A/N: Thanks for so many reviews! (is dancing with happiness) Sorry for the long wait! (is very sorry) I had finals to deal with and other things. I have a life besides fan fiction you know.

T-rated thing kicks in once more! I'm keeping it PG-13!

Rated T for- Violence, language, difficult situations, and Romance scenes later on.

Disclaimer: I don't own the Teen Titans

Chapter 14. Unfaithful

Next Morning-

Raven tossed and turned in her sleep words murmuring from her lips. Her forehead showing sweat present and her heart racing fast. Images flashed through her mind making her cringe in guilt and suddenly a scream escaped her lips making her sit up and start panting with fear. Her eyes were wide, her hands trembling, her lips were dry.

She sat there with the sheets pushed against her skin. She wasn't sure if she had a dream or nightmare… it wasn't like her other nightmares where she saw that she would die. No, this was different it wasn't exactly bad but not good as well. All she knew was that Beastboy had been unfaithful with Terra and she was in the middle of it. The image still fresh in her mind, he was kissing her and she was kissing back. Words said that she wasn't sure if they were true or not.

She bit her lip and couldn't believe the dream she had about her and Beastboy. She wasn't one who had such… dreams that involved skin on skin. But she couldn't help but think that she loved it and that it felt so real. But then guilt would wash over her every time she thought of that. Unfaithful… he had been unfaithful to Terra and she was the one who caused it.

No matter how much anger they had towards each other. Raven would never wish that on her. She knew Terra loved Beastboy so much and would do anything for him. Sometimes even go over the limit to keep him, only Raven did not know that…

"No…" she whispered. "I need more sleep, these dreams aren't making me think clearly…"

Raven lay back down but couldn't help but feel coldness wash over her skin. She felt bare for some reason. Suddenly she could hear light breathing next to her. With confusion she looked to her side only to see Beastboy sleeping there. She couldn't help but let out a scream. Suddenly as if her memory came back images flashed through her mind and voices echoed in her head.

Beastboy heard the scream and woke with a start. "Wh- what! Happened!" the sheets fell revealing his shirtless chest. His eyes caught sight of Raven who looked at him with fearful eyes.

"Beastboy!" she said.

"Raven!" so he didn't dream it!

Raven felt her eyes close, her mind go blank, and her body go weak. She fell back onto the bed with eyes closed. She had fainted…

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She felt like she was in a dream or rather a memory. She could feel someone kiss her lips and she kissing back with the same amount of passion. She could feel him trail kisses down her neck making her sigh as her hands set on his shoulders.

Shocks spreading throughout her body once his lips found hers once more. Her fingers ran through his hair as he kissed her. Her lips opening letting them take the kiss to the next level.

Who would have known two simple words, "Save me," could have such meaning to them. Two words that brought them closer then ever before. So close that she could feel his skin on hers. Love, passion, and fear. All those emotions present within her as they kissed.

Just as her mind was showing her the feeling of the straps of her nightgown falling down she heard someone shout her name in a frantic and worried voice. She felt a cold towel on her forehead and a breeze sweep over her face. Slowly her eyes began to open only to stare straight into green eyes.

"Raven!" he shouted slowly sitting her up. The Azarathean rubbed her head still feeling dizzy.

"Beastboy? This is real?" she asked, deep within her fear was present once again.

She saw him sigh and look down for a moment then back up. Raven could see that he was dressed in his shirt and shorts again and her as well. She rather not question how she had gotten her clothes back on.

"Very real…" he responded now looking into her violet eyes. "Raven… I thought it was dream…"

"You weren't the only one to think that…" she whispered. Suddenly as if hit by realization she looked up and stared at him with shock. "We…" she couldn't say the word.

"Slept together," he said. He could see her turn away tears threatening to fall from her eyes.

"Is that all it meant to you?" she questioned now looking back at him.

She saw him get up off the bed and looked down at her. "Raven… I told you I thought it was all a dream. When you said you loved me and—"

"That you loved me back…"

"…"

"Is it the truth?"

"…" he sighed as he ran a hand through his hair. She got off the bed too and was now facing him looking straight at him.

"Is it the truth?" she asked.

"Raven I-"

"Just answer me. Is it the truth?" he looked into her eyes.

