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Clark Elliot Stabler.

Ring! Ring!

Ugh! Maureen woke up to her cell phone and tried to remove herself from her boyfriend's embrace. He tightened and she laughed. "Sean, baby let me out." She laughed and kissed his lean arm. "My phone's ringing. Come on baby."

Ring! Ring!

She grabbed the phone from her side table and read the name on the reader. OLIVIA. She moaned and answered the call. "Livia, its 2:37 in the middle of the night..."

"Maureen!" Olivia said in a screech.

"Olivia, what's wrong?" Maureen sat up in bed and pressed her palm against Sean's chest to wake him up.

"He's coming!"

"The baby?"

"What do I do? It hurts and Im alone. Im going to alone with a baby, Maureen!" Olivia was frantic. She was pacing through her living room holding tightly to her stomach knowing that one of the most painful and magnificent event was going to happen in her life. "OWW!"

"Olivia, just stay calm, okay and breathe." Maureen took a deep breath and Olivia followed over the phone line. "Okay, now stay calm and answer my questions with simple answers, okay? Do you have your overnight baby bag?"

"Yes."

"And are you sure that you are in labor?"

"How the hell do you get confused about something like that Maureen! They are pains that hurt really REALLY bad! How do you NOT know you are in labor?"

"Okay, Olivia, okay. Give me a few minutes and I'll be right there, okay?"

"Okay."

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"Ahhhh!"

"Okay, Mrs. Stabler, you are dilated. Now just a few pushes and your baby will be here."

"Livia, do you hear that? My brother is coming into world."

"I hear that, and I feel that! We'll talk about this after he is out of my body, okay?" Olivia said with a squeak.

Maureen laughed and put the wet cloth of Olivia's head. "It's okay, just breathe."

"Okay, Olivia, its time to push."

Olivia held onto Maureens hand with her left hand and her knee with her right and pushed her self up. "Ugh! Ahhhh!"

"That's good, Mrs. Stabler. Do that again in the next contraction."

The next contractions came within seconds on the next. She pushed and pushed. "It's okay, Olivia. Its okay. Breathe for me," Maureen said comfortingly.

Olivia nodded and cried.

"Okay, we see the head. Now only one more push."

Olivia swallowed and pushed and screamed. Soon her screams weren't the only ones in the room. Both Olivia and Maureen were crying. "Congratulations Mrs. Stabler, Its a boy."

"It's my son, Maureen. Its your father's son."

"Olivia," Maureen said crying. The doctors and nurses cleaned up the baby. The nurse called Maureen over and placed the baby in her arms. Maureen was sobbing happy sobs. She turned to Olivia and smiled walking to her. "Olivia, here is my 8 pound 6 ounce baby brother, your son."

Olivia was crying. She took him in her arms and kissed his forehead. She counted his fingers and toes and studied him. He had Elliot's hair color and jaw, but had her nose. He opened his eyes and Olivia cried. They were Elliot's. "Hi baby. Im going to love you forever."

The nurse stood at the door and took in the scene. She was Elliot Stabler's head nurse when he would receive treatments. She got close to the Stabler Family. "Olivia."

Olivia and Maureen looked at her direction and smiled. "Olivia, we need a name for that young man here."

Olivia smiled and kissed his forehead. "Clark Elliot Stabler."

"Beautiful name, Olivia. Beautiful." The nurse left the room and went to file paper work.

"Thank you, Olivia."

Olivia removed her gaze from her beautiful son to Maureen who was crying sadly. "No," she touched her face and smiled. Ò"Thank you for being here. Im so glad you were here."

Maureen leaned over her and kissed Clark's head. "I'll tell everyone outside."

"Okay, and Maureen, we both love you."

Maureen nodded and left the room.

Olivia stared at her son in her arms and wept. He looked so much like Elliot. She cried with joy and sadness. The most bittersweet feeling imaginable. "My boy, I love you so much. From the moment I knew you were in me, when I would feel you move and now you are in my arms. You are mine and I will love you forever, my darling boy."

She saw his eyes open and she stared at the magnificent blue. They were so much like his father's. More tears gathered in her eyes as she spoke. "Your father loves you, my son. He may not be with us physically, but he is in your heart and mine. Your name is a part of him. Clark Elliot Stabler. I want the best for you, my son. You will always find your father in your and my hearts. And in the hearts of your sisters and brother and uncles and aunts. You are loved so much, my Clark. And remember, you will always have me. And I will love you forever. Your father will watch us from heaven and if you miss him, you can see him in your dreams. He lives in mine. He is also in your heart. Running through your veins..."

Clark began to move and she laughed to herself. Elliot could never stay still for long. She kissed his forehead and a tear escaped her eye. "I love you, son."

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Cragen watched the entire exchange and had to wipe away tears. He knocked and made his way into the room. "Hey Olivia. Maureen said that I could come in. She was calling Sean and Kathleen. Kathy and the twins are on their way and John, Casey and Fin are right outside. I wanted my own time with you and Clark before I headed back into the stationhouse."

She smiled and motioned him closer. "Do you want to hold him?"

Cragen stood stunned and looked at her with shocked eyes. He nodded as she placed Clark in his arms. Cragen smiled when little Clark opened his deep blue eyes. He smiled and looked at Olivia, "He's just like Elliot, but the nose." They both smiled and Cragen whispered, "Im your Grampa Cragen. I love your mother and loved your father and I can't wait to get to know you better. You are so wonderful." He kissed his little forehead and gave him back to Olivia.

The nurse came back into the room and smiled. "Im sorry, Olivia, but we need to have little Clark here taken to the nursery."

"That's okay." She looked at her son and kissed him again and reluctantly gave him to the friendly nurse. "I love you, Clark."

Once the nurse and baby Clark left, Cragen looked at Olivia. She looked tired, but labor does that. She smiled at him and he then grew serious. He reached in his pocket and pulled out an envelope. "This is for you."

"Don?..."

"I will see you later." He kissed her forehead and left the room.

Olivia stared in shock. She looked at the envelope and questioned its contents. The outside read My Olivia. She opened the letter and was shocked by what she found. "Elliot?" The letter read:

My Olivia.

I knew from the moment I saw you that I loved you. Im sorry that when you are reading this I am gone. I wish that I could lay beside you now and congratulate you on the birth of our child. Our child, Olivia...

I hope whoever he or she is, that they have your strong will and determination. That they have your passion and hope. Those are few of the many qualities that I fell in love with when I met you.

For years, you were my air and my reason for living. You kept me strong in the darkness and kept me laughing in the saddest moments. You always have and always will be the love of my life, my Olivia. Never forget that. Never...

One day, when our child happens to ask where I am, please tell them that I am right there beside you and that I live in your hearts. That I am the wind that blows in the trees. The rain that falls from the sky and the guardian angel that keeps you safe. Let them know they will never know what its like to be alone, because I am always with them.

Olivia, I only ask you to still love me in the morning. I know you are laughing at that line right now, but I want you to know that you have and always will be my angel. One day I will see you again. Hopefully when you are old and gray and you can share all the adventures you had with our child.

I will love you forever, my Olivia. Live for me and love me...

El.

Olivia broke down completely and sobbed. Never had she felt emptiness and wholeness all at once. Her heart would forever ache for her love, but now she had a reason to live. She had a reason to keep going.

Elliot's son... their son.

Clark Elliot Stabler

So there is one chapter left... Don't stop reading! I'll post it by the end of the weekend! Thank you again...