does something he regrets." Sango told Miroku as soon as she got a grasp on the situation. So the monk did as told.
"WHAT THE FUCK!? DID YOU THINK YOU WERE DOING, HUH!?" Inuyasha yelled while slamming Koga hard against the tree.
"INU STOP, LET KOGA GO!" Miroku pleaded to the raging Hanyou. However, Inuyasha didn't listen. He just continued to slam Koga over and over again, against the tree.
"ANSWER ME!" Inuyasha was gonna slam Koga against the tree again, until he felt Miroku's hand on his shoulder, he turned and glared at his best friend.
"He's not worth it." Miroku stated slowly before dragging his eyes over to Kagome. Inuyasha followed his eyes to see her still sobbing in Sango's arms, looking worse for wear.
"That's enough. I think Kagome needs us right now, don't you think?" Miroku said calmly to his friend.
Inuyasha looked at a dazed Koga and dropped him to the ground.
"This isn't over yet, Wolf," Inuyasha said to Koga with so much venom before he followed Miroku and walked towards the two girls.
Both males approached slowly because they didn't want to scare Kagome. Miroku was terrified out of his wit on how to treat Kagome when she had been ill-treated in such a manner, but Inuyasha was fuming. He could only imagine. How horrible it is, because he-. He didn't want to think about that, Kagome needed him right now and she needed him to protect her in the future. He would never let this happen to her again. Never.
Kagome was curled into a tight ball, sobbing and a saying something along the lines "No more, please, no more."
'Kagome.' Inuyasha looked at the shaking girl in front of him. Inuyasha then looked at Sango and Miroku.
"I think we should get her to a hospital," Inuyasha said to his friends.
They both nodded.
With that, Inuyasha walked up to Kagome and softly placed a hand on her shoulder, but she jumped at the sudden touch and screamed.
"NO, PLEASE! I SAID NO MORE PLEASE!"
"Kagome, stop, it's just me, Inuyasha, I'm not gonna hurt you." Inuyasha knit his brows tightly together as he spoke gently to Kagome, who was still sobbing and trying to get away, except she also didn't want to seem to leave Sango's arms.
Inuyasha knew that it wasn't him she was seeing but someone else. So he just let her get this out of her system. After a long while, Kagome finally fell asleep in Sango's arms, tears still leaking down her face.
"Here Inuyasha, take her to the hospital now." Sango whispered quietly as to not stir the sleeping girl. Inuyasha took that opportunity to gently grab Kagome out from Sango's arms. Miroku helped settle her smoothly so that Inuyasha held her bridal style and made sure her chest was against his so her front was covered.
"Your hoodie." Inuyasha let out, which caught everyone off guard.
"Give me your hoodie, monk." Inuyasha whispered, he really didn't want to wake up Kagome. Miroku was quick to shoulder off his purple jacket and before he went to place it over any exposed part of the girl, Sango grabbed it from him and she made sure Kagome was covered. She didn't trust the monk.
As Sango was doing that, Inuyasha found himself looking at her face. What he saw made him cringe with rage. What he saw drove him mad with outrage because right there on her face was a huge purple and blue bruise and three red claw marks.
'Koga fucking hit her. HE FUCKING HIT HER!" Inuyasha screamed in his head. Inuyasha was trying so hard to control his rage. He didn't have time for this, he had to get Kagome to the Tokyo hospital, because she was bleeding really bad everywhere, but especially down there and he was certain that was not a good thing. He had no time to waste.
So with Sango and Miroku telling him to go and take Kagome and that they will be there soon, he wasted not a second more as he used his demonic speed and headed towards the nearest hospital in Tokyo. After a few twists and turns, jumping over a couple rooftops, he found the closest one, which was 'Sakura Hospital.' It wasn't hard to find since it smelt like a whole bunch of sickness and chemicals.
-At The Hospital-
They told Inuyasha he brought her in on record time for someone in her condition, but he didn't really care about that. He just wanted her to be okay. He had went inside with Kagome still passed out in his arms.
"I NEED SOME HELP HERE!" Inuyasha yelled out for help. Doctors passed by, some woman with curly brown hair sat in a seat with a crying baby, looking at him with sorrow in her eyes.
