A/N: So, I don't want to sleep and I don't seem to have anything else to do so I figured I'd add chapter seven…I don't know why but I really like this chapter. Okay guys, until I get like a crap load of more readers I'm not adding anymore chapters. So this may be the last one you'll read for a lil bit. But with the way I am I'll probably get to impatient and have chapter 8 up by Thursday. I'm going to try my hardest not to because I really want more readers and reviews. I want to know that my story is pretty good.
Disclaimer: Degrassi….is now mine, I stole it from the Canadians and now its mine….just kidding they still have it.
She threw her bag on the floor as soon as she walked in.
She had so much stuff on her mind that it was ridiculous.
She was a bit upset at herself for telling Craig she didn't want to be around him for a while. But she figured it was best.
Ring-ring
"Great the second I walk in I've already got him calling." She sighed as she answered her phone.
"Hello?" She said a bit cruel.
"Whoa, calm down there killer." Ellie laughed a little.
"Hey Sean, sorry."
"So, I was thinking you should come over and stay the night tonight. I got our old apartment back and its lonely here without you. Just doesn't feel the same I guess." Ellie looked at her wrist watch. 5:00 p.m.
"whoa when did days start taking years to end?" She asked.
Sean laughed on the other end.
His cute laugh that she always loved.
It seemed different now; it didn't seem like the laugh she remembered.
She didn't know if it was because she didn't feel the same about him as she did before he left.
Or if A Craig Manning obsession was giving her a one way ticket to insanity.
Nothing about Sean felt the same anymore. His hugs, his kisses. The way his touches used to send chills down her spine.
"Yeah, I'll come over." She agreed.
She felt bad in a way, like she was just going along with this little game.
'Fake a relationship with Sean Cameron and win Craig Manning.'
"I'll see you then. Bye El." He hung up.
"I'm truly pathetic." She told herself. Placing the phone back on the charger.?
Ellie sighed walking to her bedroom.
She laid on her bed on her back staring up at the ceiling.
"Ellie what are you doing?" She asked herself rubbing her cheeks.
She hated what she was doing to Sean and Craig.
Sean was oblivious to how she really felt and what she was probably gonna end up doing in the end.
And Craig was so confused he just accepted what she'd say whether it hurt him or not.
Knock-Knock
"go away!" Ellie grumbled her hand over her mouth.
"Like I'm really gonna leave." Marco told her opening the door.
He threw his hands up in the air. Making different gestures.
They all revealed the same emotion.
Anger.
"So what's this I hear about you not wanting anything to do with me?" He asked.
"I have a lot on my mind."
She mumbled now stuffing her face into one of her pillows.
"Like?" Marco stressed.
She threw the pillow on the other side of the bed and sat up.
"Like oh I don't know a certain ex boyfriend and the guy I care about now."
"Ok what does Sean have to do with this?" Marco asked clearly thinking he missed something.
"I'm back with him. Marco." She wasn't going to lie to him. And besides, keeping it a secret seemed weird.
Everyone was going to find out anyway.
Marco ran a hand through his hair. "Ok, hello Ellie do you remember a sweet funny guy named Craig Manning?"
"I know." Ellie admitted. "I feel terrible okay? It's just I felt like Manny won anyway. So I tried to block out the pain by…Sean."
Marco lay back on her bed. "Wow." Was the only thing Marco could think of saying.
"I don't know what to do." Ellie told him sadly.
"Someone's gonna get hurt no matter what El." Marco told her flat out.
"And the bullets aiming toward Craig."
Ellie stared at Marco for the longest time after he said that.
It hurt to hear him say that when she didn't want to hurt anyone.
"He likes Manny anyway. He'll be fine." She said to Marco, trying to remove some pain.
"Let's hope so." Marco chimed in.
"Okay, Marco you're not making me feel very good right now."
"Sorry El, but it's just my opinion on this whole thing. Wish I could help you."
For the first time in his life, he couldn't help out his best friend and it killed him.
"I should go." He told her getting off the bed.
"Will you maybe reconsider the band?" She smiled. "Maybe."
Marco threw Craig's leather jacket at his face.
"Stop sulking." He said.
Jimmy wheeled his chair next to Craig and placed a hand on his shoulder.
"We, my friend are going to a club. So you can wash all your Ellie problems away. Sound good?" Craig wasn't to keen on the idea of a club.
He didn't really want to move from the couch at this point, but he knew he wouldn't hear the end if he told the guys no.
"Sure." He told them as he slipped on his jacket.
"We're outta here." Marco grinned grabbing his car keys and shutting the door behind him.
A/N: Sellie wasn't supposed to be a part of this story in the beginning…it just kind of turned out that way. I'm not telling you who she chooses….because that's just ruining the story…you may either be disappointed or please but let me remind you this IS a CRELLIE story I may have a change in thought about that though. You'll have to wait and see. You're opinions matter. So feel free to add some of those in ur reviews or just send me an email!