"…I… don't know…" suddenly he felt a hand slap his cheek making him cringe in pain.

"Then why did you sleep with me?" Raven screamed now totally breaking down. He tried to wipe her tears away but she shouted. "Don't touch me!"

"Raven, you have to understand I-"

"You what? Thought it was a dream?" she demanded. "Well I thought it was a dream too! But do you hear me denying what I felt for you?"

"You love me?"

"More then you will ever know. But now things have gone bad to worse! You sleep with me for no reason other then to fulfill your desires!"

"I wasn't looking to fulfill my desires!"

"Then why did you sleep with me?"

"Because… you asked me too…"

"What?"

"Don't you remember? You said—"

"Save me…" she interrupted. He stayed quiet… "So you don't love me… you just said it because I said it. I was so stupid!"

"Raven, I'm just confused you're my best friend and Terra's my girlfriend but I slept with you! This is all going wrong. This wasn't supposed to happen, we were supposed to be friends, best friends!" he sat back down on the bed his hands covering her face as he let out a deep sigh. "I'm sorry Raven, I really am I never meant to hurt you… I never meant to be unfaithful to Terra…"

No matter how much she loved Beastboy, she couldn't help but feel hatred towards him. He used her; she hated feeling used. She had already gone through that with Malchior she thought he loved her but she was a fool to think that. And now Beastboy has done the same thing.

Her violet eyes stared into his green eyes and that's when she couldn't hold it in anymore.

"Get out!" she screamed with tears.

"Rae—" Beastboy tried to say now with fear.

"Leave, just leave, forget about me! Forget about whatever happened!" she shouted no facing him.

"No you don't mean that."

"I meant ever word I said. I hate how I foolishly fell in love with you! You used me! I never want to see you again!" she pushed him against the door her hands grasping his arms. "Read my lips…" he looked down at those lips he once kissed. "Go back to her and forget about me. Whatever happened between us is erased forever. It didn't even exist."

"No! I can't just forget you, you're my best friend!" he exclaimed.

"Then we are friends no more."

He stared at her for a moment trying to read her eyes. Reluctantly he gave up. He could feel her grip on him leave; he turned away from her.

He took one last look at her almost as if hoping she would be smiling and telling him she was just playing around with him. But he still saw her violet eyes filled with hurt and anger at the same time. So with that he left the room…

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1 month later-

"Now that everyone is present I can finally give the announcement," Robin said looking around the table where all the Titans sat but one.

"You and Starfire getting married?" Cyborg said with a grin. Robin blushed then looked angrily at him.

"No! This is about something else."

"Okay, calm down lovebird!" the grinning Titan said with a small laugh. "I'm just playing around… ain't that right BB… Beastboy? Yo! Hello!" Cyborg shouted waving a hand in front of his face.

Beastboy looked like he was in another world unaware of what was happening at this moment. Terra looked at him with worry and turned to face him. "Beastboy? Are you all right?" she asked.

Beastboy and Terra had finally worked over their problems and were now in a better relationship. Yet Terra still had doubt deep within her. Although Beastboy had told her that he loved her and that he was just feeling confused about things she still wasn't convinced. Beastboy's attitude today wasn't proving his point…

"Beastboy!" Starfire shouted getting his attention.

"Huh? What!" he said coming back to earth.

"Welcome to the real world," Cyborg said with a smirk.

"I'm sorry guys… I'm just thinking…"

"You've been doing much of that…" Terra said looking down.

"I just have a lot of things on my mind," and he was right. Raven. It haunted him in his sleep in his dreams in his life. He felt like he couldn't breathe or think without her image running through his mind. Her voice whispering in his ear reminding him of their many moments together and all they had gone through…

"You have Terra…what do you care…"

"Don't touch me…"

"It's not that…but, thank you for saving me."

"A fever? I don't think so I feel perfectly fine…"

"What do you care."

"I thought you would be there for me…"

"Stop lying to me I'm tired of it!"

You've changed too," she whispered. "Now get out, I don't want you here anymore!"

"Leave me alone!"

"No you don't…please stop hurting me…"

"You love me?"

"I can't even understand myself."