"NOW! I NEED HELP NOW!" Inuyasha yelled out again when a woman with a clipboard who was walking by finally took notice of him and saw Kagome's bleeding, practically naked form in his arms.
"Right this way, sir." She was quick to come towards him, leading him to a room, he didn't really know why, but he was thankful.
"Just set her down right here, there's a blanket in the corner there." She said as she walked out, leaving them there. Inuyasha was quick to set her down and he glanced every which way before spotting the blanket. He placed it lightly over Kagome before looking back up, but the woman was gone. He began to the doorway and took a step out, but didn't see anyone.
He took another look back and sighed. Did he leave to find someone, or stay with Kagome in case she wakes up? However, he was not kept too long when he heard the tap of shoes and the female nurse came back.
She took a seat in a chair by a big computer screen the was to the left in the overly white room.
"Name?" She asked. Inuyasha looked taken aback before he answered.
"Inuyasha?" He began. He could hear the woman clicking her mouse.
"Patient's name is Inuyasha-." She began.
"Wait, no, Kagome, Kagome Higurashi." He stated quickly and brashly. The woman looked at him strangely for a moment.
"Right, well, can you tell me what happened?" The nurse continued on. Inuyasha felt his anxiety eating away at him. What was with all these questions? Why wouldn't they just help her already? Couldn't they see she was bleeding half to death?
When it became apparent that he didn't know too many answers to the questions they wanted, such as when Kagome's birthday was, what her blood type is, they had told him he had to wait in the waiting room, like everyone else. Then to top it off, they wouldn't tell him anything.
"Please, you have to at least just tell me if she's going to be okay!" Inuyasha was hollering again, but he was promptly ignored. He made eye contact with the original nurse and gave her a look of pleading. He watched her sigh as she finally came over to him.
"Alright, look, I'm sorry, without her permission I can't tell you anything unless you're her family member, which your not. This happens all the time, people only being boyfriend and girlfriend, you need to make each other your emergency contact if you want any access." The nurse began to explain. He was about to correct her, but as soon as she finished her little speech, she was quick to turn around and leave him alone again.
He finally took a seat, it wasn't very comfy. The cushions were made of hard plastic and no matter how he sat, he couldn't get comfortable. He placed his head in his hands, doing anything he could to try to calm his breathing. His face was a mess in his hands when he felt the familiar vibration in his back pocket, followed by a ping. He let out a heavy sigh as he grabbed his phone to see he got a text message.
He stared at the small text on his Android, seeing it was from none other than Miroku.
From: MONK
"We are here."
Inuyasha started replying to his text.
From: Inuyasha
"Ok, They took Kagome, so I'm in the waiting room it'll be on the right side."
From: MONK
"Ok, see you there."
From: Inuyasha
"Ok, good cause I need you and Sango to keep me from going to jail."
From: MONK
"Ok, we r heading your way
now, try to keep calm, ok Inu?"
From: Inuyasha
"Easier said than done, monk, I AM FUCKING READY TO KILL THAT MANGY WOLF!"
From: MONK
"Ik, Inu but you have to stay
calm for Kagome ok, anyway
we are almost to the waiting
room and you and I can talk ok."
From: Inuyasha
"OK."
After a few minutes, in which Inuyasha let himself take a few deep breaths as he continued to wait, Miroku and Sango finally burst into the waiting room.
"Inu." Miroku's voice reached the Hanyous ears.
Inuyasha lifted his head up to see Miroku and Sango walking up to him.
"Inuyasha how is she?" Sango asked with tears stinging in her eyes.
"I don't know, they haven't told me anything yet. Well more like they won't, since I'm not a family member or emergency contact." He said the last bit with heavy sarcasm. Inuyasha was trying to keep his voice from breaking, his rage from bursting.
Sango then nodded and took a seat next to Inuyasha.
Miroku nudged Inuyasha, giving him a look, letting him know they should talk. Inuyasha caught his look and gave a slight nod before turning to Sango.
"Hey, Sango, we'll be right back." Inuyasha said and Sango gazed up at him before nodding.
"Yeah, that's fine, here, get me a juice from the machine, won't you?" She asked as she pulled some money out of her wallet and put her wallet back.
