Disclaimer- I don't own HP.
It's Been Much Too Long
Part Sixteen
My head lifts up from the arm of the couch
And I look around the dark room
I look towards the cable box for the time
2:30 am
Michael still wasn't home or else he would have woken me
Not that I cared much anyway
I look down at my crotch
And remember the dream
I needed a cold shower it seemed
I walked to the bathroom and put the water on
All the way on the cold knob
I remove my clothing and stepped through the shower door
Once I'd wet myself
Was when I really started to think about the dream again
And how I wanted it more than anything else
"Just like in school…"
I whisper
"There was always something holding me back,
Someone who wouldn't accept what I wanted…just when I'd start to gain hope again…"
I hit the wall
"ALWAYS!"
I yelled
That's when I dropped to the floor of the shower
That's when I cried…