"I can sense your distress…you're having problems with Terra, aren't you?"

"No, don't read that!"

"Things have changed…"

"No! Please, promise me you won't tell anyone about this!"

"Yes! It was you! Only you!"

"I love you…"

"Prove it…"

"Save me…"

He remembered their night together… her voice whispering into his ear, her kisses, her touch. It was driving him wild! All these secrets he had to keep all this fucking drama! He hated it!

"Beastboy!" now it was Terra who spoke up.

"God, I'm sorry, Robin just tell us what you were going to say before I zone out again!" Beastboy exclaimed.

"All right, now you guys know about what happened two months ago…" Terra looked down at her nails, Starfire turned away, Cyborg stared straight ahead, and Beastboy closed his eyes.

"Friend Raven… will she be out soon?" Starfire questioned with hope in her beautiful emerald eyes.

"Actually that is what I was going to talk to you guys about… and too Terra…" everyone looked at the blonde who stared back quiet.

"What about Raven?" she asked.

"Well, I think she has paid her punishment. She can be back here with us… but I want all of your approvals first."

"I want her here," Starfire said.

"Same here, I miss my lil sis," Cyborg agreed.

Robin nodded at both at them then looked at the couple that sat next to each other. "Terra… Beastboy…"

Terra stayed quiet for a moment feeling the tension in the air, with a small sigh she spoke up. "Fine, but I'm telling you this right now Robin. If she ever, ever! Hurts me again, then I swear I will not hold back!" she shouted looking directly into his mask.

"Believe me she won't hurt you, and you won't hurt her," Robin stared back at her seeing her stay quiet then sit back down. "Beastboy?" he looked at his fellow team member.

Beastboy stayed quiet while memories of Raven ran through his mind. "When will she be let out?…" he asked quietly.

"Today."

"…Okay… I'll be in my room…" he got up and started to walk out when Starfire's voice made him stop.

"You do not wish to greet Raven?"

"No…"

"But, you are the best of friends. Surely you would—"

"I said no," with that, he left the living room leaving everyone quiet.

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That Night-

"You ready Raven?" Robin asked carrying on of the boxes she had brought with her last time.

"Yeah," Raven used her magic to levitate her other belongings and made her way to the door where Robin stood. She looked back at the room where many things have happened. Many memories that will be kept there forever. She closed her eyes then opened them again and turned to Robin and uttered two words. "Let's go..."

They had finally put all her stuff back and she once again laid in her bed the one that was in her room. She couldn't help but let a small smile escape her lips. She finally felt more secure and more peaceful. At that moment she started to meditate now that she wanted to experience the calm serenity again.

"Azarath Metrion Zinthos," her lips formed her mantra making peace wash over her. But as she meditated she could see memories. She cringed trying to block them out. "Azarath Metrion Zinthos," she said a little louder as if that could make those painful memories disappear. But it didn't it seemed to be getting worse. "Azarath Metrion Zinthos!" she shouted loudly her eyes turned white and her cape blew as if there was a breeze in the room.

She screamed her mantra once again suddenly white light seemed to pour out of her body; her hair blew in the air from the invisible breeze. Her face showed stress she felt her mind go blank and her body fell down on her bed.

That's when the excruciating pain arrived. "What's happening!" Raven couldn't help but say.

Raven tried to get up but the pain was so horrible she fell back down to her knees. She needed help right now or else the inevitable would come. She had to resort to crawling on the floor through agonizing pain. Within minutes she reached her door when it swished open for her she felt hope within her but it vanished when she saw the dark hallway without a soul in sight.

"This is meant to be…" she whispered to herself before she let her body fall and faint.

Seconds later a figure was walking down the hallway when suddenly she caught sight of body on the floor. Quickly she ran to the person who lay on the floor and her eyes went wide with fear.

"Raven!" Starfire screamed.

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This story has been edited. So you can go back to see some minor changes. I just corrected my grammar, spelling, and some scenes.

Don't you love my famous twist! There's always drama before the ending. Red X is not forgotten; I just have other plans for him. And yes Raven is back with the Titans prepare for major BBxRae angst. (thinks of things she will do to BB and Rae)

Next chapter will show days passing by and fluff and angsty scenes!

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