Inuyasha nodded his agreement again as he took the offered item and followed Miroku out of the room.
"Hey, Sango, but if anything changes, or you find out anything, come get us, no matter what." Inuyasha stopped at the doorway to give his friend a serious look. Sango shook her head up and down solemnly.
"You know I would, Inu." She stated before Inuyasha finally took his leave with Miroku in towe.
Inuyasha and Miroku walked a little down the hallway, their shoes scraping against the white linoleum, passing a doctor or two, and someone pushing someone in a wheelchair. They finally got the the little lobby with elevators and snack machines and Inuyasha handed Miroku Sango's money because he had no idea what type of juice she liked. Miroku was getting it and Inuyasha pressed his back against the wall as he felt himself going more and more crazy.
"Do you think she will be okay?" Miroku finally asked and Inuyasha just couldn't do it anymore. That was when Inuyasha finally blew.
"FUCKING BASTARD!" Inuyasha yelled out.
Miroku stayed quiet, he knew Inuyasha could get mad, but this was different. His friend wasn't just mad, no he was pissed-the-fuck-off.
"I AM GONNA FUCKING KILL THAT GOD DAMN WOLF, I SWEAR TO FUCKING KAMI!" Inuyasha yelled.
Miroku put a comforting hand on Inuyasha's shoulder. Inuyasha turned towards Miroku with an almost demonic fire burning within the depths of his eyes, Miroku could've sworn that his eyes bled red for a second but they quickly switched back to gold.
"Inuyasha, you have to calm down," Miroku said in an even tone, trying to calm to his raging friend.
"CALM DOWN, CALM DOWN? KAGOME WAS JUST FUCKING VIOLATED BY THAT WOLF AND YOU'RE TELLING ME TO CALM THE FUCK DOWN!" Inuyasha snarled out, his eyes beginning to become deep pools of red now.
"Inuyasha you have to calm down, I know that you are pissed, but your inner demon is coming out and I don't think you want the cops called on you, right? Then we couldn't be here when Kagome wakes up, they might not even let you back into this hospital." Miroku pointed out.
Inuyasha stopped and looked and saw that his claws were getting longer. He blinked up at his monk friend who was only looking out for him. He tried to take a deep breath but found his anger was too great right now.
"Miroku, I can't do it, man. I'm too angry. I want blood, I can feel it, the blood-lust." Inuyasha admitted as he placed a set of still transforming claws on his friend's shoulder.
"Your gonna have to-." Inuyasha began and Miroku nodded his head and closed his eyes tightly.
"I understand, Inu, you sure though?" Miroku asked and Inuyasha nodded. With that, Miroku grabbed a few of the emergency sutras he always kept in his pocket. This wasn't exactly the first time Inuyasha couldn't control his demonic blood from taking over completely.
Luckily, this time it won't last long. He was sure it would only last for about twenty minutes, that should be enough time for him to get his head on straight and calm down. The last time they did this it took five hours for his demonic powers to return, Miroku had used way more last time.
"You ok Inu?" Miroku asked the hanyou turned human. Inuyasha looked at his clawless hands, the last time he was human was on his birthday and he was… Inuyasha quickly shook those thoughts away.
"I'll be fine Miroku, I'm just glad it's not that time of 'you know what', you know." Inuyasha tried to reassure his friend, but he looked away when he couldn't keep a strong face.
Miroku noticed his friend wasn't looking at him, so he was about to say something when Inuyasha beat him to the punch.
"Don't say it, monk."
"Inuyasha-." Miroku began, his voice full of concern.
"I said DON'T, okay? This isn't about me, it's about what happened to Kagome. I can't, no, I DON'T even WANT TO think about what happened to me last night okay!? I just want to focus on how to help Kagome and that's that, okay?" Inuyasha gave Miroku a serious look that shut him up real quick, so he just complied to his best friend's request.
However, when he turned to face Inuyasha, his violet eyes found tears almost coming down the hanyou's face. Miroku knew that his best friend was hurting. He could tell that what happened to Kagome today really did the hanyou in. Not just because it happened to him either. It almost happened to Kagome, even though she was still violated by Koga, Inuyasha got there just in time. Just before Koga could penetrate her, and unlike Inuyasha, Kagome was somewhat saved.
