Disclaimer- I do not own Harry Potter
It's Been Much Too Long
Part Twelve
It's been three weeks since I've heard from either one of them
I'm guessing Michael told them to never call me again
He tries to forget what I said that day
And I let him pretend
Telling him again wouldn't work anyway
He's too stubborn to realize
He can't own my whole life
Like his rag-doll wife
On his sad little shelf
He deserves to be alone
In a corner by himself
I just keep wasting my time
Letting him control me
And I'll never be happy
If I never let myself free
I'm getting tired of the silence
Between me and this ass
I'm sick of this shit to the point I wish it could end
I'm glad he's at work now
And that there's no one to stop me
Because the pain is much worse now
That I know what it feels like to be happy
Life is cruel I guess and could only give me a small taste
Of Harry's love and the warmth of his embrace
Only to disappoint me and snatch my life away again
To kill my joy and send us back to the beginning
Without this choice I can make on my own
There's no possible way I'm ever winning
Besides my life has only been filled with sinning
It's better off this way
The past is better than today
And this time I will finish it not like my other sad attempts
I'll end it all today…
AN: I know it's been forever sinceI updated im sorry ) and this may not be the best chapter in the whole story butI had writers block for a long time andI decided I'd wait rather than writing something completely crappy and putting it up I hope this gave you enough suspense and foundation for whats gonna happen next! Thanx for your reviews!
