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It's Been Much Too Long


Part Twelve

It's been three weeks since I've heard from either one of them

I'm guessing Michael told them to never call me again

He tries to forget what I said that day

And I let him pretend

Telling him again wouldn't work anyway

He's too stubborn to realize

He can't own my whole life

Like his rag-doll wife

On his sad little shelf

He deserves to be alone

In a corner by himself

I just keep wasting my time

Letting him control me

And I'll never be happy

If I never let myself free

I'm getting tired of the silence

Between me and this ass

I'm sick of this shit to the point I wish it could end

I'm glad he's at work now

And that there's no one to stop me

Because the pain is much worse now

That I know what it feels like to be happy

Life is cruel I guess and could only give me a small taste

Of Harry's love and the warmth of his embrace

Only to disappoint me and snatch my life away again

To kill my joy and send us back to the beginning

Without this choice I can make on my own

There's no possible way I'm ever winning

Besides my life has only been filled with sinning

It's better off this way

The past is better than today

And this time I will finish it not like my other sad attempts

I'll end it all today…

AN: I know it's been forever sinceI updated im sorry ) and this may not be the best chapter in the whole story butI had writers block for a long time andI decided I'd wait rather than writing something completely crappy and putting it up I hope this gave you enough suspense and foundation for whats gonna happen next! Thanx for your reviews!