Miroku found himself wondering if Inuyasha blamed himself for not going to get Kagome sooner before Koga even began to touch her. Before Koga even had the perverse pleasure to meet her.
Inuyasha's quiet sobs broke Miroku's train of thought. He looked towards his best friend to find Inuyasha had his bangs in his face. His body shook with his silent tears that he tried to hold back. Miroku put a comforting hand on his shoulder. He just had to ask.
"Inu, do you blame yourself for what happened to you?"
"Not to me monk, but to Kagome, I blame myself for not getting there on time. IF I WOULD HAVE GOTTEN THERE IN TIME SHE WOULDN'T HAVE BEEN, WHY KAMI, WHY HER! HUH? WHY WOULD SHE HAVE TO GO THROUGH THIS TOO!"Inuyasha had finally broke down, he was full on sobbing.
"But, Koga didn't even get a chance to finish, you ripped him off her before he could really do anything." Miroku reassured the hanyou.
"She was still violated Miroku, HE STILL TOUCHED HER!" Inuyasha sobbed out.
Miroku stretched out his arms and pulled Inuyasha into a hug before the hanyou knew what was happening.
"It isn't your fault, Inu, really it isn't, don't blame yourself. You got there when you did and no one else came for her." Miroku tried his best to reassure his friend.
Inuyasha just sobbed harder into his best friend's shoulder.
-With Sango-
Sango was sitting on a chair, looking at the clock that ticked loudly from where it was positioned on the white-washed walls of the hospital waiting room. Finally, she heard heavy footsteps before the noise was accompanied with a nurse, who walked in calling for any visitors who were here for Kagome Higurashi. At that, Sango stood up and rushed to the nurse.
"How is she?" Sango asked with urgency.
"Are you family?" The nurse asked.
"Kagome doesn't have a family, she was, well it's complicated." Sango said softly.
The nurse cocked a brow, and Sango saw the nurse's confused look.
Sango heaved a sigh loudly and wore a miserable expression.
"She lives with me, you see her family was killed when she was thirteen, she's been with my family and myself ever since." Sango lied, she wasn't gonna tell some nurse that Kagome's family kicked her out. People always treated Kagome like she was the problem when they heard that. Like she was at fault for that too, like she was a bad kid.
The nurse sighed.
"Ok, I will tell you when she wakes up. If she wants to see you, then you will be able to visit." the nurse reassured Sango.
Sango thanked the nurse with a polite bow. The nurse nodded more than bowed back before she left.
'Please be alright Kags.' Sango thought, feeling worried for her friends well being.
-With Kagome-
Kagome had just woken up, she looked around herself for a moment. She didn't recognize her surroundings at first, but eventually took notice that she was indeed in a hospital room. The too white walls screamed at her eyes as she closed them back up for a moment, before blinking them open a little more slowly. The light made her wince.
She couldn't help it, as soon as she began coming to, she began crying,
'Why couldn't they just leave me there, why couldn't they just leave me to die right there?' She thought to herself with a deep melancholy. Kagome started to sing softly to herself.
"oshiete oshiete yo sono shikumi wo boku no naka ni dare ga iru no?
kowareta kowareta yo kono sekai de kimi ga warau nanimo miezu ni
(Tell me, please tell me, what this plot is all about.. Exactly, who resides within me?
I'm broken, so broken - amidst this world. Yet you laugh, blind to everything.)"
"kowareta boku nante sa iki wo tomete
hodokenai mou hodokenai yo shinjitsu sae freeze
kowaseru kowasenai kurueru kuruenai
anata wo mitsukete yureta
(Being as broken as I am, I hold my breath,
And it can't be unraveled, it can no longer be unraveled.. Not even the truth. (Freeze)
Breakable; unbreakable - psychotic; unable to go insane
I'll find you, and..!)"
"yuganda sekai ni dan dan boku wa sukitootte mienaku natte
mitsukenaide boku no koto wo mitsumenaide
dareka ga egaita sekai no naka de anata wo kizutsuketaku wa nai yo
oboeteite boku no koto wo azayaka na mama
(In this shaken, twisted world, I gradually become transparent, unable to be seen.
