B.J- I'm taking a shot at it.
Remusgrl101- maybe he will, maybe he won't.
(my name here)- I'm sorry. The vote was SusanxOrieus. I'll put x's blocking romance scenes, if u want to skip it.
Princess Whizbee- I'm sorry. The vote was SusanxOrieus. I'll put x's blocking romance scenes, if u want to skip it. And I'm keeping the plot line moving quickly so it won't get boring. This will be a chapter dedicated to SusanxOrieus, and grief from Lucy.
BradenIsMyMonkey- Um, just so you know, its not Orieus who was attacking Lucy. It is an unknown centaur, who I named Danius. And I am doing the SusanxOrieus scene.
A/N- The vote was to do the scene between Susan and Orieus. If you do not want to read, skip everything between the X's in this chapter. You will only be missing sex.
Love and Despair
Susan
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What was there to decide? I loved Orieus, and I wanted to show him, by giving myself to him, physically and mentally. Everything went still as we began kissing again, passionately, fervently, knowing what was coming next. Slowly, sensually, he began pulling my clothes off, beginning with my shoes. He began kissing up my leg, his lips hot and wonderful. As he was going up, he was pulling my dress up with him. He finally got it off me, stopping to kiss me on the mouth on the way. I could not believe how unbelievably aroused I was, and how aroused he obviously was.
I was shivering in my underclothes, and he slowly began pulling them off as well. I was completely exposed, arms across my chest, blushing furiously.
"You're beautiful." He said softly, sending a shiver down my spine.
"Are you sure you want to do this?"
"I'm very sure." I replied, voice thick with lust and love.
He decided to foreplay, as it was my first time. He trailed his fingers down my body, down to my core, and as soon as his fingers hit, I gasped and began moaning softly. He began massaging my sweet spot, and I began moaning very loudly. I was getting very wet, and his fingers hot and slick. An extremely pleasurable feeling was building. The feeling was getting more and more, and pressure was building… and then he stopped. My breathing was still ragged, and I was more aroused than I had ever been.
He surprised me by entering me very slowly. Oh it hurt. He was an average size, but anything was big for me. The searing pain went on and on, but he thrust again. And this time it was pleasure. I writhed, and he began thrusting in and out, faster, harder, both of us moaning passionately. A white light was coming, and it hit. It was instantaneous. I arched my back, digging my fingernails into his back, and he came as well, shooting deep inside of me, which wasn't exactly the most comfortable feeling. He stayed inside of me, and a tickling feeling filled me as he lost his hardness. How amazing. As far as I could tell, most girls do not orgasm on their first try, but I did. That shows how skilled Orieus is, and how much we love each other.
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Lucy
I should have known this was coming. A feeling of great despair was building, until I was about to burst. All this talk about how I don't deserve a faun, oh I should have taken him more seriously. I should have tried to convince him more that all I want is him, not a human. And then I was almost raped, and he saved me, and of course he would leave. He is too honorable to stay, for he killed, saw me partially undressed, and he wanted me to find someone I 'deserved'. All he succeeded in doing was to break my heart. At that I began sobbing, on and on, and on, for Tumnus was gone. My lover, my friend. He said he was coming back, but I still had to live without him, even for a short period of time. And he left because of me. I can't live with that.
After I had no tears left, emptiness filled me. There was nothing left. Nothing that could bring me pleasure. The only thing that would make me happy is for Tumnus to come back. So I will drift, and drift, because I am torn between living and dying. Without love, how can anyone live happily? Tumnus destroys me, but Tumnus is the one that can bring me back. Even if he came back, he would not be happy, and that would make me unhappy. He wants to be human, and that is what he will find, even if he searches till the ends of this world. And he leaves me here to despair, and drift.
