AN: Nope, still don't own Teen Titans… yes, I know, let's cry together.

Chapter 11: I Want What You Want

Raven drew the shades of her room, giving her some privacy. It was night and she felt quite exhausted from helping Starfire all day. And all day meant all day. She slipped her black, silk nightgown on and sat down on her bed. Bijou purred and mewed, letting her know that he wanted attention. She gave him a slight smile and pet him. She slowly slid under the covers and got comfortable.

Her tired mind tried to relax, but the days events played through her mind over and over. And it all had to do with babies. She suddenly felt like she was going to cry. She had made up her mind and now she felt like she might have ruined her chances of ever being with Beast Boy again. She gripped her pillow and felt hot tears pour from her eyes.

She suddenly heard the door to the apartment open and close. She knew that Robin was still out, so she didn't think much of it. But when she started to hear four different voices, she grew slightly curious.

She jumped when she heard someone knocking on her door. "Yes?" she answered. She hated how her voice gave away the fact that she had begun to cry a moment before.

"Raven… it's… it's me," he said shyly.

She knew his voice. She hadn't heard it in two months, but she knew it was him. "Gar?" she asked, hoping she wasn't mistaking someone else for him.

"Yeah, I need to talk to you," said Beast Boy.

Raven wasn't sure what to think. "Why?" asked Raven.

"Just, please, let me in," said Beast Boy.

"Well, um, the door's open," said Raven as she wiped the remnants of her tears away.

He took a big breath in and slowly opened her door. As the door gave way the light from the hall flowed into the room and spread onto Raven, who was sitting up waiting for him. He saw she was in her favorite nightgown and she looked as stunning as ever. He couldn't believe he had almost lost her. Or, that he might have lost her. He searched the wall and found the light switch. He turned it on and saw that it only made her look even more beautiful.

"Hi," he said, in awe of seeing her for the first time in two months.

"Hello," said Raven, her heart racing.

He got a good look at her and noticed something. Her eyes seemed red and swollen. That only meant one thing. "Are you okay?" he asked, quite concerned. "You look like you've been crying."

"I haven't been crying," said Raven, looking away from him. "It's just, allergies. Yes, I think there's mold in this apartment building."

"Oh," said Beast Boy.

He stood there silently for what seemed an eternity, until finally Raven spoke up.

"What… what do you want to talk about?" She tried to sound as if she was still mad at him, but failed horribly.

"Well," he said, walking into the room and closing the door behind him so they could be alone. "I wanted to talk about… us."

"Oh," said Raven, playing with her sheets nervously.

It grew quiet between them again. This time Beast Boy broke the silence.

"How have you been?" he asked.

"Alright," she said in a fake voice. "What, um, what about you?"

"Alright," he said in the same tone she did. Then he sighed and shook his head. "No, I'm not alright. I'm far from alright." Beast Boy walked over to her and knelt down so they could be face to face. "Rae, I'm… I'm sorry."

"You are?" asked Raven, not believing her ears.

"Yes," he said nodding.

Then she frowned and asked, "But for what, exactly? For telling me that you wanted me for my womb and nothing else? For making me feel like you never truly loved me?"

"Yes," he said taking her hands and looking deep into her eyes. "I'm sorry for everything. I should never have said what I said. I love you. Please, please forgive me." He reached into his pocket and took out the engagement ring she had given back to him.

"Gar…"

"Rae, please, take me back," he said, putting the ring in her hands. "Please forgive me. You're the best thing that's ever happened to me and I mean that with all of my heart. I just want to be with you."

"Gar…"

"And I don't want kids anymore," he said. "If you don't want them then that's just fine with me. I just want you. Like I've said before, I can't imagine living the rest of my life without you in it."

"Gar…"

"And I'll get a vasectomy if you want," he said, holding her hands tightly, for fear that she would pull them away. "That way you can't get pregnant or anything. Just, please Rae, forgive me. Please forgive me." He wrapped her arms around her waist and rested his head on her stomach. He kept repeating the last line over and over. "Please forgive me."

"Garfield!" she said and pried his face off of her. She held it in her hands and saw that tears had begun to form in his eyes. She gave him a slight smile and said, "I want a baby."

Beast Boy stared at her, unsure of what he had heard her say. "Wh-what?"

