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She Will Be Loved

She had it all.
Money, looks, and everything else she ever wanted. She was spoiled beyond compare.
But, she was missing something from her life.
The one who was going to take her breathe away one day.
Except, how could someone if she was the shy one around the guys and the total bitch around everyone else?

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"Andi. Come here." said a familiar voice.

"Teddy?" said Alexandra, turning around to face whoever she thought was talking to her.

Smiling, the young man came from beside a wall, hands in pocket. She smiled back, faintly. "I haven't seen you in awhile, sweetheart."

"I know." said Teddy. "I missed you. Lots." He smiled wider and approached her.

Her feet rooted to the ground, she didn't move. "Where were you?"

Shrugging, he walked up to her and kissed her forehead. "Around. Doing some things."

"Like?" she asked looking up at him.

"Stuff." Taking his hands out of his pockets, he wrapped them around her and pulled her close. "Could you ever forgive me? For what I did."

Andi was confused. She didn't know what he had meant when he said, "...For what I did." She looked up at him and gave him a look of confusion.

"For taking advantage of you. I didn't mean to. I swear. I loved you."

Andi, pushed him away gently and gave him another look of utter confusion and hurt. "Advantage of me? Loved me? What are you talking about, Teddy!" She was panicking beyond belief. She wanted to know what was going on.

Teddy's face became relaxed and he breathed out and spoke, "You don't love me, anymore. I'm not saying that I don't love you any longer, I've always loved you and you alone."

"Then what are you talking about, Teddy! What are you talking about!" screamed Alexandra. Tears were streaming down her face. "Wait, did you just say that I don't love you anymore? That isn't possible, Teddy. I love you. Don't you ever think that I don't love you. I always have!"

Teddy smiled slightly and looked down at his hands. He shook his head and looked back up at her. "Love. You don't understand. I hurt you. You never forgave me. You never will. I've always wanted to kill myself for hurting you, for causing you so much pain and turmoil, but I couldn't for the sake that you would one day. I don't know how to say this, either."

"Say what, Teddy?"

"That..that..."

Walking up to him and grabbing hold of his hand in hers, she put her hand on his cheek and looked in his eyes with such love. "What do you want to say?"

His eyes brimmed with tears and he kissed her softly, "I'm sorry." Tears rolled down his face and she wiped them away for him. "I love you, but I don't want you to hurt anymore by me telling you what happened."

"You'll hurt me more, if I don't know."

"No. I can't tell you."

"Tell me, Teddy. You know I can handle it."

He shook his head and felt her skin and more tears fell from his eyes. "I just can't. You will never be able to handle it. You won't outlive what I've already done to you. It hurts so bad to not be able to tell you. But, you already know. You already do."

"I don't, Teddy. Not unless you tell me."

"I don't want to."

"I'm asking you."

"Please, don't do this to me." Tears violently ran down his face and he let go of her, backing away.

"Teddy. Please. If you love me, you'll tell me."

"I love you enough, not to tell you. It hurts. And it was all my fault. Mine."

Taking a step towards him, he backed away a step farther. "Teddy."

"No."

"Please!"

"No!"

"Why not?"

"Because." Looking down at his feet, he breathed in deeply. He looked up at her with his big green eyes, with tears staining his face. She waited for his answer intently, nodding for him to continue. "Because. Because."

"Because?"

"I raped you."

"NO!" screamed Alexandra.

Draco woke with a start and saw that Andi was sitting up, crying like mad. "Andi!" he said, rushing over to her. "What's wrong?" He put her on his lap and she wrapped her arms around him. Without hesitation, he wrapped his arms around her lovingly, and kissed her forehead as her head was on his shoulder crying.

"Love, what's wrong? What happened?" asked Draco in her hair. He hoped that she would answer, but until then he would wait for her answer and make sure that she was alright.

About ten minutes later, her crying died down a bit and she said in his shoulder, "H-He hu-hurt me."