Please don't bother looking for me; don't stare at me..
I merely don't want to hurt you, inside a world, that came out of someone's imagination.
So please remember me; as vivid as I was.)"
"mugen ni hirogaru kodoku ga karamaru mujaki ni waratta kioku ga sasatte
ugokenai ugokenai ugokenai ugokenai ugokenai ugokenai yo
unravelling the world
(Infinitely spreading, solitude wraps around me. Memories of times I laughed innocently comes to mind,
And I can't move, can't move, can't move, can't move, can't move, I cannot move!
Unravelling the world)"
"kawatte shimatta kaerarenakatta
futatsu ga karamaru futari ga horobiru
kowaseru kowasenai kurueru kuruenai
anata wo kegasenai yo yureta
(I've changed; I couldn't go back to the way I was.
As the two twines around one another, the both of us will perish away..
Breakable; unbreakable - psychotic; unable to go insane
I can't afford to let you be defiled!)"
"yuganda sekai ni dan dan boku wa sukitootte mienaku natte
mitsukenaide boku no koto wo mitsumenaide
dareka ga shikunda kodoku na wana ni mirai ga hodokete shimau mae ni
omoidashite boku no koto wo azayaka na mama
(In this shaken, twisted world, I gradually become transparent, unable to be seen.
Please don't bother looking for me; don't stare at me..
In a trap of solitude someone had set, before the future unravels,
Remember me; as vivid as I was.)"
"wasurenaide wasurenaide wasurenaide wasurenaide
(Please don't forget me, don't forget me, don't forget me, don't forget me!)"
"kawatte shimatta koto ni paralyze
kaerarenai koto darake no paradise
oboeteite boku no koto wo
(Paralyzed by the fact that I've changed,
In a paradise filled with nothing but unrecoverable things,
Please remember me.)"
"oshiete oshiete boku no naka ni dare ga iru no?
(Tell me, please tell me.. Exactly, who resides within me?)"
After the song Kagome curled up into a tight ball and broke down into tears.
There was a loud knock on the door, Kagome turned to see who it was and it was a nurse. She had short Brown hair, she was petite, and she had on blue scrubs on. She held a big, plastic clipboard in her hands, she looks down at the name through squinted eyes.
'Kagome Higurashi, she couldn't be the same young girl from three years ago could she?'.
Shaking her head, the nurse finally spoke.
"I see that you are up, that's good." she had a bright smile on her cheery face.
"I guess." Kagome said with a shrug, her own face blank, void of emotion.
The nurse looked at her with a concerned look, before approaching the young teen girl.
"You know your friends are here, they've been waiting a long time and were hardly able to tell them anything. They were very worried, especially the boy that brought you in here."
The nurse said with a sweet mother-like tone to her voice.
Kagome didn't say anything, she just kept looking at the nurse with the dead eyes that accompanied her distraught face.
The nurse sighed before fidgeting with her bangs and pulling her short pony-tail a little tighter.
"They would like to see you, if that's ok with you. They want to know how you are doing." The nurse said with kindness.
Kagome turned her eyes to the nurse with a blank expression.
"I don't want to see anyone right now unless it's Sango." She admitted, the slightest emotion making it to her voice, but barely.
The nurse nodded and looked at Kagome with kind-hearted eyes, before telling her-,
"Before I go and get her, can you tell me what happened to you? When that young man, the one that brought you in here, well you were in pretty bad shape. You were bleeding especially down there, he brought you here just in a nick of time. We were able to stop it, but there was so much damage and what we saw, well, tell me Kagome has this happened to you before?"
Kagome didn't say anything, she just looked away. How could she say anything? To admit it out loud would only make it more real. No, she'd much rather keep quiet and try her best to forget it altogether. If only she could forget. Why did everyone have to always remind her? She hung her head with shame as she felt tears well up in her eyes.
