Disclaimer- I don't own HP.


It's Been Much Too Long


Part Sixteen

My head lifts up from the arm of the couch

And I look around the dark room

I look towards the cable box for the time

2:30 am

Michael still wasn't home or else he would have woken me

Not that I cared much anyway

I look down at my crotch

And remember the dream

I needed a cold shower it seemed

I walked to the bathroom and put the water on

All the way on the cold knob

I remove my clothing and stepped through the shower door

Once I'd wet myself

Was when I really started to think about the dream again

And how I wanted it more than anything else

"Just like in school…"

I whisper

"There was always something holding me back,

Someone who wouldn't accept what I wanted…just when I'd start to gain hope again…"

I hit the wall

"ALWAYS!"

I yelled

That's when I dropped to the floor of the shower

That's when I cried…