"I want a baby," she said again, feeling herself tear up as well.

"You… you do?" he asked, sitting up and taking her hands once more.

"Yes, I do," she said smiling and letting those tears leak from her eyes.

"But, but what about the pregnancy and the labor and all that?" he asked.

"I want it all," she said, taking her hands from him and holding his face once more. "The morning sickness, the stretch marks, all of it. I want to have a baby, and I want to have one with you and only you." She brought her lips to his and kissed him like she had dreamed of for the past two months.

He pried his lips away and said, "And you're not just saying that for me? Because if you don't want to, then we don't have to, I promise."

"No, I want a baby, Gar," she said, letting her forehead rest against his. "I want to have a bumgorf of our own."

Beast Boy was a bit confused by the 'bumgorf' part, but then he remembered that that was what Starfire called a baby. He smiled and wrapped his arms around her again, bringing her as close to him as was possible. "I love you," he said, tears still escaping from his eyes.

"I love you," said Raven sniffling through her own tears and kissing him some more.

"I'm sorry," he said against her lips. "I'm sorry for what I said and…"

"I forgive you," she said before he could go any further. "I know you didn't mean it. Don't say you're sorry any more." She then continued to kiss him.

As they kissed Beast Boy took the engagement ring from her hand and slipped it back on her finger. Raven smiled and felt more tears course down her cheeks.

"Come home with me," he said, kissing her tears away.

"Now?" asked Raven.

"Yes, now," said Beast Boy. "I can't stand being there without you anymore."

"Okay," said Raven softly. "Just let me pack."

Suddenly from the other side of Ravens door they heard a round of cheers. Beast Boy quickly jumped up and opened the door. On the other stood Cyborg, Robin, and Starfire, who had been listening intently the entire time. They all froze when Beast Boy opened the door, knowing they had been caught.

"Please, you are back together?" asked a very hopeful Starfire.

Beast Boy smiled and nodded. "I think we are." He looked to Raven who smiled happily back to him.

"How wonderful!" said Starfire. "Raven, I shall help you pack." She flew in past Beast Boy and began to help Raven gather up her stuff.

"Well thank God," said Cyborg. "Man, that sure was a close one."

"Glad to see things are getting back to normal," said Robin. "And Kori and I'll finally have our room back."

"Yeah, nursery time!" said Cyborg.

Raven was packed in a matter of minutes, with Bijou back in his little cat carrier. She thanked Starfire and Robin over and over for letting her stay there for two months, but they told her they were happy to have her. Then the two finally left for home. Raven didn't even change out of her nightgown. She just threw her coat on and off they went.

Raven hadn't seen her home in two months and she had never been so happy to see it. As they walked up to the door they could see Timber in the window excitedly barking. Beast Boy had realized that the dog hadn't been sick, he had been missing Raven.

As soon as they walked through the door Timber tackled her and begged for her to touch him. She quickly got down and scratched and rubbed him all over. Bijou was not all that happy about the commotion and mewed to be let out of his small kitty carrier prison. Once the door was closed Raven was quick to oblige to the cat and let him out.

She stood there for a moment and just took in the feel of the house. Then she saw the state the house was in. It looked very unkempt and messy.

"My, you sure let the house go," she said.

"Well, without you here, I didn't have a reason to be neat," said Beast Boy. "Not to mention I was so upset the last thing I wanted to do was clean."

Raven smiled and wrapped her arms around him. "I'm so happy I'm home," she said, hugging him tightly.

"I'm so happy you're home, too," he said, holding her so as to never lose her again.

After a few quiet moments of just holding each other, Raven looked up to him and said, "Can we go to bed? I'm really tired."

"Of course," said Beast Boy, smiling.

They left all of her luggage where they lay and headed right upstairs. Beast Boy quickly stripped and Raven simply had to take off her coat. It felt so nice to climb into her bed again and she hugged her beloved pillow that Beast Boy hadn't touched since she left. He quickly slipped in next to her and the two did something they hadn't done in what felt like forever. They cuddled up next to each other and fell asleep in each others' arms.

Timber happily curled up at the foot of their bed and for the first time in weeks allowed Beast Boy to go to sleep without his constant whining and barking. Bijou curled up between the headboard and Ravens pillow, happy to finally be back in his favorite spot. Yes, everyone was happy that night.