The nurse knew that the girl wasn't gonna answer her so she sighed and got up before going to the door, but she stopped and looked at the broken girl and added, "I'm gonna go get your friend, and if you ever need to talk, my name is Ai." With that, Ai left and went to get Sango. As soon as the vibrantly happy woman was gone, Kagome broke down into full blown sobs. She couldn't help it. She hated it. She was always such a cry baby. She tried her best to wipe them away, but they just wouldn't stop coming.
-Back with Sango-
Miroku and Inuyasha, who was now back to being a normal hanyou returned the waiting room where Sango was at.
"Sango." Miroku said.
Sango looked up to see the two guys come back. She stood up. Miroku handed Sango her cranberry juice and she nodded her thanks as she uncapped it and took a long draught.
"Thank you." Sango said to her monk of a boyfriend.
"you are welcome my wonderful Sango." Miroku said with a smile.
Inuyasha just rolled his eyes and looked at Sango
"Have you heard anything?" Inuyasha asked as he looked to Sango with a worry-laced voice.
Sango was about to say 'no' when the Nurse from before came in and immediately came up to Sango.
"Excuse me, but are you by chance named Sango?" The nurse asked.
Sango nodded.
"My name is Ai and I just came from Kagome Higurashi's room, she's awake and would like to see you and only you." Ai looked at the two guys when she said the last words.
Sango understood and followed the nurse to Kagome's room but was stopped by Inuyasha putting a clawed hand on her shoulder, but he was gentle as always about it. She turned and looked at him, her eyes searching his.
"Let us know how she is, okay Sango?" Inuyasha said with seriousness.
Sango nodded and continued following the nurse.
When they finally reached Kagome's room, Ai stopped and looked at Sango.
"She might not say much, but she only wanted to just see you, so I figured you might get her to open up. She should talk about what happened." Ai's voice seemed sad.
Sango nodded.
"There is something else I need to let you know, we finally got her to stop hemorrhaging but what we saw was," Ai took a deep breath and continued, "What we found were scars, inside her vagina, and they look like they are old. We think they were made with rough entry, was she by chance raped in the past?" Ai's voice was full of seriousness, she even sounded somewhat angry.
Sango was shocked herself.
"I don't know. Kagome never said anything about it." Sango let out in a meek voice. Ai nodded and opened Kagome's door.
"I Will return shortly." With that, Ai left.
Sango went into Kagome's room and saw her best friend huddled in a fetal position, sobbing silently. Sango walked up to the bed.
"Kagome?" Sango called out to her broken friend.
Kagome turned and looked at Sango with dead, teary eyes.
Sango was on the verge of tears herself, but she desperately blinked them away. She had to be strong for Kagome's sake, but seeing her like this broke Sango's heart. She grabbed a chair and pulled it up by Kagome's bedside. Kagome chose that moment to finally start sobbing into her best friend's arms.
Sango held Kagome and just let her cry, rubbing her back deeply and laying a kiss to the top of her head every now and again. After a while, Kagome finally calmed down. Kagome's usually vibrant brown eyes were lifeless, blank. Sango's phone pinged and she took her Iphone out. She looked at it she had to see she had a new text message from Inuyasha.
From: Inu.
"How is she?"
Sango started replying.
From: Demon Slayer
"Broken."
From: Inu.
"What do you mean?"
From: Demon Slayer
"Inu if you saw her, you wouldn't recognize her."
From: Inu.
"what do you mean, 'I wouldn't recognize her?"
From: Demon Slayer
"I mean, that her eyes are like lifeless, blank, empty, Inu she looks dead inside."
From: Inu.
"DAMN IT, IT'S BECAUSE OF THAT DAMN KOGA!
I SWEAR I AM GONNA RIP HIM APART THE NEXT TIME I SEE HIM!"
From: Demon Slayer
"That's not all."
From: Inu.
"WHAT DO YOU MEAN 'THAT'S NOT ALL?'
From: Demon Slayer
"Ai said that when they stitched her up to stop the hemorrhaging, they found old scars inside her, she said it looked like someone just roughly entered her"
From: Inu.
"What, you don't mean?"
From: Demon Slayer
"Ai asked me if she was raped in the past, I told her I didn't know and that Kagome never said anything about it….omk."
From: Inu
"What Sango!?"
From: Demon Slayer
"Inuyasha, it all makes sense, Inu, you know how scared she is with you and Miroku?"