Draco's eyes widened slightly. "What?"

Responding quicker this time, "He hurt me. He fucking hurt me."

Putting the hairs, that fell in front of her face behind her hair, he looked at her softly. "Who?"

She didn't want to think about him. She didn't want to remember his name. She didn't want to remember him. Forgetting it all, would make it better. Shaking her head in his shoulder, he understood that she didn't want the subject pushed any farther.

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The day went on as usual. Breakfast, classes, lunch, classes, dinner. It was as mundane as any other day. Except for the waking up in the middle of the night to Andi's screaming and the part where I had her sleep against me to make sure that she knew that I was there for her.

Draco was replaying over and over again the morning's events. He couldn't seem to let it go, no matter how much he tried. The words she said, were such a mindblower. "He hurt me. He fucking hurt me." Who would want to hurt her? One way or another he was going to find out. No one was going to get away with this, he saw the hurt in her eyes when she was Potions Class. Worse enough was when Professor Snape yelled at her, for dropping a tube of Amortentia accidentally, even though she said she was sorry, but he didn't take it and screamed at her anyway, even if she was from his house. She ran out crying after that, having a few Gryffindor's sniggering in their corners by their own cauldrons.

If they knew, they wouldn't be laughing their fucking asses off, now would they? No wonder she was so tough. She always showed everyone what she was made of and that's what made her so intimidating. But to see herself crying like that, showed that she has a much weaker side to herself. All, I need to know now is what is wrong. Shaking his head and sighing deeply, he continued on with his studies. He needed to talk to her before the end of that night. Just to make sure that she was alright.

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Scribbling words on her parchment, mostly pertaining to death, Draco walked into the common room. Not noticing that he had walked in, she got up and turned the table over that she was sitting at, making all her work and ink fly and she ran upstairs to her dorm crying. Draco looked over by the fireplace, where some of her parchment were burning inside of its corridors and he ran upstairs to see her.

Unfortunately, he didn't remember what she had said last night and on his way running up there, the stairs melted down into a slide, which he slid right back down to the ground, hitting the wall. Blaise, walked out of his room as he saw Draco hit the wall.

"Draco, what're you doing man?"

Draco brushed himself off and thought long and hard for some way to get upstairs to her. "I need to get upstairs, Blaise."

"Why?"

"I have to talk to Andi. She's...crying again."

"What happened, this time? Why did she start crying in Potions, anyway? It's not like her." questioned Blaise.

Lying partially, Draco shrugged and shook his head. "It was Professor Snape. He screamed at her for dropping the potion on the floor."

"Ooooh, so that's what it was. Alright, so know a way on getting up there?"

Smirking he looked at his broom and back at Blaise. "What do you say," he grabbed his broom, "we go for a ride, Blaise?"

Knocking on her door, five minutes later, Draco and Blaise waited outside for someone to come and open the door. Pansy opened the door and spoke, "Guys, this isn't the time. Come back in like an hour or something." Trying to close the door, Draco held it back.

"Pansy, I need to see her."

"Why, Draco? She needs rest."

"Pansy." he said firmly. Blaise just stood behind him, waiting to enter the room.

Sighing deeply, she opened the door and let them both in. "How'd you two get up here anyway?"

"Brooms." said Blaise.

"Oh."

Draco walked over to Andi, calmly and sat down on the edge of her bed softly. "Andi?" Draco said speaking softly. He put his hand on her face and looked at her face. She seemed so anguished. Looking at Pansy he spoke, "Did she say anything when she walked in here?"

Pansy shook her head and sat down on her bed, sighing. "I just hope that she's okay."

Looking back at Alexandra, he spoke up, "Yeah." Nodding he continued, "Me too."

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AN: Like, woah? Lots of writing. I think I had an inspiration with the dictionary. :P
Well, I hope you like it. Took me an hour to write it! Review, pretty please. Thankkk you.