Disclaimer- I don't own HP you know that...but i tell you anyway...sigh

It's Been Much Too Long

Part Seventeen

I sit down at the diner that I had met Granger in

Hoping I would catch a glimpse of Harry

So I could leave the life I had

And try to have the one I always wanted

But what I saw was something that I wished I never would…

I had found it suspicious that Michael hadn't come home last night

We hadn't even argued

And we didn't have a fight

But I'd found out why in that moment

And I guess it was for the best

But the shit that hurt the most and that really pushed my

Fucking buttons

Was the bloody fact that he was with a fucking bleeding woman

He was holding her and kissing her and he didn't even notice me

That was it,

I just had to fucking leave.

I stormed out of the diner

Pissed off at how he'd preached to me about my fucking date with fucking Harry

And he was probably off fucking Tom,

Dick,

And bloody Jerry

Scratch that fucking Mary

I had my head down the whole time fighting tears

Pushing people to the side

And ignoring their jeers

I ran down the street in a jealous rage

Until I ran into an obstacle that threw me to the floor.

I made a gesture to get up

But than I looked into their eyes

And as I became hypnotized

I was surprised to find

That they belonged to a certain handsome

Gryffindor

And the Michael thing wasn't on my mind anymore…

AN: umm i know weird chapter...i did the best i could to make him sound mad hoped it worked...lots of curses...im really tired hope you liked and dont think this one is too scattered i tried to go for that look on purpose because he was mad and wasn't really thinking right...but i didnt wanna overdo it anyway hope you liked...read and review please...and thanx to the reviewers so far.