From: Inu
"Yeah which I don't understand why."
From: Demon Slayer.
"But when she saw Naraku she started panicking, remember?"
From: Inu
"SANGO, WHAT ARE YOU GETTING AT!"
From: Demon Slayer
"I think that Kagome WAS raped in the past and that Naraku is the reason for it."
At that Inu stopped texting.
From: Demon Slayer
"Inu?"
"Are you there?"
"INU!"
From: Inu
"I g2g, I need some air."
From: Demon Slayer.
"Inu, are you ok?"
No reply.
-With Inuyasha and Miroku-
Inuyasha put his phone away and got up, letting his feet lead him out the doorway, Miroku stared at his friend and asked him where he was going.
"I'm going to get some air, I'll be back." Inuyasha let out loudly and with those words, Inuyasha walked outside.
When Inuyasha got outside, he went to find the nearest tree and he just let it out. He started punching the shit out of the stupid thing. Fuck it's bark and fuck it's leaves, it thought it was so good, because it a was a straight, tall tree and it couldn't break, it was so strong. No, nothing could really happen to a tree-. So it mocked him with it's pride and stood tall over him as he gave it no mercy.
'DAMN IT, DAMN IT, DAMN IT!' The Hanyou chanted over and over again while still punching the tree.
'I SWEAR IF NARAKU DID FUCKING RAPE HER I WILL FUCKING KILL HIM, I SWEAR TO THE KAMI.' I WILL END HIM, **PUNCH** I WILL ENDHIM, **PUNCH** I WILL END HIM! Inuyasha thought angrily, "THAT **PUNCH** STUPID **PUNCH** SPIDER, **PUNCH** HOW **PUNCH** COULD HE **PUNCH** THINK **PUNCH** HE**PUNCH** WOULD **PUNCH** GET **PUNCH** AWAY **PUNCH** WITH **PUNCH** THIS! he gave the tree one good final punch before going to his knees.
'But he can and he will cause he did with me. But that doesn't mean I'm not gonna keep Kagome safe, that's all I can do for her. At least for now anyway.' He rubbed his knuckles, they were already healed, but he had a mess of blood on his hands from going ham on the tree. He stayed there for one more good, long moment, trying to get his breathing under control.
In and out, as deeply as he could, until his heart stopped pounding so hard against his rib cage. Finally, he was calm enough to go back to join Miroku inside.
-Back with Sango and Kagome-
Inuyasha still hadn't replied. Sango sighed and put her phone back into her back pocket. She looked towards Kagome, a sad curiousness in her eyes. She had to know. She just had to.
"Kagome, I need to know and you have to be honest." Sango said with a serious tone.
Kagome just looked at Sango with those horrible dead eyes that broke Sango's heart into trillions of pieces. She couldn't stand seeing Kagome looking that way. She wanted her normally cheerful friend back. The one who liked to argue and complain. The one who had a fervor for life.
Sango took a deep breath.
"Where you raped in the past?" Sango asked with a shaky voice, afraid of the answer. Kagome stared at her best friend for a few long moments before
opening her mouth to speak. What came out of her mouth shocked Sango.
"Yes."
-with Ai-
Ai walked into a office and sat at the computer before typing in Kagome's name. There it was, all right there. She was looking at her information from three years ago.
'I knew it, I knew she was the same girl from three years ago.'Ai thought sadly to herself. She shut down the computer and left the office. She couldn't help thinking of a way to maybe try and help the girl out. Even if she couldn't do much, maybe she could make some kind of gesture. They said her family was killed, but if her memory served correct, that probably wasn't the case. She remembered the last time Kagome was here, it was also for rape, and her family had been here. There had been a lot of yelling and maybe even some disowning.
Of course, none of that was in the information, but she remembered it because those people were so heartless and cruel. Who would leave their daughter, their granddaughter even, to the claws of the world for something outside of her own resolve… Some people sickened her.
A/N: There you go chapter two, poor Kagome. Going through this would make anyone break, but like I told you guys, things are gonna get better, I promise. Remember to Read, review, and Follow for more updates. Until then, Ja'Ne-
P.s: yes I some little more editing
