Angels Fall Devils Rise

Chapter 1 Lilith

My name is Lilith. I can't remember much about my past. Don't remember my parents. Can't remember. I didn't even remember my name. Someone just called me Lilith and I responded. Everything blurs out from about 16 down. All I know is I'm alive. I have a good job and a nice apartment. My friends are true friends not the bogus type. I live with my best friend Rave. She changed my idea in life. I use to hate it and not care if I lived or died. She looks as most would put it a rebel, someone ready to kill in the name of Lucifer. She in fact is really different. She's not religious; she just goes with however she feels. She told me not to care what others think. That we only have on shot at life and to make it count. I toke her advice and made my life something I could live with.

Getting back to the forgetting. I started writing my days down. Everything that happened, even if it was small. I wrote it down. I have boxes and boxes full of journals. All of them filled in details. Then there is a complete different journal that nobody knows about. It's a journal on what I really think life is. I hate talking to people about religious beliefs and such because they think that there way is the only way. They can't understand the other person's point of view. So I write it down.

I personal think that there are angels and demons, good and evil, darkness and light. The only thing that bothers me is the God part. I hate thinking that one man controls everybody. That life as we know it can be destroyed because somebody pissed him off. I like to think that everything is spread among a number of Gods and Goddesses equally. Me personally, I'm drawn more towards the darker side of things. I like the beauty of it. I hate how people miss understand it. But that's just me.